~Depressing rants~

It has been raining again...I consider myself lucky for able to get a game of badminton yesterday when it was hot and sunny...I consider myself unlucky to get all the aches piercing through my joints and muscles today..

What to blog about?Actually I should have blogged yesterday,when I was downright depressed and a major headache to add it all.But no,I kept myself away from delivering yet another depressing blog..It really made me wonder,what IS the source for the infectious depression here?The soon-to-be Major exam?or is it the fact that everyone doesn't want to admit the fact that everyone is just getting fed up of each other or the routine-ness of everything?Or is it the raining season dampening everyones mood?My famous quote "I don't know..."

Everyone is starting to pick up their Physics text book..As the exam creeps nearer,the preparations getting intense,so is of course my tensioness and nervousness..I'm downright pessimistic about my results,I have no idea why.I can't help it,the more I see others read the more I tend not to study.Prefering The Wind-up Bird Chronicle.Yeah,the kiasu-ism is downright amazing here.Or maybe its just me?Again,I can't help it..I've been planning what to do on weekends rather than what to study each day.Slowly study,I can forget,that's why..I'm the typical last minute person..

I might look back after Monkashyo and laugh at my silly kiasu-ism,but that's an uncertain future which is still far from my grasp.I can only embrace this depression,indulge in it and in return blog more about it to remind me about it in the future.(No,I did not write this to make you feel sorry for me or make your day bad,sorry if it did anyway..)I must now find something to uplift my somberness,how I wish I could.Enjoy my weekend,that I will.But how many know actually that behind the smiling face,worries and guiltyness of not using the time for more revision is swirling in my mind.I hate to have these ironic thought engulfing me,not only it's tiring,it also make me not able to throughly enjoy my outings with friends and thus making their day not as enjoyable as well..Fine then,from now on I don't give a damn..I shall play hard AND study hard.The outcome will lay in the arms of God.That's it(suddenly full of determination..)..The hell with kiasu-ism..Study at my own pace,that's what I shall do..

ps:Sigh..can't help delivering a depressing blog after all...

~28th Of November~

Nope,nothing speacial about the date,so happen its Fabian and Intan's birthday.I'm currently in room(now I notice..)1-28.Blogging this.. Better make use of the internet connection and upload more pics while I'm at it..

Nothing much to blog about..Just..hmm..I can just mention the fact that its 10.30pm,I just got back to the hostel here,can use msn messenger for the UTM students are off for a month..

I can say,its the first time I felt slightly worried but things turn out fine..That's because today I stayed back alone (my alone meant getting transportation back to the hostel alone)after school,got a taxi at 9pm and got back safely.

I was pretty glad I got lucky and got a nice taxi driver who spoked to me in fluent Canto AND English..We bombared about the Malaysian Education system etc..Lets just say,life is unfair..Cudn't say much or I'll end up in... ISA?hehe.The worries of being kidnapped and rape,not existent..Love MAYC for worrying bout me,sms-ed me to ask Teo to take cab with me but I insisted on going back alone..Alex was nice too,keeping me company by sms-in me,though I doubt his lecturer in MMU would appreciate him sms-in non stop..=p.Still,I see no fuss of taking a cab alone,I've done that in Form 1 to school.But heck,the papers nowadays about taxi drivers doing these "robbing and raping" shameful acts,I admit,it took me back a little...Anyhow,in the end,I said goodbye to Teo and Zulhelmi as it was time to go back and chose the longest and darkest path along UTM to the main gate..Let's just say,I needed to clear my head and breathe in some fresh air...

However,suprise suprise...Teo was so nice.He cycled back with me,err..how to put this,there's only one path and he followed the taxi and he sorta made sure I reached the hostel safely.So nice of him..Felt guilty for getting him back to the hostel so soon,who knows he might actually wanted to stay longer in the class for more self studying..

I have no idea why but todays' self study is really making me felt depressed.Maybe its the lousy fukushyu testo marks I got,or simply because I'm studying for 2kyuu while I should be studying for Monkashyo?All I know,I just can't wait when all of this marks an end.I hate it when I can't solve the simple Math questions,and I dread having to come back everyday to study..I hate to contradict with myself,and I hate it more..When I'm depressed..and lost,when I have to make choices in life..Not only major ones,but also.."Should I stop being so stubborn and go get the last bus..Why spent more money just to stay back?"..Cha dao...

My gal friends,met up last Sunday..Interested?hehe..

*Kai Mei,Kar Yee,Wan Hong,Who else,Yann Yoong

~I'm still home~

Really woke up at 7.15am,met Yann Yoong they all at OUG market..My,Kai Mei and Yann Yoong looked great..of cuz lar,RM250 for rebonding and RM180 for hair dyeing..who wouldn't?hehe..serious,they looked really good.Kar Yee again looked thinner..We stayed at the eatery for an hour before we head to YY's house and chatted for...3hours...siao ler!hehe,but I was damn happy..I didn't felt at all being neglected,I felt at ease at their presence..No worries,no awkwardsness..Still,I felt a little,err..dunno what lar,for not being able to join them for their trip tomorrow to Ulu Yam river picnic..Ponteng?No way lar...not to that extent..hehe..besides,me coming back again on Sat for YY's birthday...2kyuu sunday hor?which is more important?haha..YANN YOONG of cuz...2kyuu,of cuz won't neglect oso lar,stay back after school lo..what to do...=p

After my 3 hours there,I dragged mum to Times Suare..believe it or not,just to get presents..For YY n MAYC..i the end,ended up with 2shirts for myself and a new watch..Got lar,their present oso..I'm super happy..Though threw in a bunch,but hey,these 2 are my pals k...so nvm lar...*ouch..=pI walked with mum,but left her to McD while I went gifts hunting..Walk alone faster...hehe.Hope they like it lu...not going to mention what is it..dun wana spoil the fun..btw,saw Daniel Lee..yeah,the Malaysian Idol..And goodness,what is the big fuss about him..had he not gain fame through MI,would all these shierking gals be there?bet nobody will pay any notice to him oso...He might be just another normal college guy man..so stop the shierking!!!

Anyway,tired out..still at home,not doing homework..Ate too much..I...dunno why I'm still here..Mum asked me?Part of it,yea,but I wudn't be here if I don't want to right?Guess,its sinking in...Time is running out...you get what i mean...

ps:sorry these 2 blogs using Manglish...I...Lazy wanna use right grammar,words etc..Sorry..goodnight...its 10.47pm..I need to bathe...bye

~Oh so happening...~

I'm sitting here after a day's outing..The whole day!!Serious,you guys wanna hear?Don't blame me for saying I show off or bore you all hor...Cuz you all seem to like to make me feel bad at times..haha...

