~28th Of November~

Nope,nothing speacial about the date,so happen its Fabian and Intan's birthday.I'm currently in room(now I notice..)1-28.Blogging this.. Better make use of the internet connection and upload more pics while I'm at it..

Nothing much to blog about..Just..hmm..I can just mention the fact that its 10.30pm,I just got back to the hostel here,can use msn messenger for the UTM students are off for a month..

I can say,its the first time I felt slightly worried but things turn out fine..That's because today I stayed back alone (my alone meant getting transportation back to the hostel alone)after school,got a taxi at 9pm and got back safely.

I was pretty glad I got lucky and got a nice taxi driver who spoked to me in fluent Canto AND English..We bombared about the Malaysian Education system etc..Lets just say,life is unfair..Cudn't say much or I'll end up in... ISA?hehe.The worries of being kidnapped and rape,not existent..Love MAYC for worrying bout me,sms-ed me to ask Teo to take cab with me but I insisted on going back alone..Alex was nice too,keeping me company by sms-in me,though I doubt his lecturer in MMU would appreciate him sms-in non stop..=p.Still,I see no fuss of taking a cab alone,I've done that in Form 1 to school.But heck,the papers nowadays about taxi drivers doing these "robbing and raping" shameful acts,I admit,it took me back a little...Anyhow,in the end,I said goodbye to Teo and Zulhelmi as it was time to go back and chose the longest and darkest path along UTM to the main gate..Let's just say,I needed to clear my head and breathe in some fresh air...

However,suprise suprise...Teo was so nice.He cycled back with me,err..how to put this,there's only one path and he followed the taxi and he sorta made sure I reached the hostel safely.So nice of him..Felt guilty for getting him back to the hostel so soon,who knows he might actually wanted to stay longer in the class for more self studying..

I have no idea why but todays' self study is really making me felt depressed.Maybe its the lousy fukushyu testo marks I got,or simply because I'm studying for 2kyuu while I should be studying for Monkashyo?All I know,I just can't wait when all of this marks an end.I hate it when I can't solve the simple Math questions,and I dread having to come back everyday to study..I hate to contradict with myself,and I hate it more..When I'm depressed..and lost,when I have to make choices in life..Not only major ones,but also.."Should I stop being so stubborn and go get the last bus..Why spent more money just to stay back?"..Cha dao...

My gal friends,met up last Sunday..Interested?hehe..

*Kai Mei,Kar Yee,Wan Hong,Who else,Yann Yoong