~Malacca~

Welcome to Malacca....




Its kinda hard to be able to online so since I have the chance so I'm going to upload some photos here...Had a tiring day so decided to come back early for some rest..Been thinking about too much things lately on my trip,really isn't good thinking too much..What I was thinking about?Maaaa...something like what I've stated in my previous blog..No chance for anymore spontaneous trips with friends here..Mostly about my friends anyway..I really think too much..
MMU's Emerald Park(hostel) and MMU..super chun University

Being too streesed is so not good but I really can't help myself.This Thursday we'll be having testo again,next Sunday will be 2kyuu..Yet I'll be going to karaoke with Min Ley this Saturday and watch Harry Potter..Again,the irony..I was the one who invited them but felt a bit guilty for not studying..After my trip to Malacca,I realised a few things and have been looking high and low for somebody to pour out to but was in vail.Deliberately wanted to blog here but its kinda hard to pen my thoughts for now having a major headache...Trying...
We got to take picture with it before the Uncle said:"Want to go around?RM6 only""Errr...We prefer walking"*scramble off...



始めは恥ずかしいけど、恋人のことだ。もう１９歳なのに恋人が一人もいなかった。実は私は今まであまり気にしないけど、何となく最近はよくこのような疑問が出てきた。それが思ってきたといても、今できれば速く恋人を探すつもりはない。ただ日本へ行く日が近つきと、何となく悲しくなり、ちょっとの寂しさを感じる。可笑しいじゃないの？こいう考えを持ている私。

Then there's the weird feeling of falling out..Not only in studies wise though I admit its one of the main reason for my mental stress..I put too much pressure on myself,I admit,but have to,as THE exam is every minute getting nearer.Falling out in..I sound pretty silly but I'm also afraid falling out from my circle of friends.I admit I'm quite sensitive when it comes to friendship stuff,I'm afraid that meeting up with friends,especially ones that were once so-dear to me will no longer be those who will share the bitter and sweetness with me.They will have their own circle of friends with topics and common interest where only they can understand etc.Though I might know most of them,we might be still be the good gang of girls,but how much I can share my conversation about that teachers' lesson sucked or STPM paper Question so-and-so?Going to Japan for 5 years,how many of us will actually keep in touch?悲しいなあ。。。

日本へ行って、友達が作れる?良い成績ができる？生活に慣れる？普通の心配というものは、最も苦しい心配だと’思う。

A superb collection of Coca-cola products

I noticed that I'm so not the feminine type of gal,in fact I have a tendency to challenge what guys can do,"I can do it",I usually say to myself.So don't expect me to don the mini skirts here,I seldom will do so.In fact why bother to look super nice for....whom?As long as I'm comfortable,I wouldn't care less..Its nice to be able to get some help from guys,but I will not be those who will cling to guys 24/7.What I mean is,I've noticed that I'm have a stubborn and irritating character with loads of ego and kiasu-ism.Not healthy eh?And to say I need all this to survive life here would be a lame excuse huh?Studying here,one have to fight for survival to go to the front line,and its the only chance that girls gets to get equal with guys and no double standards will exist.Its a fair world,and in return,it turned me to a ruthless study machine.Scare all the boys away..haha.Again,baseless rants.Just thinking,thinking....

ここで一杯書いたけど、あまり気にしないでください。ただ頭を休ませたいだけで。からかわないでね。。恥ずかしいから。。＝ｐ