~A week of deep thoughts~

Must have received some influence from reading my friend's blog.. the contents are kinda deep and serious,well,really i din know guys can errm,how to phrase this,be so touchy and emotional??okok,leave him alone lar,so i should just shut up here or else he'll probably just shut me off in school later..though i doubt he will but ermm,give face a bit cuz close pal ma..

well,unlike his one,(woops,dragging back to his blog again)my blog this time is kinda like a recent kinda thing and well...like my usual blogs i usually oni describe wat i have done for the past few days and not really put in some main plot or something in my story..so bear with me will ya??boring as it is..(heard this remark from numerous o readers di but wat do i care??its my habit n NO ONE will ever change my mind bout blogging,however boring it may be...so there!!)

begin with Monday i suppose..a day where we all have to return to our boring cells of learning our soon to be main lingua franca with a whole new look!!!Yupz,again,y is ppl always so dissatified and just have to think of some lame and unreasonable rules to confine or just make us abide some stupid dress code???though i do admit we look smarter (cuz IT IS smart day ler duh!!),neater and more pleasant to the eyes but then,wat is it with deciding the colors for the skirts or shirts too???VERY LAME!!~~~and my dear fellow classmates,i have and did abide the rules by wearing a long sleeved and colared shirt but they din stated there it HAVE to be WHITE mar...so why all of u just can't keep ur mouths shut and dun ask why the hell i chose a purple shirt to wear will ya?din ur mom ever teach ya never to question a gals' choice of dressing??be alert and dun act like a smart alec larrr..

and the rest of the days..i cannot remember the exact dates or days of the long weekdays..as my title have clearly stated(finally,something that reveolves around the title..hehe)a seriously do have some deep thoughts within tat not-so-short period of time..to begin with we have lots to cover cuz we have registered ourselves to sit for a public japanese test next Sunday...and well,it seems that we dun really have the time for extra coaching so as we were asked (no,make it forced)to study a whole 2 books of japanee Language by oursleves to prepare for the exam..so it was like,what the??i dun mind the memorising words part but hey,we gotta remember or memorise some yet-to-learn Japanese errmm,forgotten the english words but in Bm its...tatabahasa..i mean,being a complcated language,how are we suppose to know the specifications of using the certain verbs or adjectives etc?and thats what made me pressured to the max,not only we have to coope with our daily homework and revisions,now this pure-memorising-then-face-the-exam-ur-own-and-f-u-fail-its-ur-business kinda thing is way too much lar..really,took much memorising...

Then the "bad things comes in threes"kinda thing hapened to me...and woohoo lucky me,all is about my studies..hah!i dun actually remember the correct order of the happeninga but..got some very lousy marks for a hw tat Hashim gave us,actually got 3.5 outta 10 marks..was like...suprised like helll..though its just a homework..but hey,did i really did that bad??/guess so,the paper was like right in my face,wat can i say???again,excuses it is,i din really studied for the chapter of Physics anyway,in fact often i don't,i just get the formulas and just try to fit it in the Questions..knda stupid huh??really can't be bothred though my blood in my veins don't allow me to be the slacker kinda person but seriously picking up a physics note or book seems to weigh a lot to me..and thats when guilt sets in...and when tat happens,yupz,i'm in the blue again...oh yea,not oni the loads of more studying din help,i even panicked at the Maths quiz and flunked one simply-too-easy question..really lar,felt so totally hopeless..i mean,i thought of it too complicated i guess..it was way too easy n i panicked and messed up...totally screwed up..so was kinda sad tat day...n oh..the 3rd wan...got 6 yupz..SIX mistakes for my previous weekly testo...really pissed me off arrr!!!

