~Goodbye..~

Its Tuesday 2pm..usually i'll be in UTm sighing that break time is over and its time to continue my lessons..but no,i'm home right now after skipping class for 2 days..My dear grandmother passed away on Sunday 4am and thus that morning itself without further ado,we went back that day as fast before u can even say."huh?" as i've said earlier,we already expect her to leave but not so soon,and lucky she left on the 15th of May for the 14th was my father's birthday..imagine how it'll be if u were in my fathers shoes?to be born and the death of his own mum is on the same day..Anyhow,we reached Raub at about noon,the ride took only about 2 hours plus..had a great lunch at this Indian Restaurant which was famous for its curry chicken..weird as it may sound,it looks as if we're back for holiday rather than to attend a funeral..partly must be because of the family drift and issues which caused us not to be so close with my father's side..

As we expected,they asked about the absenty of my sister..and over and over again,we had to explain that she's having a diagnostic exam given by the government and was not supposed to not take part..do they understand?hopefully,though i could almost sense the daggers from my aunts eyes..being around them is not the most comfortable thing in the world though they ARE relatives..reason is,these(don't mean to sound rude) ppl are really materialistic and u can see that all the arguments and drift are all caused and revolves around money,property..sad family..though luckily this time non of it was mentioned..the first day was kinda boring and i regretted going so early,should have taken the bus on monday after lessons,and thus not waste my time regretting not going to the dance class..sigh..syazni just messaged me and told me what a smashing time they had there..and salt to wound?maybe..

The rest of the days,evolved around more eating of vegetarian food(which was good!!),wearing the same shirt and trousers for 3 days around that house,read Along Came A Spider for most of the time and sleep..the only thing i got? With the help of my engineering cousins I managed to get the notebook i want,all with the recommendation of them to buy parts and all...and i managed to see the uncle whom i've never met for the pass 19 years(yes,as long as i've lived...)thats all..we came back at 9.30am today,after the dragging prayers and all..and my grandmother was thus cremented and we soon left with no feelings inside..everything happened like a dream,and i know it is and will be for this might be the last time i'm meeting with my relatives,the hometown back at Raub,the rainbow i saw there etc..for i'll be off to Japan,and anyhow,we don't have anything between us anymore,except maybe,the yearly Ching Ming....