Morning,woke up at 8am..dwadle here and there,read newspaper then head to Times Square..Saw this super chun-ted guy,thought he Jap but turns out he's just a normal Chinese..Walau-eh,long time never see people can dress so well nowadays already..Usually,those Ah-Beng dressing is so common here at Bintang Walk that it really makes me puke..But this guy,whoa...got muscle,and showed it off with a sleeveless shirt,super cool bag and nice accesories..though he not that handsome,let's just say,he dressed SUPER COOL...Just like Jap..

Anyway,met up with Min Ley,got hold tickets for Harry Potter and went shopping around.Didn't got what we were searching for and we soon moved to karaoke..It has been exactly 8months plus,I have not touched karaoke..totally unbelievable..so of cuz I sang til I got hoarsed.Spice Girls really spiced up our lives,why disband lar....And what is with this workers attitude?Kept on asking to clear our set lunch a few times,can't you see its not finished!!Wei,the Baked Cheese Chicken with Spagetti is super nice ler...Let me finish can or not!!Sambil makan sambil sing sure slow one mar,no need chase us til like this gua??Siao lang..Karaoke was super,but me outta tune a little lar,maklum-lar..8months wor..But Min Ley doesn't seem to mind,haha..vice versa..We were there to have fun,and we did..super chun...

Then shopped a little bit more,still cudn't find errr...A present..very hard to find something nice for a person which already have everything lar..HOWHOWHOW?Still haven't get..Baka,I dun look like 19 mer?Have to make me take out my IC one hor,2nd time di lar!!See only mar,maybe I wanna get present for my friend cannot arrr!(u guys know where i visited lar?=p)After that,the guys were chasing after me at 2.20pm,while I was trying to get a can-see-but-cannot-wear kinda shoes..bought it anyway,ba huan mar,have to take my sports shoe home from hostel everytime..Anyway,Min Ley watched Harry Potter so it was A Gal and Three Guys to watch HP...hehe.It was only Luqman,Kim Shing and Clement lar...The movie was really not bad lo,a bit of a drag,but still worth it..Dumbledore looked so DUMB here..I prefer the what's-his-name wise man in LOTR,that one really should act as Dumbledore here lar..This one,so cacat-ed..Hermoine Granger (Emma Watson,for those who doesn't know already..)Is super gorgeous,and so Cedric was way to handsome for his own good..Still,nice movie..not much regret,but it isn't really that fun if you know where the story is heading already..(the book nicer of cuz)After the movie it was already 5.30pm..

Walked all the way across to Sungai Wang just to visit Pizza Hut to try out the Morocco Pizza..Eh,not bad ler..But I super full by the time I took second..Beh tahan..The wait for the pizza was killng but still,worth it..Met Felicia,the kohai that backed out to be a teacher,met Miss forgot-her-name again,the lady in charge for this times' ko ryu kai..and I met Yeng Yeng,on the way to Hang Tuah station in the mono rail.Weird ler,so long din see her di,and it was like..she's there!!chat a bit,became a bit nostalgic,unbelivable,can meet her there..Anyway,I made a mistake about Stadium Merdeka and Stadium Negara,so errr...gomene Min Ley-san..

We went to Stadium Merdeka,(yes,from Hang Tuah all the way there..I forgot ok?If I know,I wud have stopped at Maharajelela station)for a Music Craze Concert by Melilea,a beauty product selling company..Her brother worked for the company and bought the stuff and got the tickets,which he conveniently gave it to her sister,benifiting...mua!!haha..Wanna know who were the stars?haha..Wait lar,read on..The concert was supposed to start at 8pm so we reached there at 7.15pm,got our begs checked,din noticed the no camera,no umbrealla or recording device on the ticket..hehe.But managed to sneak in Clement's camera..haha,but din use..Have to throw away water bottles somemore!!what lar,dehydrated then how?Min Ley lagi pissed,she just bought a 500ml mineral water for RM1.50 and have to throw away straight before we go in...cacat-ed regulations..We got to stand on the field and yeah,I can see the stage and everything..Oni then I knew,the tickets we got were actually worthe..RM152..geng ler..pretty near to the stage but not as near as those sitting right in front of the stage lar..Waited for a dragging long 1hour and 15minutes before the concert started with a bang..

there's ths guy,really wanna apologise to him lar,haha..make him so uncomfortable with me squeezing in for a better view..but hey,everyone squeezing wen the show started mar,can't help it..first up..Lee shun Jie..nice song...Can sing along the first song oni,the rest i dunno di..yes,this is how out dated I am..Next Chai Chun Jia..(ps:all this is in direct translation from chinese hor..Cuz i dunno their English name)she put a silent spell in the stadium,pity cuz she's so young and pretty but she likes to sing ballads..not to say ballads are bad,they just dun make good Concert songs,where people wanna get "high"..We finally got to see Ocean..usually he kept it so secretive by oni showing animes on his albums and MTVs,now we finally got to see the real face behind the mesmerising voice.Err,lets just say,i understand why he wanna use anime d.He's not that bad looking lar,just average..VERY average looking,til the extent,you'll not remember its him if you see him on the road again..Ok,I damn bangan di..Why?My singing that bad mer?This skinny guy with super long ugly finger nails in front of me hor,have to close his left ear when I sing..so dun give face..come on lar man,go concert,must enjoy and sing along one mar!!No need so purposely close the ear one!

Nicholas Teo was up next..He got the loadest applaudes and cheers by far..Malaysian dakara kana..His voice,fu-yoo..damn powerful,how can people belt out 5 to 6 songs,with sweat pouring all over the face yet can mantain standard and not get a note wrong?Even the high notes ler,guy somemore...Respect..Yeah,Malaysia Boleh!!Which reminds me,saw him came to Vincci,Mid Valley when I worked there,he was actually quite tall..Up close,normal loking,on stage,his THE MAN!!haha..Makes me wonder,how many more Malaysians with talents like him is being neglected?After all,not everyone gets to enter Astro Chinese Singing competition,gain fame by winning the title right?It's like,zannen...Next,the highlight..wui,you all pretty rude lar,while Nicholas is still getting off the stage you all already chantng the next artist name,give face a bit mar..i know she super famous and sexy,but still...