Why is it i screwed up so badly???i was really seriously depressed for the whole week,and yeah,go ahead,since my best friend is the TOP GAL as everyone likes to refer her as...ignore my existance lar,like i care!Really,unintentionally i know,but hey,life is like this,ppl always refer to her as the top gal..even when talking we'll always say "err,u arrr,no need study oso can larr"though my gf have no airs but hey...it does make ppl like me(note: the not so eye-catching-and-not-so-brilliant gal next to her)felt kinda inferior..no,pls do not misunderstand me,i love being her best pal around for now,joining her doing all the lame and crazy(noisy) stuff but hey..i can't help feeling kinda like low-class kind..with no flying colours like hers,near perfect score or wat-so-eva..guess its my own problem,dun compare,dun compare..heard this a zillion times...but really was depressed with my current state.everyone and even myself know very well that no one can help me but myself when it comes to my studies but really is it all worth it i wonder??like my friend told me during his talks at dinner time..

i found some truth in what he says but not to the extent of not having a goal in life or aim for nothing at all...that part i do not agree...but really i sometimes do admire him for his carefree attitude but its not me..never will i be like him...no offence or hard-feelings dude!!lucky for my friend back in seconary school,comforted me throughs ms wen i seeked consolation from him..so nice of him and encouraged me to do better..really can count on him to be there...dunno lar,just felt blue the whole week..seldom talk to anyone,even so,have to force on being happy-go-lucky..kinda tiring i should say..felt very low durng this time period,especially in my studies...however hard i work it'll never be enough..sad...

oh well,went for a great movie of The Incredibles yst midnight enjoyed ourselves..but then we oni had an insufficient sleep of 4hours before we had to get up for sports day...today was really tiring but again it was fun..again,no mood lar..took the position of goal shooter and yet can't really shoot well...really tried my best di..but not bad lar,got 2nd place...then at softball..what is this lar,gals aren't as good as the boys i know but can't we just join in the fun???made us looked like some eejits having to ask a few times to get a position to play in the field..yalar,again,i cannot hit as well as my gf larrrr..F**k lar,why am feeling so blue today???hate this feeling,very uncomfortable..have all the negative charges right now..nmust be the lack of sleep..can't play well(tats already a fixed kinda thing),can't study well,can't talk well..WHAT AM I GOOD AT???

Even going out with friends today,met up with an old friend but we can barely lasted talking to each other for 10 minutes!really lo,life is kinda saddening though we are at we want ourselves to be..its really saddening when u were once so close to certain ppl and after some seperation or a change of surroundings,atmosphere, we barely have anything else to talk about..really sad..and that Alexander movie..so NOT recommended..for the first time in my life,i watched a movie so boring that nearly made me fall asleep..the history part is so boring,brutal(though i din mind one bit,not my gf though,who was clunging to me),and the plot...so-so lar..Angelina Jolie's acting is the part,only part,that is worth watching..mind u,i am a gal,so i dun go for her drop dead gorgeous body..but seriously,she potrayed the character as Olympias very well in the movie..it brings out the character..

guess i do have to end here..with only 4 hours of sleep and 20hours of actvities,i'm damaging my mind and soul by the seconds..so..hope i'll pass the exam this coming Sunday..lots to study..pressure,pressure...and exam on 26th of Dec!!ARRGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!why God gave us conscience??????????I HATE to STUDY !!!!!

~Yupz...5!nG@p0R3!!!!!!~

hellloooooo ppl...yup,I'm back from singapore..not just a few minutes ago lar,but early this morning..reached here bout 4.15am..sooo,as u all would have expected this blog is all gonna be about watashino trip to Singapore!!!so,ppl..if u are too bored with ur own holidays,by all means do not read this blog,cuz it'll oni make u feel overzealous as yeah,I'm gonna constuct my blog here in a very detail way of my 3days 2 nights in Singapore..so bewarned..

