~Unexpected~

This morning I spent my time watching Youtube,when I wanted to plan my mum's trip.
I went to take the key for the hostel and ended up teaching my friend how to do report.
I thought because the hostel is closed no one would be around.
Little did I realised that the school is still full of students/enthusiast staying to for their club activities.
I expected myself to hate studying by this time.
But never have I felt the urge to study more.
hmm..
Things have changed..

By the way,sorry for the lack of updates.
Sometimes..I just can't blog..
Because some thoughts are better kept silent.
And sometimes..I just don't feel like telling.
Unless there's some drastic emotional change.
But nah..study takes up my time.
Time to work hard again...

~Hi~

Hi there
Sorry for the lack of updates.
Some are already enjoying their holidays.
Returning home,going abroad,having fun in their hostels.

Me?
Exam week.
2more days to go.
Fight til the end.

Then?
Planning..
No hols til September for me.
Gambarou.

Like her voice..

~Happy Valentine's Day~

Happy Valentine's Day to all..

Valentine in Japan is about girls making chocolates,baking cakes and cookies to give to their special person.

It's also the best time for girls to make their confession to the guy they like..

But recently it has been a norm for girls to give girls what they made..

Especially in a case like mine,where half of the class are girls,

You cannot run away from having sweet stuff for the whole week prior to Valentine's day.

I enjoyed receiving it,I also enjoyed giving it.

They say"When in Rome,do what the Romans do"

I use to think that it's unfair that only girls should give something to the guy on Valentine's.

But I realised the fun of it too now.

Confession of love?

Needs a lot of courage and deep thinking.

My tutor made me think,

That when someone confessed to me,

No matter how I dislike the other person..

I should give thoughts to the person's feelings.

His anxiety,his fear of being rejected,and even if rejected..

His fear of whether things would/could be back to normal.

My tutor is really a girl beyond her age..

On another note,

Because my birthday was near Valentine's Day,

I received more chocolates than ever as my birthday gift..

But I treasured each and everyone of them.

And also the 20presents I got.

The more than 40 sms/e-mails I got.

Second time celebrating birthday in Japan,

Yet,it was so much different from my first one.

More unexpected gifts from more unexpected friends.

Which made me realised how nice these Japanese mates are..

And how to some friends,

My birthday is just..another friend's birthday-mah..

Oh well,I had a great birthday,

That is what that counts.

~Snow~

Third time snow d this year..Before..

After..This is the first time I manage to see it falling directly though..Nice nice..Road very squishy and slippery..Had fun making snow man with Tang Yii and Yuka..hehe..

These are the Valentine cookies I spent 7hours making with my tutor.Not only these,got cake and chocolates too,forgot to take picture..hehe..Had nice ice cream with seniors after their graduation presentation yesterday.Thank you Tomizawa sensei for taking us for dinner..

~Happy Chinese New Year~

My 400th post...

Happy Chinese New Year everyone..

I spent my eve sleeping,tired out..

I scared if I call home I'll cry...

I miss the sound of firecrackers,the Chinese New Year songs,
the hometown food...the feeling of being surrounded by members of the family..

The celebration of my Chinese birthday every CNY..

Homesick d...

~Quickie~

Tuesday 5th of February

Happy Birthday Alex..Don't know if you'll read this but..Happy Birthday!!!

And to Keat Yee and Vivian..You made my day..I was so happy receiving gifts from you guys..All the way from Malaysia and India!!

To Viv,I shared my sweets with my Japanese friends,some love them,some hate them..Haha..I love them though..Thanks a bunch..(Btw,you do send weird gifts=P)

To Keat Yee,thanks for the CNY card,5page-letter and of course...The best present.."Follow Your heart" Thanks...

Oh,and I spent 6hours making chocolates,cakes,tarts and cookies with my tutor for Valentine..haha..Made for 20people..My first attempt..And though both of us didn't follow the instructions accordingly (using margerine instead of butter to make cookies,weighing the sugar and margerine by our own instincts=P),suprisingly everything turns out fine..There goes one day of my studying..Haha..Who cares,its once in a year event..Had fun til 1am..^_^""

~A talk~

Recent happenings?

Hmm..I have been spending my 24hours according to my plan.Go school,eat,sleep,bathe,read newspaper,study.The end...

NOT...

It's not as easy as it sounds.First,the discipline needed for me to actually start studying for my Uni entrance test.I just can't pull myself away from studying for my small tests in school almost everyday,and the homework and reports to finish.

Truth is,by this time....Nobody cares about school examination anymore,people start to worry about the University entrance test and study hard for that..It's equivalent to SPM or STPM in Malaysia where you need half a year or more to prepare.Its a major exam,failing to get pass it means I have to say goodbye to Japan.

My point is,I have been aiming for TIT(short for Tokyo Institute of Technology),but recent talks by the sensei from that Uni,advices from seniors and looking at the pass year papers really made felt like giving up.The level of the test is not easy,and getting in means you're one of the creme de la creme.Point is...

Since when am I creme de la creme?

I have been crying,being negative about getting in and worrying my classmates.One even sent me an e-mail that made me cry seeing her concern.Others discussed to my class teacher and my class teacher just gave me an hour prep talk.

I've decided..

To try,and not say I'll never get in.
To try to aim for the stars.

At least,EVEN if I fail.

I won't regret..

ps:This was what you were missing Randy..