"Jolene,Jolene,Jolene.."yes,one of the main reason Min Ley and I stay putt for 3hours standing there..Jolene Tsai was there..The final artist for the night.Came out with a bang,with super hot and energetic dance moves..even made members on the floor shaking thier butts a little,very little actually..Cuz everyone is like in a sardine can,how much can you move?but she damn lan-si oso ler,and manja in a way..."Who am I?"she asked...and she got everyone chanting "Tsai Yi Ling"..."Nimen ai wo ma" "AIIII..."the guy next to me was like..:"Jay ye hen ai ni!!!",got us all laughing..hehe.She really can dance lo..But her voice quite sweet lar,different from the previous 4 with powerful prowness..Her's was a bit different but good anyhow..Really nice can see them in life and flesh,but a bit far to get pics so,forget it lar..ENJOYED!!!then,home sweet home...another row with mum,she can never pick me up at the right place I mention one...never mind lar,can get home can di..besides,she purposely go fetch me,I oso nothing to say lar..now is 1am..I got breakfast appointment at 8am..geng ler...Off with my head..Errr..to bed..Peace out..nice night,tired?Not at all,when it comes to play....But,wake me up tmr,ppl..Dun wanna be late for my "girlfriends" tomorrow..hehe..Nights..=p

~U drive me crazy~

You,yes you.....the reader of this blog...you know you can sometimes drive me up the wall because of a few words in your comments?Not that I care if you given it a thought,or plainly meant it as a joke,but if I'm not mistaken...God gave us brains to "think twice" no?so be nice....

And you...Why the hell you keep on taking out your Chemistry,Physic and Math (text)book around the corridor?To show people you are studying for Monkashyo?Get a life,READ and EAT the book all you want but PLEASE..spare us the pressure of SEEING you study..EVERYDAY!!!!

And you...You think you very big is it?Make us shift rooms for one month!Lucky I have only little stuff and took only 1 and a half hour to pack and unpack..Lucky it was not on the 2nd floor as we were told,just 3 rooms across the hall..If not,walau,you expect me to shift again in one months time arr?Pay me lar..

And what's wrong with YOU???Why push yourself so hard?Even giving up your daily badmnton just to read some useless books in school?Taking in biscuits only for dinner for the sake of dieting and spending more time on books?Too much lar you...Worst still,YOU "tolak" people to play badminton how many times di?(Sometimes "pakat" with the weather somemore,so that it'll rain and you can stay back in school?)Ok-lar,give you chance,,,One more month,stay like this I'm not going to forgive you..After January 20th,try and read somemore,I gotta kill you...

THE END..=p

~Dim Sum Girl~

Heya, since the connection is so good today, I’ll take this opportunity to blog another story.
Like any other day, the sun rose brightly and stayed there till 7+ just now which made the day and even the environment here extremely hot!!!

Ops, wandered off again. My apologies.
So this 3 people meet up again for ‘dim sum’ at the wee hours of the morning =)

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That’s partly of what we had plus chinese tea. Then of course we chatted for some time before we decided to leave.

Oh gosh, i seriously have no talent in this. Someone help me. Oh well, i guess i'll just end my story here. Sorry you all. "moushi akearimasen"

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Anyway, just wanted to dedicate this post to Kelly. It seems that you're quite sceptical about leaving this comfort zone but I can assure you that you have our support from everyone who visits here. We'll be in front to pull you, behind to push you, and of course walking beside you through good and even bad times.

So don't worry so much k. You're considered to be so lucky being able to leave this country and travel to a new land. But whereever you go, remember you always have us ya.

Stand tall and keep up that cheerful spirit.

Cheerio,

Lexander

~Malacca~

Welcome to Malacca....




Its kinda hard to be able to online so since I have the chance so I'm going to upload some photos here...Had a tiring day so decided to come back early for some rest..Been thinking about too much things lately on my trip,really isn't good thinking too much..What I was thinking about?Maaaa...something like what I've stated in my previous blog..No chance for anymore spontaneous trips with friends here..Mostly about my friends anyway..I really think too much..
MMU's Emerald Park(hostel) and MMU..super chun University

Being too streesed is so not good but I really can't help myself.This Thursday we'll be having testo again,next Sunday will be 2kyuu..Yet I'll be going to karaoke with Min Ley this Saturday and watch Harry Potter..Again,the irony..I was the one who invited them but felt a bit guilty for not studying..After my trip to Malacca,I realised a few things and have been looking high and low for somebody to pour out to but was in vail.Deliberately wanted to blog here but its kinda hard to pen my thoughts for now having a major headache...Trying...
We got to take picture with it before the Uncle said:"Want to go around?RM6 only""Errr...We prefer walking"*scramble off...



始めは恥ずかしいけど、恋人のことだ。もう１９歳なのに恋人が一人もいなかった。実は私は今まであまり気にしないけど、何となく最近はよくこのような疑問が出てきた。それが思ってきたといても、今できれば速く恋人を探すつもりはない。ただ日本へ行く日が近つきと、何となく悲しくなり、ちょっとの寂しさを感じる。可笑しいじゃないの？こいう考えを持ている私。

Then there's the weird feeling of falling out..Not only in studies wise though I admit its one of the main reason for my mental stress..I put too much pressure on myself,I admit,but have to,as THE exam is every minute getting nearer.Falling out in..I sound pretty silly but I'm also afraid falling out from my circle of friends.I admit I'm quite sensitive when it comes to friendship stuff,I'm afraid that meeting up with friends,especially ones that were once so-dear to me will no longer be those who will share the bitter and sweetness with me.They will have their own circle of friends with topics and common interest where only they can understand etc.Though I might know most of them,we might be still be the good gang of girls,but how much I can share my conversation about that teachers' lesson sucked or STPM paper Question so-and-so?Going to Japan for 5 years,how many of us will actually keep in touch?悲しいなあ。。。

日本へ行って、友達が作れる?良い成績ができる？生活に慣れる？普通の心配というものは、最も苦しい心配だと’思う。

A superb collection of Coca-cola products

I noticed that I'm so not the feminine type of gal,in fact I have a tendency to challenge what guys can do,"I can do it",I usually say to myself.So don't expect me to don the mini skirts here,I seldom will do so.In fact why bother to look super nice for....whom?As long as I'm comfortable,I wouldn't care less..Its nice to be able to get some help from guys,but I will not be those who will cling to guys 24/7.What I mean is,I've noticed that I'm have a stubborn and irritating character with loads of ego and kiasu-ism.Not healthy eh?And to say I need all this to survive life here would be a lame excuse huh?Studying here,one have to fight for survival to go to the front line,and its the only chance that girls gets to get equal with guys and no double standards will exist.Its a fair world,and in return,it turned me to a ruthless study machine.Scare all the boys away..haha.Again,baseless rants.Just thinking,thinking....

