~just Crapping~

Again,its one of those days where I have no idea what to write,must be life here is too boring for me to get any ideas to blog..But then,always,blogging is about crapping..And I have to admit,it really deteriorates my English at times,with no proper guidlines of writing etc..

To start of with..I hate to be doing chores at times..Why is it it was Matsuse Sensei's birthday and i have to be the one to buy everything whereas the rest did nothing?for the sake that everyone could have fun later?hmm,not a bad thought huh?oh well,they say,since you're the KL gal,with the car to fetch everything..Fine..I'll do just that,anyway,what choice do I have?Look at it this way Isuppose,Ii'm going to this only once in my lifetime..but I'm going to really hate to have anything to do with James from now onwards..that guy has been using me to get everything when it comes to party etc..I really have to steer clear next time..First the Mooncake Festival,then the sushi thing,now this..I'm steering clear..But not until I have to go and get the cake..sigh..

Next week will be the week where I have to start studying for my exam,it doesn't really pressure much once I get started but now it's really pressuring.Simple,I haven't started."get started then" easy for anyone to say,but as usual,there's this thing about studying on a weekend at home..it doesn't look really appealing..I'll leave it to the weekdays when I go back today..But now,arrgh..my shoulders are aching like hell..it happens,when you think too much about not studying..the guilt is a slow and poisonous disease,and it weakens me every 2 months..The thing is,should I be like any normal guy,who couldn't even care less about studies,it wouldn't have hurt that much..But sadly,I'm not one of those,yet,not taking the action to curb my laziness,adding these 2 can prove quite fatal..to my mentality,and my aching shoulders..ignorance and laziness,what a good combination as poison..

2 weeks later,I'll online..let's see what happens then..oohhh,I'm so excited..(rolling my eyes..sigh)