Well,it was tuesday nght,and my scheduled bus leaves at 11.59pm..like wat i have stated in my previous blog di..so left kina early,pulling my mum,ragging in fact cuz i dun wanna be late..so,better safe than sorry right??left around 10.30pm cuz i expected a jam,as usual in KL right??but no,it was a free flow that night so urm..arrived kinda early..and yeah,mum had to make sure that one of my friend was already there before bidding me goodbye..so wat if i ait alone??really dun understand wats the big deal..so my friend and i went and have some drinks at the opposite stall while waiting for another friend..and glad to note thatMalaysian males are not so un-gentlemanly after all,haha..yalar,though its a very small gesture but wen my friend offered to carry my looked-very-heavy-for-a-small-build-gal-like-me bag,i was glad but din accept the offer..reason was,i don't see the need to when i can really carry the bag myself and i see no point adding a weight/burden to my friend who have to carry his own luggage..oh well,so here we went at 11.59pm sharp the bus took off..not before ome embarrasing moments by mua..well,i saw the designated number plate but forgot to check the paltform so nearly went dow the wrong one..sigh..my friends were all laughing at me but..so wat??

well,in the bus,its kinda hard to fall asleep cuz gotten used to late night sleeping and the lights outside the window from all the vehicles n lampost are kinda distracting..had a pretty rough time,and hate to say this but what the heck,this is wat blogging is about..i had to like err,be careful not to lie on my friend's sholders u see,so had to be semi-awake lar..i know its not a big deal but hey,dun wan my friend to have shoulder cramp mar,and cannot sleep larr..so..i dunno lar,so far nothing lo..leaned against the window..and well,know wat?(getting into some thoughts here)on the way there,peeped out the window and had saw the most magnificent sight of sparkling stars in the cloud-clear sky..really awesome and was dumbstucked by the beauty of the vew..really made me felt so insignificant compared to the million or trillions of stars of the universe..made me ponder,why are we so into our daily life of seeking what we call "mission/goal of our life" and not appreciate what we have around us?be it our family,fiends or simply the gifts of wat Mother Nature has to offer??i dunno..guess its just our responsibilites of being a human?to seek and to achieve wat we think is best for our future..

Getting sidetracked..erm,well,the journey took about 4.30 hours cuz we had stopped at a rest area for half an hour,which i think it's kinda like a compulsary thing..then we continued our journey..by this time,i'm really able to sleep well but alas,withen 1 hour we had reached the custom and had to get our passport checked..and again(why embarassing stuff always happens to me??)there's this machine that u can insert ur passport into and can get pass..well,my friend can get through while mine can't!!(later found out cuz my passport is a new one n the comp dun have my details so i cannot use the machine)So,since i'm creating a line,i had to runback to the line to get my passport checked manually..feeling kinda sheepish...haiz..wat ever lar,Malaysian custom is kinda old and wrecked compared to the Singapore one when we arrived 10 minutes later..though i've heard bout it from my friend but the diff is still kinda suprising..made me wonder whether my parents tax each year are being wellused or not??or simply Singapore is a more advanced country like many believe??i dunno..

got there safe and sound,and my friend was already waiting for us at the station..she looked so eager and more excited than i am,fatigue i suppose due to insufficient sleep..thats wen i found out my friend had not really planned yet where to take us in singapore and she doesn't really know singapore that well for she oni stayed there for 5 months..God bless my male friend who just went to singapore last year adn had a vauge idea the best way of travelling around and places to go/..so after reaching my gf's house and scouting some map and breakfast,off we head to the nearby park and then lunch then oni our first stop of the day..China Town..oo,i bought the EZ link card too..easier to travel around rather than finding the exact amount for each bus or train ride..china town in singapore is really a place totally diferent from Malaysia's china town..

For one,its lots cleaner(in fact the whole country is) and more systematics and know what??it really sells things of chinese culture..whether or not its from China i dunno..went in o every shop and really EVERY shop there and looked at the stuffs available..go my mum a lipstck casing which i canot find in Central market and tats bout it..serious..though we went every shop,nothing really interest me to buy as i found its not worth it anyway..so..as it was day 1 thought it might be better to save a little in case i need to use more throughout the next 2 days..had a little rest after all the walking in China Town and then head to sentosa island..