ここで一杯書いたけど、あまり気にしないでください。ただ頭を休ませたいだけで。からかわないでね。。恥ずかしいから。。＝ｐ

~Historical Visit Chronicles~

My version of the visit to Malacca for the 3rd time..Since the story was more or less told,I'll just continue where my errr....so-called "worker" here stopped..*no offence..=p.Though I would assume more people would prefer his side of the story to my boring narrating...=)

After our historical-visits and makan-spree,we actually hang out til 3am...At a club/bar?..Again,I suprised myself by being the one who suggested.Guess I do have the "Ti"totallers' genes,can't resist another..binge?weird word..Anyway,it was more of curiousity in my part,and since it was my last night there,figure just use it to the max..(hey,my first and only one was last year ok..Once a year,alllooowwed right??)After the previous blog,we headed quite far out to the city to a place...shoots,I forgot the name again..For a Vodka with lime and dancing..Anyway,I was suprised at myself intending to dress "si man" haha...so not like me..In the end gave way after some convincing persuasive powers of Chen Li,my new-found friend and changed to something more.."appropriate" for the occasion.In other words,something more "dangerous".Errr,shall leave that to your imagination..Sad to say forgot to take picture..haha

As usual after reaching there,I was slightly nervous for it seemed pretty dangerous with all the Ah Beng's hanging around..But again,my curiosity and dangerously-self-assurance intuition got the better of me and I stepped into the world of air-and-sound polution.Felt bad for dragging the already-tired-out 2 with me,so nice of them to go along with my crazy ideas.(gomene)Well,I had lotsa fun and got the blood-shot eyes,deafened ears,slightly wobbly and dizzy feeling but I felt on top of the world.Guess I really am too stressed out,even though my body might cry out for a rest,I never felt so energetic before at the dance floor,is this what the called "high"?..Addicted?Nah,it's just an annual stress-reliever programme...And for the 2nd time,I completely lost my voice after clubbing..The Vodka was strong...

Had a 2am dim-sum for supper..Pictures...later.And then it was time to get back to the hostel and get rid of the smoky feeling and smell..ewww..Truly enjoyed the breeze when we headed back,it was more calming then the time I was at the beach staring into the horizon realising there's no more of this scenery when I reached Japan.It was chilling,the breeze,but nevertheless,made my mind cleared from irrelevant worries.Nowadays,the thoughts of not being able to enjoy much more of these spontanesous trips with pals keeps on cropping up more often and it brings an undescribable pinch of sadness?worries?regret?Kotoba de ii arawasenai henna kimochi. Anyway,conked out at 4am after chatting with CL,I realised that we really do have much in common then we realise.Got a glimpse of MMU life before our "sight-seeing" to the club,and chatted with her quite a lot about education..Didn't know I can crap so much about the JPA thing too..haha...Fun person to hang out with..

Anyway,had fried "yau char kuai" with kaya for breakfast today,simply smashing and then it was time to head home..Like the time when I came,I was pretty lucky..I sat with a normal Malay guy who doesn't have BO,doesn't sleep and isn't an Ah Pek.(I kira myself unlucky if I'm situated next to someone with BO,Ah pek or snores when he sleeps..fussy eh?)He even have a wift of cologne..When I came,I got lucky that I had a 20+ Chinese gal sitting next to me,on a double-decker bus(yes,in Malaysia..haha) and the best part was I got the front seats,meaning,I enjoyed the view and managed to stretch out and get myself comfy instead of the narrow seats behind.muhahha..Lucky huh?Beginner's luck I suppose...errr....In a way,cuz actually this is the first time I go on a trip without anyone going with me...Yes yes,even after travelling so many times..I'm just happy ok..Had "fu zhuk yi mai" as lunch,no appetite for more(mum even prepared curry chicken and chicken legs..had them for dinner..)..And now,lazy to go back hostel..Wait til tomorrow morning..Another historical even of the week...completed..

A day of events(Malacca)

Hmm, visited my 'uncle' today and his house was like... well, I think you can be the judge ^.^ The pebbles were so orderly laid and on the right was a stone-made-fountain with water- lilies on the water surface as you can see
(if you look closely). The well maintained carpet grass was so soothing to the eyes. What a sight it was! The interior was mostly made from wood.

Well, like every other home you go too, we Malaysian will always love 'makan' sessions and the dinning area was like...
But too bad we were too shy to dine in such an awesome place so we settled for the old time fav of...


The yummy taiwan mee (left) and the well-known heaviest mee that weights one ton, wantan mee (right).









~Later
After the meal, we headed to St Paul's Hill to witness history during the times the Portuguese took over and defended with the might fort 'A Famosa'. It's amazing how our beloved Malaysia was actually started from this historical place yet Malacca is still undeveloped till today.
That's Kelly in the pic (if you didn't know) =P with a guy which is still unidentified till this point of time.
Ops, back to the story... We were having a good time experiencing history on the land we stood on till we stumbled on...
A little fellow who had lost its way who was on its journey to the Straits of Malacca which ended up at the town centre. Haha, what a time we had trying to communicate with 'him'. Then, being the good-responsible-Samaritans, we decided to lead this poor baby to its destination.
Wanting not to burden us more, it was stern on walking on its own even though we offered to carry 'him'. '
What a cute fellow' I thought.
Don't you think so?



Anyway, manage to find a ship (hope you can see) which strangely had no
sails but still it managed to helped us return mr duckling (well, I think it's a duck) back to the sea.

Inside the ship was some interesting stuff though.
Who would have thought an old ship like that would store a wide range collection of not Pepsi but Coke products.



Oh, I forgot... on the way we passed one of the oldest churches in Malacca (I assume =P).

Okay, I'm out of pictures so I guess the day ends here. Hope you enjoyed reading. Till next time, it's the one and only Lexander signing off.

*Please close one eye if you find any errors in the story cause I'm too tired to check adi.

~Oyasuminasai

---Take Note--
This story is merely for your reading
satisfaction and has nothing to do with the
lives of people mentioned.

Another day in malacca

The sun rises as I awake, embracing a new day, I gathered with my group mates for PMS discussion.

*I actually know 4 people that were born today.

I had a quick bite before going back to bed.

When I woke up, the sun had already gave way
to the night and I sat in front of my computer watching the advertisements by Petronas throughout these years. I found most it rather touching.

