~blink blink blink...~

Sometimes I just turn on the pc at home,stare at the empty screen and just go blank about what to do*blink blink*..unlike some people who tend to get addicted,I managed to overcome the temptation this week..Some just switch on and automatically,they have lots to do,be it download the latest sound tracks,animes,music video,chat,blog,watch anime,or just plainly going through friendster,its so automatically done that it is almost like..i hate this word..a ROUTINE..I wonder is that all about online world?What is it that make us go back for more all this while?I realise that after going through the rountine of blogging,mail checking and friendster surfing..I have nothing else to do..Never mind that I'm a software idiot or plainly,I know zits about which website to download the latest MP3 song..I find it quite irrelevant..Call me a post era teenager(if I'm still one..am i??),not having an MP3 player really made me think that hey,we don't lose out just because we don't own something others do...I know,music plays a large impact in our daily lives,but then again,the music industry is ever changing,so what if I can't get the latest songs nowadays?Its never too late if I only start to appreciate them in a foreign country...

Again,I'm going in a very unstructured way of writing...In a way,I tend to note that when I get into the blues,I write better..For my head will be filled with only sorrow about something,the last entry was a good example...I will blog non stop about that thing itself,and everything will revolve only around it,hence,a good entry with only one main focus..This blog,is like chopped up entry,with a little of here and there.After all,our brains work in impulses right?Who knows where the next electrical impulse will connect to? So,people,feel free to cut the reading short here,for i'm crapping nuts again..funny,and I was saying I looked at an empty screen,and then this crap start to work by itself...Amazing,the power of the brain..

Back to myself again..wanted to blog about school stuff but hey,who'll be interested?Besides there's not much to write anyway..I can blog about the advantages and the reasons I stay back after school for revisions and homework(a.k.a.paperwork completion,just like the time I worked as a secretary)though..But then its just as good as putting up the sign "BEWARNED!!lullaby ahead..."Nah,I'll skip that..So what else?The badminton game with May Ching at night yesterday?Nah,dun like to brag about the WINS...hehe,it was fun,after not being able to sweat it out that much after this long..Now its only a once a week game,what has PPKTJ done to me?!!???This is getting nowhere...

Just to make this longer,since its not very often that I got to online on a Friday night,dead exhausted after being stuck in the jam due to the Fasting Month( a usually 20minutes journey took 1 and a half hour) and with no one to chat to..Seems like everyone is being really touchy these days,or is it nobody really have things to talk about to each other?Or better still,nobody is in the mood to go through the "Hi..hows things?""Fine,how bout you?""ok.."........silence..what goes on is beyond me..kind of thing..It really needs some quick thinking at times,when you encounter this kinda sticky situation,whereby you start chatting with say,a senior or an old accquaintance..After the usual greeting,it involves lots of tact and savviness to keep the flow of chatting,and that,my man..Needs sharp minds and quick thinking,and ironically,it helps drained out our idea fluids at times..But on the positive side,whats a better way to enhance the well given brain?My this is pure crap,and I'm repeating this line for god knows how many times...this is crap..

Gain ideas from May Chings blog..hmm,Fasting...used to hear about it but it didn't really sounded anything to me back in my secondary school days..Having to grow up with no Malay friends since young,I found a new world here,where I Breathe,Eat,Sleep(in the class ok...no wrong ideas please) and Live among the Malays.As I have mentioned lots about them in my previous blogs,they are a newfound world to me..A whole new way of thinking,of living etc.I got to know them better,and I'm enjoying it..so I started to go fasting too.Mind you,only the food part..Its a piece of cake to me,having to eat little to nothing for lunch in normal school days anyway,but the first day was tough..I think its because mentally i've been repeating "I'm fasting today i'm fasting today" that's why..Now,I'm just..swell..means,ok..daijyobu,heiki..The power of the brain,again,ever so powerful..i plan to,like them,fast for a month...and I know I can..Just,I got to stop reminding myself its lunch time..=p

Ok,will end here..Never knew crapping can be this long too..what shall I do now?Continue catching up with a story book..its better than nothing..