~A peaceful day..~

Peaceful day??of cuz some ppl might ask..no,i'm not talking about wars,at home or the outside world,(too oblivious,cuz i can't do much anyhow)i'm talking about how peaceful and relaxed i felt today,having to finish a book within 5hours..the book Darkest Fear really drawn me to it and made me finish the whole book without stopping,really nice..it has been quite long since i experience this kind of tranquility,of lying on my mum's queen size bed,flipping through the pages,reading patiently,with full anticipation to the end.Seriously i was really an aredent reader when i was in secondary school but this habit came to a halt since i started lessons in PPKTJ.Why,some might ask?

Jitsuwa..since i started studying here, very intensive classes,i hardly have the time to read..seriously..i rather devote my time on my school studies,doing more revisions..no,not noble,its just that if i do reading of other materials than my studies,my guilt is enough to stop me from enjoying the book further,what's the point of reading a book when u can't enjoy it then??right?it will haunt me very long cuz i'm being paid to study here..haha..anyhow,i finally got to sit back and relax the whole afternnon today,enjoying the book..and it was nice too.thanks Clement.

Well,lesson really really will start on Monday where classes will resume to the office hours of 8am to 5pm again,a little feeling of dread and anticipation..cuz i dread to feel sleepy by the end of each day,however,with these new teachers,i'm sure my nihongo will take a huge leap from now onwards,either that or i flunk cuz everything will be in the form of nihongo now..haha.of cuz for the benefit of myself,i will work hard not to flunk..have to,got to..well,thats all for now i suppose,i want to ewnjoy resting at home before going back to my hectic schedule..so now,signing off again..(my here in the cc,the lines are bad,been waiting for half an hour for msn messenger to sign in di...shit)