Finally it was time to pick the VIP (you know who) from the bus station and we headed for dinner. Portuguese food really does open tummies. Hehe, the cooking styles are just excellent. Too bad they didn’t offer mayonnaise but their chili was real good.

Jonker was closed by the time we managed to
get there. ~Wasted =(

Oh well, pantai kundor wasn't that bad after all...
i manage to caught hold of three "lenglui" hanging around the ares looking blanky towards the open sea. Though they treated me as cold as ice, i still insisted to construct a bond of friendship between us. It was starting to work out but the police had to disturb our conversation by asking...

"Eh, you bertiga buat apa? Tengok ID!"


And before you know it... they we taken in. So memalukan but what happened next i'll leave it for another day. *tired out*

Came back and now I’m blogging while some people are out there stabbing my back.

Everything that starts well, ends well.

*Ps:PMS is the code for malaysian studies.

~In the hostel~

How in the world I can suck at Math so much is hard to believe..Again,today's last lesson was Math and I knew I would face dooms-day.However todays result was pain-stakingly shocking and incomprehendable..Yes,for the 2nd time..I got a lousy D for it.And this time I put in double the effort too..Let's face it,Math can bring me down to my knees.I've done more preparation,mentally and emotionally but this was way too much..And the stake that pierced right to my heart was the carelessness I made..I lost a lousy 30marks due to carelessness..Fuck it,no better still,fuck myself...

On the bright side,the rest of the subjects I've gotten back so far shows a fairly clean streak of A's,but doubt about Jap which I think which is at its border line..I was really happy that I've managed to secure an A for Physics since I practically sucked last time..But I knew I could have gotten a 90plus A instead of a 80plus one should I looked out for that again..fatal carelessness..Chem,so far so good..Showed a little improvement which I'm quite happy about..

So I've decided to come back early today and see,I'm online now.That's one of the main reasons I dislike coming back to the hostel,I get distracted and will instead get nothing done..Hopefully this is not the case for tonight.For the time being I'm just waiting for Mayc to finish jogging with Xin Ning and join her for badminton..It has been ages,sometimes,I guess I just need to relax a little..After all its only the second day of school..

Yoshida Sensei came in to my class today and had another chat with me.Though I was happy to hear that I've improved in my studies(which made me sadder when I received the results for Math for the chat was prior to Math period),I can't help thinking I could do better.And this term's results show I can do better if I do more self-studying in school though others needed none..But then again,everyone work at different capacity,mine..I can only score if I do consistent work,now I found out..No comments bout the rest of the people here..

That's all..Sorry for the lack of vocab at the first paragraph.Just too piss with myself and actually...To embarassed even to mention it,let alone get other's sympathy..

~Saturdays' Ending~

Its here...the ending is finally here..Yes,my hols,is finally coming to an end..

With that,the realisation of my studies for 2kyuu which I have not fully grasp..
The realisation that I can no longer pig out in the afternoon...
The realisation that my hols are limited and THE-exam is getting nearer..
And finally THE realisation that I'm getting nearer to seeing myself stepping into a whole new world,
which I have heard so much but never seen..

One more day,I shall bid adios to enjoyment and self fulfillment..
One more day,I shall bid adios to eating until I'm so sick of it..
One more day,I shall bid adios to shopping malls and shopping sprees..
One more day,I shall bid adios to spontaneous trips and mamak sessions..
One more day,I shall bid adios to onlining as often as I love..

Goodbye,crazy-cum-hyperactive Kelly
Welcome back,self-driven-til-crazy and studious Kelly

~A poem~

A poem from Charles C. Finn,though not my orginal work and kinda long..Just wanna share this with all off you..Hope You'll enjoy it...

Don’t be fooled by me.
Don’t be fooled by the face I wear
For I wear a mask, a thousand masks,
Masks that I’m afraid to take off
And none of them is me.

Pretending is an art that’s second nature with me,
but don’t be fooled,
for God’s sake don’t be fooled.

I give you the impression that I’m secure,
that all is sunny and unruffled with me,
within as well as without,
that confidence is my name and coolness my game,
that the water’s calm and I'm in command
and that I need no one,
but don’t believe me.

My surface may be smooth but
my surface is my mask,
ever-varying and ever-concealing.

Beneath lies no complacence.
Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness.
But I hide this.
I don’t want anybody to know it.
I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed.
That’s why I frantically create a mask to hide behind,
a nonchalant sophisticated facade,
to help me pretend,
to shield me from the glance that knows.

But such a glance is precisely my salvation,
my only hope, and I know it.
That is, if it is followed by acceptance,
If it is followed by love.
It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself
from my own self-built prison walls
from the barriers that I so painstakingly erect.
It's the only thing that will assure me
of what I can’t assure myself,that I’m really worth something.
But I don’t tell you this. I don’t dare to. I’m afraid to.

I’m afraid you’ll think less of me,
that you’ll laugh, and your laugh would kill me.
I’m afraid that deep-down I’m nothing
and that you will see this and reject me.

So I play my game, my desperate, pretending game
With a façade of assurance without
And a trembling child within.
So begins the glittering but empty parade of Masks,
And my life becomes a front.
I tell you everything that's really nothing,
and nothing of what’s everything,
of what’s crying within me.

So when I’m going through my routine
do not be fooled by what I’m saying.
Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying,
what I’d like to be able to say,
what for survival I need to say,
but what I can't say.

I don't like hiding.
I don't like playing superficial phony games.
I want to stop playing them.
I want to be genuine and spontaneous and me
but you've got to help me.

You've got to hold out your hand
even when that's the last thing I seem to want.
Only you can wipe away from my eyes
the blank stare of the breathing dead.
Only you can call me into aliveness.
Each time you're kind, and gentle, and encouraging,
each time you try to understand because you really care,
my heart begins to grow wings
--very small wings,
but wings!

With your power to touch me into feeling
you can breathe life into me.
I want you to know that.
I want you to know how important you are to me,
how you can be a creator--an honest-to-God creator--
of the person that is me
if you choose to.
You alone can break down the wall behind which I tremble,
you alone can remove my mask,
you alone can release me from the shadow-world of panic,
from my lonely prison,
if you choose to.
Please choose to.

Do not pass me by.
It will not be easy for you.
A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls.

The nearer you approach me
the blinder I may strike back.
It's irrational, but despite what the books may say about man
often I am irrational.
I fight against the very thing I cry out for.
But I am told that love is stronger than strong walls
and in this lies my hope.
Please try to beat down those walls
with firm hands but with gentle hands
for a child is very sensitive.

Who am I, you may wonder?
I am someone you know very well.

For I am every man you meet
and I am every woman you meet.