Its kinda cheap to enter Sentosa island considering we are talking about an island here..oni 3bucks in total..so,we entered the shuttle bus and we first visited the gigantic Merlion statue of the island..as expected more pics taken..then we went up to a garden which is so beautiful which prompt us...erm,yeah,,haha,to take more photos..thats what we can oni do rite??then we reached the top and there's this place where we can take pic with a real snake for 5 bucks!!i mean come on,i enter this island need on 2bucks and u expect me to take a photos with a creepy snake for 5 bucks..forget it larr..then we head to the beach in the island and stayed there the longest while one of my friend went and snoose off at the top of..dunno call wat..a stand while we admired the view of the sea and the island..saw a lot of bikini clad glas along the beach..not all singaporeans we saw,mostly foreigners..then,we had snack as we were all tired out from all the walking around..in 7-11..cuz we wanted to catch a show of the musical fountain so..speaking of the fountain,we managed to grab good spot but we were 1/2hour early so..we snoozed...yupz,right there on the seats..i nearlly fall ff the bench a couple of tmes..haha..the four of us was too exhausted so we dozzed off till the show began..it was spectacular,the show but too bad cannot take pics of the fountains cuz it was too dark..so..

After the show we left sentosa but the night was still young..we head to the wat u call that..the mouth of the river of Singapore,where the night view of Singapore is spectacular..saw a beautiful Fullerton hotel,and another Merlion..then we stolled around the city and enjoyed the nightlife there..went for drinks,stroll by a street wherby all the foreigners enjoyed their too-expensive-for-us-Malaysian-kids dinner..and yupz,its 11pm and we still head for Geylang streets,hehe..the so-called Chow Kit of Malaysia..hehe..for some sight-seeing of the GRO..was kinda spooky but it was and experienced..and that was the last stop of our first day trip in Singapore...gosh,how long i have to continue to end the whole blog??i dunno..hehe

As expected we woke up at 10.45am the next morning,the guys at 11am..dressed and out we went..hehe.to lunch at a hgh class restaurant with my gf's mum and the four of us really enjoyed the meal.. A LOT!!not oni the appetizers were good the main course was superb!first time tasted the best oysters and sashimi..the cheescakes were marvellous andother cuisines which i din botherd to remember the names..and ooohh,the view!!!the restaurant was located at the 70th floor of the hotel so its practically like KL tower of Singapore..the view is really...no word to describe di..the horizon we were able to see was so huge and gorgeous..really enjoyed it..o,the restaurant was called the Equinocs..gotta remember that..hmm..then we head to Orchard Road where all the decorations for Christmas is all up and her mum took us to visit the clubs where we intend to go later that night..haha.yupz,her mum introduces us the best clubbing area,cool huh??well,we went and bought tickets for a movie of Umizaru in the teatre nearby cz the show its not availble yet in Malaysia,and then we stopped by Manadarin hotel cuz i HAD to visit my Aunt..strolled around the shopping centre,nohing much actually everything there is available here in KL,so din get anything oso..afer the movie (was ok) and we strolled around Orchard Road where by now,the light are all out..a pretty sight bt not really breath-taking i can say..we walke the whole of Orchard Road,spent some tme watchng some street performers who are performing in the aid for charity.WE even got to ride on a double-decker topless(as in rooftop lar) and stroll around to admire the lights of Orchard far off the grond..nice,breezy and amazing i would add....my gf was kinda quiet and though i asked a zillion of time she just wouldn't tell me wats wrong..latr found out she felt inferior cuz she's supposed to show us around and yet she doesn't really know much..i mean,come on lar,i dun mind acually u're there for oni 5 months mar...even if its me,i bet i dunno oso ler..

