How in the world I can suck at Math so much is hard to believe..Again,today's last lesson was Math and I knew I would face dooms-day.However todays result was pain-stakingly shocking and incomprehendable..Yes,for the 2nd time..I got a lousy D for it.And this time I put in double the effort too..Let's face it,Math can bring me down to my knees.I've done more preparation,mentally and emotionally but this was way too much..And the stake that pierced right to my heart was the carelessness I made..I lost a lousy 30marks due to carelessness..Fuck it,no better still,fuck myself...
On the bright side,the rest of the subjects I've gotten back so far shows a fairly clean streak of A's,but doubt about Jap which I think which is at its border line..I was really happy that I've managed to secure an A for Physics since I practically sucked last time..But I knew I could have gotten a 90plus A instead of a 80plus one should I looked out for that again..fatal carelessness..Chem,so far so good..Showed a little improvement which I'm quite happy about..
So I've decided to come back early today and see,I'm online now.That's one of the main reasons I dislike coming back to the hostel,I get distracted and will instead get nothing done..Hopefully this is not the case for tonight.For the time being I'm just waiting for Mayc to finish jogging with Xin Ning and join her for badminton..It has been ages,sometimes,I guess I just need to relax a little..After all its only the second day of school..
Yoshida Sensei came in to my class today and had another chat with me.Though I was happy to hear that I've improved in my studies(which made me sadder when I received the results for Math for the chat was prior to Math period),I can't help thinking I could do better.And this term's results show I can do better if I do more self-studying in school though others needed none..But then again,everyone work at different capacity,mine..I can only score if I do consistent work,now I found out..No comments bout the rest of the people here..
That's all..Sorry for the lack of vocab at the first paragraph.Just too piss with myself and actually...To embarassed even to mention it,let alone get other's sympathy..
歌如人生
5 years ago
4 comments:
oo...seems that u need more work in maths.good luck in ur next exam then :)
calm dwn,i know u did a very good job ored!keep on working on math,math is a very tricky n challenging subject,but i believe tat u love challenge right?GO GO KELLY,U CAN DO IT!NO FEAR~haha..cheer up!
Maths....just hope that your Monkasyou will be as easy as our year...thats just another point besides asking to u strife harder lo(boring..) Anyway, maths is more like logic n memory, THINK....!
Hmm...not only u screwed up your maths. I did as well during trial and for godness, the real paper sucked too. I don't know how am I going to accept my result in March. Uhh...It's really terrible and horrible. Everyone back in sentosa felt like crying after we sat for our Maths and Chem paper 2. It's like so damn hard and we had no idea what was that! Imagine how are we going to survive next year! Oh my god!!! nah, I don't want to talk bout exam dii...ishhh it's finally over!
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