~不满~

首次用华语写，竟然是一篇不愉快的一篇文章。原本已经躺在床上的我竟然被一些无聊人的看法，弄得难以入睡。。值得吗？我不晓得，只知道我非常不服。。于其抱着不满，逼自己入眠倒不如一个字一个字把不满给吐出来的痛快。。。。

我的一位非常要好的男性朋友，为了实现我一时贪玩的要求，竟然真的替我画像。虽然不太像我，不过我真的非常感动。只因我万万没有想到我那一时，不经大脑的要求，他把它真的给实现了。而我，只因太过欢喜及感动，而且也深信“投我以桃，报之以梨”，所以用了我唯一知道的方法把他和我，从相识至今，成了我的好友的“历史”给写出来以回报他的好意。。。。。

可是，问题出现了。我真的没想到，竟然有些“朋友“把我的那一番心意把企图给下定论了。令我不爽的是，只单凭那一篇文章，就能说我对我那朋友并不是纯粹的友谊而是爱慕？太不可思意了。我还是第一次感到那么冤枉，而同一时间不得不感到愤怒。他们这些人凭什么批评我和我那好友的友谊？是，个人有不同的想法，这，有谁不晓得呢？可是这样就让他们有权力批评别人的友谊吗？太荒谬了。。。。

或许，我也应该检讨一下了，原来，我的英文程度也只不过如此而已。学什么写BLOG，到头来只弄的别人误会也弄的自己不爽。我，太愚笨了。

~Thursday's cleanup~

Thursday...Went for brunch at this new restaurant nearby which sells "yi tou mai"..Heard it was good so went for a try with mum and bro as my sister was scracthing her head at the SPM exam hall..muhahaha..It was pretty salty to me,but they were like...nice what..yeah,the soup is quite nice,but the fish was kinda salty and besides,I'm not really fond of that noodle..

After that picked up my sis who went as if on a trance,saying how she sucked at the Chinese essay paper(she's is currently doing the same thing on the handphone)for numerous time..goodness,complain and rant none stop..

After dropping her,mum dropped me off at Kolej Kedua and thus begins my major cleanup..ffuuyyooo...the room arrr,instead of 2 weeks,it was as if 2 months nobody stayed in it..The inch of dust and hair collected,goodness,its beyond comprehendable..I swept twice,every nook and corner,under both the beds,tables,closets...Goodness,what are we living in?And instead of mopping,I gave in to scrubing the floor,washing it instead..Well,no point going through every single detail of my cleanup,let's just say...I spent 2 hours,just to clean the room...

Took a shower there and headed to KLLC alone,to purchase some books with the loser's voucher I got from the speech contest..Went through tonnes of books and ended up with The Wind-up Birds chronicles,recommended by Randy(better be good) and another one..Eve Green by Susan Fletcher..This is the one I chose based on the summary written on the back of the book,let's just see how it'll turn out to be..Had dinner with mum at Manhattan Fish Market,and still full til now..goodness..I took at 4.45pm ler..Go back must go on diet di..

Shoots,3 more days....

~Wednesdays' movie~

Wednesday..watched Doom..very voilent,very bloody..but not scary enough..Has a nice story line,don't have any idea why The Rock has trouble mouthing his words out as if he want to smack everyone even if they are the good guys..All in all great show,recommended..worth your every second there..Best of all,every minute makes you glue to the movie,I should know,for I was interrupted twice by 2 sms-es and 1 phone call,yet can't take my eye off the screen..not a bad show..end of movie preview..rate,7stars outta 10..

Then hang out the whole day at MV.."surveying" sports shoes..Ended up with one conclusion,if you got cash,you can get any design you want and choosing will not be a problem..so,next time only buy lar..when I really need it..Saw Sheng Wa at Kim Gary's,didn't really change much,still the same old same old..just a polite wave and smie,funny how I used to talk to him like close friend when he was Kai Hsin's bf..now,again..the politeness sets in...Sigh,the regrets and unchangeble facts of graduating from secondary schoolAnyway,its the end of Wednesday..4more dreaded days...x(

~Monday's trip~

It was Monday,exactly one week,I'll be finding myself rotting in class again,or will it be I'll be exchanging holiday stories with Aizat?I wouldn't know until then and I'm so not looking forward to it..Since its already Tuesday,I can now start counting down the days til I return to my ever-so-hectic life with dread..Thus,I shall again,start narrating my itinerary of the holiday for this week..

Monday..Went along a spontaneous idea of my mum to head to Genting Highland..Yeah I know,I know I have been there for like a million times already since Vivian introduced the safe and convenient way up through the Shutter bus at KL Sentral.The ever crazy me decided to drag Alex with me up this time and he good naturedly agreed!I was like,shocked that he agreed,just like the time May Ching agreed to go to Pangkor Island with me spontaneously..I have a bunch of great friends who likes to humour my crazy ideas..haha..

Went there super early at 7am just so that can secure the earliest tickets which was at 8am so that we enjoy our full day there..Had cheapskate mamak-stlye bee hoon at the Medan Selera there while waiting for Alex to arrive..the bus took only an hour to reach the cable car station.Caught myself looking at a vey beautiful looking horse at the ranch there..Pure white,like a Unicorn minus the horn..Too bad I was in the bus,didn't manage to grab a picture of it..wasted.Well as usual,went up through the cable car while we chatted a little with Alex(mum and I lar,who else?)then it was like,whole day there..And yesterday we learned the virtue of Patience....

The thing is,there's still one more week before the official school break starts so I was not suprsied to not find any teenager there(actually more of people our year)but I WAS suprised to find so many Indians there and also uncle-aunty,ah Pek and Ah Mahs there(believe me,it was hard to see and leng lui or leng chai there..And trust me,we searched all day..no choice,long queue,gotta find some entertainment..sadly,there was none)..And again,the lines were like..too much..Impossibly and ridiculously long lar...For space shot itself,we queued for one and a half hour for a 2minute adreleine rush..Plain sillyness..And my,who would have thought I can get a slight fever and sunburn,not from the usally-u'll-get-sunburn beach but Genting HIGHLAND itself?Too hot and no sufficient liquid H2O caused me to get dehydrated and resulted getting cracked lips,dry throat and flushed cheeks today..(I dun mind the cheeks,hehe,add colour to my already-sickly-pale looking face)[perasan giler]

And we had only taken 5 rides..5outta,dunno lar..there's one we had to pay too,the Flying Coaster.(cuz that was the ride with no queue,Malaysians,have to pay and they'll say,"forget it")All in all,spent a bunch,only to spent most of the time queing up and learned PATIENCE.Though I really liked the rock-climbing at First World Plaza,I was quite out of breath and didn't make it to the very top.But Alex did,and I helped him to take a picture to prove it too=p..Next time,I shall and I will..5 years later haha..To sum it up,I had an almost great time,had it not the lame queing and sun-tan..(tan still ok,not sure got burnt or not) and also the super-noisy Indonesian kids behind my seats on the bus on the way back..Hanging out with Alex was fun compared to some *cough mood spoiler *cough who I brought up last year around this time..Well,mum seemed to enjoy the antics of my brother here too..haha,she couldn't stop laughing the whole day.Wonder is it her winning from Uncle Lim or she was amused by Alex like she claimed so to be?I have no idea..=)

The end of the day..Its was the first day I was able to sleep soundly at 12.30am..

