Wow can online..amazing,if I have known earlier...actually its better if I didn't know earlier or else my 2hours of Physics studies will be gone in the drain..What can I write now huh??Now that I hav the extra time..ok,again..dissatisfaction.I seem to be full of it..
I went to a Moon Cake Festival Party yesterday at Yoshida Sensei's place..The thing I was really unhappy was not that fact that we had to serve the kohai and senseis,or cleanup the place with the kohais barely lifting a finger,it was,....money issues..The thing was with a budget of RM220,how can we got to eat only Fried Bee Hun and Curry chicken for Rm140?walau..and James didn't want to sponsor the RM9 for the plates and cups should I didn't ask him to do it..And he wants to claim (i'm the un-paid treasurer) for cordial Rm8..and guess what,I got paid for nothing for the Rm30 pudding,and my mum's petrol money to actually drive to bring all the food to Yoshida Sensei's place..and I paid the Rm10 to go to this party..total?around Rm50 I paid,to make a servant out of myself and didn't enjoy the party..For one,I was too busy serving people,and second,I don't have any idea what to talk about..All in all,it was a day just for me to do what I'm good at,being somebody's servant of cleaning and let people get advantage of,just because i stayed in KL...I don't blame Chin Leong from claiming back the mooncake and lantern money,but the sushi?Couldn't you guys subsidice a bit?After all,you all earned at the Hari Terbuka ler...I'm really pissed off,they know how to appreciate Ayuni they all for helping them at the stall in the Kolej,hey,am I invincible then?siao..
And today was all sleeping in class..really cannot tahan d...And something has been playing on my mind..Best Friends,what are they???Actually after reading an article by Rafidah Aziz,I've been keeping in thought that,nobody can be your best friends no matter how close..except youself...humour me anyone?(This may be a good topic for debates)
歌如人生
5 years ago
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I miss mooncakes.... who cares about friends... I WANT MOONCAKES!!!
okay, best friends... the normal explanation would be someone you could hang out with all the time, share your problems, cry on their shoulder... but if that were the case, then what are boyfriends/girlfriends for? Does that mean that those who have bf/gf dont have best friends?
Here's what i think. Best friends are in your mind. I mean, you may think he is your best friend, but he might think otherwise... but the fact that you think he is your best friend, gives you a sense of need, the satisfaction of knowing that you wont be alone.
Meaning, you made him your best friend subconciously so that you can feel that way... hmm... meaning there is no such thing as best friends. It's all in your mind. You can be closer to some people, be more reserved towards others, but they are all your friends. It is you that classify some of them as Best Friends.
You dont hear ppl say "I am his best friend" you hear yourself say "He is my best friend".. Don't know if i am sending my message through to you... summary, its all in your mind.
and no one can debate my idea!!
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hmm....forget stinking friends, at least you get to eat mooncake with other people right?? i had to eat alone...and when the loneliness start to get unbearable, i ate in front of the mirror. Sad right??
Anyway, ehem...let abang besar give you advice. Never please people and hurt yourself...why on earth be supergirl?? need help? just call out! no point feeling sour and all...just say, "hey! you! get off your lazy butt and help me out will you?" with a smile. Most normal humans will actually apologise and help....not too sure bout mutants though.
and Express yourself...have something to say? SAY IT!! they will understand you if you explain well. expressing yourself might score you some *bitch* points but in a long run, people will start to appreciate you for being that way...cos' it means you don't back stab.
And the most important of all.....Forgive and forget. Your friends might stink but then again, they are your brothers and sisters when you get to japan. Who else is there to give you company and support??...uhh...i will lar...if you are within range..hehe...
But then again, they are the same stinky ones that will surprise you when they do offer a helping hand...
PS: Can you tell Yoshida sensei that i miss her cooking?? thanx...
thanks for the err...comments..actually Abel,i think so too..just wanna hear from you all cuz ppl usually say that gals always have best friends,just because they click with each other etc..i fullly support you,its all in the mind..And Randy,I'm not saying all friends here are stinky k?Its might be some friction after knowing some ppl for too long and we tend to disagree on things more often..Thats the price to pay when you get to know each other better...=p
Mooncake festival... so nice to celebrate it there!! aiks, miss home so much, haha! it might be tiring to do all the work and still pay for the food, but if i were u right now, i think it's really worth it... haha!
bout the best friend thingy, no matter how much i fought with my best friend, we still got back together... nothing will come through ur friendship if u guys really do click and appreciate each other...
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