~A talk~

Recent happenings?

Hmm..I have been spending my 24hours according to my plan.Go school,eat,sleep,bathe,read newspaper,study.The end...

NOT...

It's not as easy as it sounds.First,the discipline needed for me to actually start studying for my Uni entrance test.I just can't pull myself away from studying for my small tests in school almost everyday,and the homework and reports to finish.

Truth is,by this time....Nobody cares about school examination anymore,people start to worry about the University entrance test and study hard for that..It's equivalent to SPM or STPM in Malaysia where you need half a year or more to prepare.Its a major exam,failing to get pass it means I have to say goodbye to Japan.

My point is,I have been aiming for TIT(short for Tokyo Institute of Technology),but recent talks by the sensei from that Uni,advices from seniors and looking at the pass year papers really made felt like giving up.The level of the test is not easy,and getting in means you're one of the creme de la creme.Point is...

Since when am I creme de la creme?

I have been crying,being negative about getting in and worrying my classmates.One even sent me an e-mail that made me cry seeing her concern.Others discussed to my class teacher and my class teacher just gave me an hour prep talk.

I've decided..

To try,and not say I'll never get in.
To try to aim for the stars.

At least,EVEN if I fail.

I won't regret..

ps:This was what you were missing Randy..