Well,she returned to her happy self wen we had our dinner..spent quite long thre,one,to kill time before we got clubbing the other,we're enjoying chatting among each other..then clubbing!!the event of the day!!i know,i know,i sound like a small kid but hey,this is my first clubbing so of cuz excited larr..the first one was kinda boring cuz it was like..not even one quater of the club was full even though its 1 am!!so after trying out tequila pop and vodka light(which was suprisingly nice) we head to another club..and it was like wow!!!this is wat a really disco shold be really like!!the music was cool and the it was...noisy and lively..the whole place was packed!!and for the first time i saw bar ancing like those in Coyote Ugly...as both place were ladies night i dun have to pay a single cent!!and free flow for drinks but din took any at the 2 nd club cuz was bc dancing!!really,enjoyed myself and danced like a maniac..was kinda disappointed my gf wouldn't wanna budge and loosen herself a little and just sat there the whole night..accompanied her sometmes,danced sometimes so it was pretty ok i guess..the great thing is,they really make everyone leave at 3am..i think its n the law..how well disciplined..i like it!!haha..so went back and my gf looked as if she's not been sleeping for days..and we enjoyed some tiramisu from her cousin..was again,delicious as it was made from a French baker..was nice..really,though i've never tasted any tiramisu b4the cake is simply smooth and tasty...

this time around,we woke up at12pm..haha..too tired,i had too pull all 3 of them up too..got dressed and we head to the zoo..snoozed of f more in the taxi..haha..and as expected..we spent the entire day there..and the very visible difference between the zoo there n the zoo here in Malaysia is that the actually allows the animals to live in
a very comfortable habitat and allows a lot of room for them to roam about..and we can actually see the animals alive and lively unlike the ones n malaysia where sometimes we can barely see the animals available..the day spent at the zoo was ok,went for a sea lion show and then watch expect??see more animals and tkaing pics oni lo..kinda boring i should think if a person reads bout it,but i really enjoyed looking at the animals..thenaround 6.15pm,we head off to Geylang again for a dinner of fried delicacies with warm soy bean milk..kinda delicious,not bad lar..the guys even managed to get the pig-made satay which they have been so eager to taste throughout the trip..it was totally different from the usual satay,softer and juicier than chicken.really nice..then,had to rush back for a quick shower cz its leaving time!!!so sad..as usualu all good things gotta come to an end..

left with pretty lotsa cash but dunno wat to get in the last minute so..empty-handed and retured to Malaysia..One of my male friends managed to get a whole variety of Mentos sweets before leaving which is not available in Malaysia..regretted for not doing so too..but too late for that now..as usual get passe the customs and stff and my,this time around the air-cond is damn cold..i was like freezing to death though with my jacket on..and cuz there's lotsa empty spaces,my frens went and took one of the places and slept comfortablly..so i sorta like curled up myself and slept comfortably alone..haha..and like i said before,reached here around 4am,and these Malaysian taxi rivers really can spoil our Malaysias image..they are so damn aggressive..had to ward them off all the way..annoying fellas..well,thats about it i guess..long winded story bout my trip in singapore so there..tomorrow's my last day of my hls..kinda sad and all the pressure is building up cuz while travelling with my 3 friends in singapore,they kinda like touched on topics about school and i felt kinda inferior..oh well,pressured or not,life have to go on..so,enjoying my last few hours here..depressing..haiz..till next week..

~1.30 hours more!!!!~

yupz,1.30hours more before i head off to Singapore..looking so forward to the trip..well,before leaving..friend of mine asked/requested/begged me to write this blog before i leave..haha..really ardent fan huh??no lar,actuall;y he wanted me to state something that happened yesterday which ...to him is so new and exciting...haha,but to me..biasa lar..hehe..

Actually as usual i was damn sien at home so asked this friend of mine to meet up for a drink cuz..long time no see mar..yupz the usual larr..student life for the both of us, so its kinda hard that we can actually arrange a time to meet..though we are oni staying in the same ...ermm,housing area..haha.wat??he's busy with SPM,me,i seldom come home and if i do,i rather..err,go out with my CLOSE friends ma *hint*..well,the drink started around 11pm and ended at 1am..but this fella,trying to run away from his heavy duty of studying for his exam..wouldn't budge from my car when i reached at his doorstep..he rather spend another 10 minutes in the car....TALKING CRAP!!!yalar,not as if i mind lar,well,its been a long time hearing him crap anyway..but u should looked at his face at the time,like small kid oni..feeling happy and joyful cuz his wish was fullfilled..by sitting in the car and chat..duh..like small kid lar..so cute..well,it all ended wen his mum came home..yupz,around 1.20am!!goodness..thank God she din misunderstood us and even asked him why not invite me to the house after i had left..haha..for those who don' know,i'm kinda close to him lar,and yupz,i know his mum too..but dun think sideways,i worked for his mum before...thats why..so there,satisfied my "running-from-reality" friend??haha...