Tuesday..I'm BORED!!!And I'm chatting with Alexs' brother..haha

~The bored syndrom~

I've been blogging,I should say..almost everyday since I'm on holidays..How ironic of me,making this a habit cum routine..When most of you all know how anti-routine I am..How can I blog that much?Its quite simple actually,you just need to accumulate that certain amount of boredom resulting oneself to turn on the PC everyday and voila,blogs are done..Even if its full of shit or craps..Blogs are to me,there to fill in my boredome,my frustration..I usually say..But actually blogs has a much significant role in my life,besides underlying all my thoughts and secrets,it's also..a place I seek myself and solace..

Again,a blog to rant about my trains of thoughts,with the thoughts being so random,I could say its all impulsive thoughts working out its way here through the tips of my fingers..So random,that people who read this,I've got no doubts may lost track mid way through..

I've been sleeping at 3am this morning,only to wake up shortly after at 4am to find my sister up studying again and I myself finally woke up at 6am..i have very troubling thoughts and it prevented me from getting my beauty sleep..The troubling thoughts are just too much til I have no memory of what it was about.Just worries,lotsa wories building up at one go and some distractions(namely seeing my sis studying?I dunno)just made it harder for me to get a peaceful rest..And up I was..Since it was a rare occasion that my sis and I were up so early,mum suggested we have breafast at OUG market..And I came to realise what my sis said was true,we practically visit the market like what?Once a year?gosh...bumped into Chen Yee and Jeffrey,though I was suprised Chen Yee recognised me after all the differnce in me..I reminised the years we had dedicated our time to "jaga" the classes together,and it all seems like yesterday..The memories of secondary school..My senior here waving at me gave me a short jolt back to memory lane,how my school and life once revolves around that area..

I've just read my seniors blog..It occurs to me that after knowing him,I've heighten my sensitivity to my surroundings and learned from him,the passion
and joys of travelling.Though however good it may sound to be,I've learned the cons from it too..for example,I've learned that I've always been sensitive to my surrounding and was often hurt for being too particular about it.Not everyone share the thoughts I have for others,and often I'm being labelled that I care too much about small matters and make a big fuss out of it.My passion for travel makes me don't see eye to eye with my mother at times,her,thinking its a waste of money whereas I,though understanding her will to keep me safe and spend more time with her before leaving to Japan,can't help being rebellious and stubbornly refuse to backdown from my travelling.Guess I'm just too strong headed too..

This hols,I've argued with her numerous times.Yeah,I know lots will advice me against it,but seriously,I can't help it,especially when it comes to going against my own principles of living..Easily summarise as,I hate being forced to do something against my will.Citing small insignificant examples of forcing me to eat when I've made myself clear I had enough or going against my plan to make a short trip with some Malay friends to Terengganu next Wednesday..Easily said,I've came back to relax and enjoy myself and I don't really like the package of "listen to mum's nagging" that comes with this hols.I made my world revolves around my friends,she used to say that about me.Yes,I have no qualms about that,I admit I have these selfish thoughts,often taking my mum for granted..But true to my rebellious blood,I just can't withstand naggings and orders from preventing me of doing something i would love to do instead..even how un-filal I might seemed to be..I just,pain-stakingly selfishly,like to do things my own way....Sigh,the irony of my life...

And thus goes on another paragraph of my blog though I had the strong urge to stop at the paragraph above.Again,can't help it..Does anyone believes in fate or coincidence?Like I said before,I've just gone through my seniors blog and the thing that I noticed was the similarities we had that happened within that same short period of time..He has just finished The Five People you Meet in Heaven and though I had finished it not too long ago,what I found was that we had the same thougts about the book.And recently,I noted, he had just finshed The Da Vinci Code.So have I.And between the not so different time frame,we had chased Love Story In Harvard and also Full House drama..Besides this,I just had a wedding dinner a few hours ago.Sms-in Clement made me suprised to find that he too,was at a wedding dinner at that exact moment..Just that KLs' wedding dinner was never punctual and again,I've complained so much I find it tiring to compiled the complaints from myself again..haha.And sad to say,Aunty Vivien was a pain in the ass tonight,showing off her wealth with words,her brilliant daughter going to UK etc,yakking non stop at the dinner table..I've always thought well of her,but tonight was a bt of disapointment..I had to bear 2 and a half hour of yakking and sore to my left ears...Goodness...

Anyway,my boredom has to end here as I have to bid myself goodnight and look forward to a hopefully different Sunday tomorrow..Bless all those who have managed to finish my blog to the end..Goodnights.

~mamak...~

Another mamak session...Again,who else but with my loyal mamak kaki Emerson..This time with Alex also..So long didn't go out already,this threesome.. Its amazing to hear the stories from them about MMU,a whole different chapter of campus life..A stark difference I would say,from mine..And again,I've been the quiet one,not a bad thing I would like to think,for I prefer listening than doing the talking..With my all-grammar-goes-wrong English,its the better option anyhow..=p

It ended at 1.45am..Again I'm still wide awake..Not knowing what to do..I turn to blog again..I've been doing some thinking..How many more sessions can I go out with them?This mamak sessions..With limited holidays and the time adjustment to make a session succesful(you have no idea how many times these sessions have been cancelled..)Its now November,a few more crazy weeks and..SAYONARA..Dakara,I don't care if mum "yada"s me about a gal going out late etc..For I know after this one more week of hols,I'm really trapped in a cage..For real until mid-January.2kyuu?haven't even touch,I really respect Kim for going it over twice already..Please,spare me,even the thought of it kills me now..I prefer my vampire-state me now,the one..Sleeping the whole afternoon only to be hyper during midnight..I mean,its not always I can go this crazy right?For once,let me be....before I go back to the follow-the-book me,in a weeks time..sheesh...the thought of it.....

