~Whoa~

Haven't been blogging for a very very long time eh?

Oh well,life is as busy as usual..

With exams last week,I had to juggle my experiments with reports and exam study as well.

I'm not sure how the result will be.

I guess I tried my best.

I am,looking forward to head back next week though.

It's like..FINALLY!!!!!

I guess it's not just me,a lot of us here finally felt the stress after being in Japan for so many years.

Not to say the longer we are here,the more we will learn to love this country.

Let's just say, after living here for more than 5 years, it's hard to find any "passion" for this country anymore.

We start to miss home more than ever, the simple smell of Malaysia's unique delicacies, the simple taste of barley water etc..

My mind is all jumbled up at the moment, having to work for more than 9hours at the cake shop.

It is here in Japan,I know how much I could actually work and push my limits.

But it is also here that I damaged my body and learned the need of rest and the need to care for my body more.

It is here that I can do whatever I like, go wherever I want.

But it is home that I wish to head back to and have a proper sleep instead of worrying what time to wake up to meet more deadlines and plans for the day.

If I could,I wish all my friends here could head back with me,even for a week of break.

But like me,they have obligations to fulfil and thus hard to find time to go back even for a week.

I made time to go back this time, a mere two weeks, but essential for my forthcoming year.

As the end is coming near,

Truth to be told, I despise it.

Yet it's a decision need to be made for the better future.

Home is somewhere I belong I guess.

No matter how I tried to run the opposite way,

The force will always pull me back to the other way.

Accept fate with open heart.

That's what I'll do.

I guess.