todays incident..yupxz,lots to type huh??i'm speeding things up here cuz i have to leave to Singapore soon..well,dun feel like following my usual routine of going for outings..haha,rite thats what i USUALLY do..so,stayed in the house until 1.30pm..and a friend called..lied to me arrrr..that fella..u see,there's this malay guy in my current Uni that,like every typical Malay male,loves to sorta..ermm,chat with me..even though i can barely remeber his name..and my friend imposed as him!!!chatted with me in Bm for like 5minutes before telling me who he really is!!!!i was like....red liketomato,no,make that..like blood arr!!!and i was like cursing him all the way..(mum even woked up from her afternoon nap cuz i was too loud!!)^_^yalar,wen i get too excited i kinda turn up..my high-pitch voice..hehe..felt kinda sheepish..i'm gonna strangle the guy later..arr...malu!!!!

Well,next event,got another call around 2.30pm..from a guy i mentioned in my previous blog..the scary fella who smokes and drives like a lunatic?yupz,after 3 times of turning him down,i have no choice but to oblige to his invation to meet up..not before some brain-wrecking session of excuses to turn him down..but hell,wat can get wrong, i thought going out in the afternoon so...his picked me up and we headed for MV..the nearest store to my house(cuz if anything,i still know the way home marr) but as it was packed (as usual*rolling my eyes*)we headed to One Utama instead..and thank good ness this outing turned out to be quite safe..though yeah,again he tried to hint he wants to be my BF but...NO WAY!!!!so wat if he is filthy rich??a flirt and spendrift like him can NEVER be my BF..NEVER!!!!so,accompanied him to get his outfit for tomorrows prom night..thank god i told him earlier i am going to Singapore tonight if not bet he'll ask me to be his date tmr..geeshh..again smoked like a chimney..wat lar..but then,this date was kinda like..ok lar,compare to the previous wan,sure,he still drive like a maniac but certain times oni..showed me around in Damansara,explained some car thinghy (though can hardly remember)..ended quite well larr,i supposed..so..oklo

Well,thats it folks..another ending of my daily programme,and,yalar,another friend of mine dun like my blog...so wat???i do so..i dun give a damn...ciaoz..going Singapore..sure will update bout the trip..adios ppl

~Yet another day~

Day...5 of my hols i supposed..not one day out of these 5 days i kept myself away from the malls..I mean,what do u expect,KL is full of malls marr..hmm,lets see...2days of Times Square(n nearby lar eg:sg wang)n 3 days of MV..sickening??yeah,kinda but then wat else to do??

Met up with old close friends..was kinda hard cuz these gang of friends..(i have lots of gangs.=p)are my sisters..the unexcepetionally studious and no late-night-going-out gals..and like wat i've describe them,their parents are like the jail warden of modern century,so its kinda hard to get all 7 of them to come out..so from 7,oni 2 turned up at the main entrance of Central market..And u ppl should have seen the news today..there was like...whoa,a mob of Indonesians all around..from Central market to Petaling Street and Puduraya..never seen so many ppl before..and mind u,majority of them are of Indonesian nationality..shudder at the thought..the large existants of these ppl made us feel kinda insecure walking around..geeshh..wat is with these ppl anyway,crowding around as if wanna create some riot..

