~Autumn~

This morning woke up,found that my handphone background has automatically changed to Autumn setting..A brand new season,a brand new month and a brand new outlook on life on my part..

I have no idea that those who likes Autumn is those who have deep thoughts,according to May Ching.Recently I have been doing a lot of thinking,so much so that I don't think it's healthy for me to think anymore..=).Reading my senior's blog,see how much effort he put in his studies in order to secure a place in a University..I felt like,damn,I need to put in A LOT of effort right now...

One more day before I start class on Monday...My last rest,last good sleep before I head on to a very busy September.Studying til late night these few days took my worries off about my future in this coming one year..Told SS roughly about my plans up til next year August,she just shakes her head and said:"Do you have to be so systematic and plan so much ahead?What about suprises in life??"

Sigh...I have to plan,cannot expect anymore fun other than the trips I have planned.Sounds as if I'm so pitiful,or trying to be?Think whatever you want,I don't want to be one,but until I secure a place in a University next year..I'm so not going to relax myself from Monday onwards..(In case some of you worry,fret not,I will not push myself up the wall,learned from SS,sometimes my actions of being too harsh to myself actually makes those around me worry..Sorry,if you guys are one of those..and thank you for caring.)