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~A midnight date..~

Hisashiburini,I went for a midnight movie again..It has been ages since I've done it with Ghai Leong,Min Ley and my mum and sis..I went for a movie called..The Exorcism of Emily Rose..

When I first got into the car with Emerson,first thing I noticed that he really err...dressed better nowadays..Must be the change from secondary school to MMU?haha..Or is it that I've never noticed cuz often he was only my mamak kaki?And of cuz the most drastic change in my physical appearance would be my super short haircut which I've just got...yesterday..And it really is so sucky,I really loath it!Like mushroom head..to me lar..When I got down from the car,he even called me China doll...^^"..Really so short I thought it would make me look more mature..but swell,what has been done has been done..just pray it'll grow longer by the time its time to go back to class..

To our horror when we first got there we found out that the tickets were sold out..But as usual there's the uncollected reservations and we had to go back in 30 minutes time..and we thought why was it that there was no queue at one of the lanes..seems like everybody is waiting for the time for seats release..Since we had more than half an hour left,I practically dragged Emerson for a game of bowling..Can't help it,after been locked up being the "nice gal"this long,not going for midnight movies,spent less on food and clothings..I can't resist bowling after my last time bowling was like what...half a year?Gosh what have I turned into?A nerd...ewww....

Anyway,bowling was fun..really really fun..He was the one who dared me that losers pay for the tickets and thus he was the one who paid..muhahaha..I don't know,I really felt rusty that night,after not playing for like ages..But it seems like it was a lucky night for both of us..Both of us got a spare at the 2nd attempt,with the first of an even7,then..he got a few more spare and a strike,whilst I kept close until the 4th round and I moved forward with no turning back..haha..It was fun,really fun...The music was great,and it was glow n the dark time some more..All in all,it blended just right for my mood yesterday..Never felt so alive since I've decided to stay back to study after school everyday..Too hyper for my own good yesterday..Even Emerson's sarcasicm can't kill my hyper happy,jovial,gay,elated mood yesterday..muhahaha..And its not just the winning..broke my own record..I scored 148 yesterday..Elated,excited and simply full of joy yesterday..I was practically skipping..hehe..

We went to watch some gals with the dance machine yesterday and I spotted a guy from my secondary school,don't know him ,ust know he's from my school..Staring at me like some freak..what's wrong with going out with a friend twice my height?Bah..anyway,this was the time where minutes dragged on like forever..We had to wait for the bout 10mintes for the tickets to release and it comes down to me that majority of the people there were too...I was like, why so long ler?looking at my watch non stop..bah..At last I got it right and we queued up 2 minutes before the release..Just nice to be second place..so when the seats were released we were practically like hurry up,go go go..But damn,the Aunty next row jumped queue..Civilised people?My foot..Say show good examples to youngters?They can't even queue up properly!!In the end,the frustrated aunty in front of me jumped queue too,to another line..Thank goodness we got the tickets..Again,I was full of joy..Lucky night,lucky night..And another half an hour was spent on deciding whether to get McD..My sis's "order" for supper for her til-5am-SPM-study confirmed my urge to get supper for myself..sigh..calories schmalories..

Then after so many times of law and rules abiding me,I've turned to "the hell with rules" me yseterday and snucked in McD in my bag..Its kinda hard to snuck in 2 meal sets...haha..But I managed it..wohoo..Again,its my lucky night!And the show...Was ok only lar,not that spooky also..Well,how would I define spooky you might ask..well,if I clutched to my bag hard for a long time,then thats scary..Yesterday,it was alright..But some parts you already know some spooky part will come out after watching the trailers so it kinda gave me some mental preparation though spoilt the fun...But at least this story has a good story line,I can still managed to snack during the movie means..its alright only lo...Much much better than April Snow for sure..hehehe..

And the night ended with me still fresh but had to force myelf to sleep after all,its already 3am..never been out so late di..a happy day...very very memorable one...

~Know,the true me..~

Again,thanks to May Ching..I've tried this...dunno whether its real or not,but...it sometimes does reflect something about you...if you find it quite true,please comment which part about me u think its true..just curious...

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

What Language Should You Learn?

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

B-

Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time)And it takes something big to distract you!

How Observant Are You?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Ami Rokujochigusa

What's" your Japanese Name?

Your Blogging Type is Confident and Insightful

You've got a ton of brain power, and you leverage it into brilliant blog.Both creative and logical, you come up with amazing ideas and insights.A total perfectionist, you find yourself revising and rewriting posts a lot of the time.You blog for yourself - and you don't care how popular (or unpopular) your blog is!

What's" Your Blogging Personality?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

You are 73% Aquarius

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

so is it true????u be the judge

~I've been tagged??~

I'm not sure if I've been tag or not...but i should think so..err..how do you tag anyone anyway?By reading his or her blog?If so..May Ching tagged me lo?Ok to fulfill the "task" here goes..

seven things you plan to do before you die..1.Travelled around the world .2.Aprreciate what life has given me 3. and in return do something to give it back.4. find a person I can trully love with all my heart5. Learned a new language6.Be contented with my friends and complain less 7.Get a nice coffin and a place to bury

Seven things i could do..1.cook a decent meal 2.chat til 4.30am 3.go on fasting for 15days 4.blog for at least 2hours .5.housechores . 6.go out wth 6 guys at once..(friends ni lar..dun think otherwise lar!!) 7.argue in english(though staggering at tmes,blame it on too much Japanese!!)

Seven celebrity crushes..1.Edison Chen.2. Brad Pitt.. 3.Vic Chou 4.Xiao Zhu(Luo Zhi Xiang)5. Non..6. Non.7.Non..(actually can't remember their names lar!!!)

Often Repeated words..1. issit..2.dunno wor.3. errrr...4. baka betul.5. siao arr..6.huh.7. sampat.
seven physical traits i look for in the opposite sex..1.Great bod(dun want got tummy one!!)2.Neat hairstlye(dun care spiky or wat,as long its neat and fashionable)..3. Dressed in modern clothes,not those..err,apek kind..4.no body odour 5. Decent looking..6.err,not too tall lar(if not....chotto hen,cuz i too short) 7. CLEAN
seven people to tag..1. emerson2. Cheong 3.Wen ching 4. randy 5. abel6. 6.yann yoong 7.Steve Lee

Sheesh,I really dun have any crushes on celebrriteis....guess i must be so,"Locked up" in my school life til no time for all these?What has become of my life???NOOOOOOO..........