anyways,my friends and i din actually spent much time together cuz 1 have to leave early,the other had to get to Ampang..well,i had to walk to Sg Wang to meet my relatives who had a day off and enjoying karaoke at Low Yat Plaza..i was kinda suprised to see the wholesome there...as in everyone of my mum's side who is in KL..well,went for another stroll at Sg wang but as i was not buying anything,felt kinda bored..and my stupid childish 16-year-old sister is back with her well-known immature attitude problem...geesh,wats with her anyway???anyways,not much happened today larr..just got badly sunburned and the event of the day is mainly about meeting my friends who went...of all places...to Popular...not tht i mind,but...kinda miss the days when i'm supposed to buy with them not accompany them..sigh..time flies and things changes...so..tats all ler..really looking forward to my trip to Singapore tomorrow n...the mamak later..haha

~Day 3~

Yupz today is day 3 of my hols...din blog yesterday cuz was too tired..yesterday i spent my day waking up at 3am cuz i was worried i couldn't get my passport yesterday..cuz rumors said that yst is not a public holiday and the ministry only starts working on Wednesday..and i've already booked a ticket to singapore on Tuesday nte!!!well,worried too much anyway,got my passport and had breakfast at this restaurant near KL tower which scrumptious food is so very appetising..then send my friend off to pudu bus station and also bought the return ticket from Singapore..and my,the price is the double of going there!!!Then spent another 4 hours of sleep cuz was too exhausted n woke up,on9 for 2 hours....was damn bored so went for a swim of 20 lapse..so when mum took me to MV in the evening i was pretty cranky cuz tired out di..

Today's programme kicks off with mum pulling me out of bed for a meal of Sushi..no,she's not the one treating..her friend is..so explains everything..when it comes to free food,mum's the fastest...haha.Well,i dun mind anyway,sushi is one of the food i intend to try before i head to Japan..haha..well,since i'm not paying..those sushi i never thought of eating i tried all today,cuz usually efrained from doing so due to the price..ahahaha.and since my mum's friend's daughter is working there..she helped us cheat alittle by reducing the price a little..eg: if the plate cost RM6,she might write RM4..so the 4 of us ate lots but oni paid RM 40 plus..haha..then stroll around in MV then head home..bathe,then off we went to my Aunts place,in search of my cousin whose birthday is today...well,as usual,spent the whole evening there..not that bored but really was doing nothing except staring into space n enjoying the air-conditioning..haha..the bithday gal came back quite late and the steamboat dinner was cancelled..postponed to tmr..not that i mind anyway...

So,errmm,some sensitive issues in school....Seriously,i dun mind wat is happening..i'm a "easy-come,easy-go" kinda person..and i take things simple..so,no apoplogise please...i'm fine and happy as can be..enjoying my hols to the max!!!so dun worry bout hurting me..i'm immuned..haha...so,happy holidays everybody!!!!

~A day of KL~

A day of KL..haha..woke up early morning and went to Neway in Times Square with my friends..mum sent me all the way there..how nice..haha,today's blog is gonna be real simple n no complicated,bombastic description of my life today...well,had a great time at the karaoke,sang our lungs out..as usual had a sore throat after that..well,then strolling around Times Square,bought another cool sweater..

Was lucky my friend brought his car n off with went to our trip in KL..first stop,the Palace..was really cool..been living in KL for the past 18 years of my life,studied at the opposite primary school but NEVER once stepped to the palace compound..so had a great time taking pictures,admiring the palace compound from the outside..really superb,took pics with the stern looking guards..everything was fun except for the blazing sun which was badly burning my skin...haha,n my friend who wanted to take pic in front of a horse was suprised n nearly jumped out off her skin when the horse "hrmpped" at the back of her neck..i was suprised cuz i was at her side,n shierk out cuz i was startled..the 3 of us went laughing hysterically n my stomach was aching due to all the laughter..even all the tourists that were there joined in the laughter..had a great time there..

next stop Thean hou temple which was nearby..another scorching day,really cannot stand the heat,might increase my possibility of getting cancer in just one day..sigh..took more pics there,prayed a little,my fortune prediction was not really optimistic..sad to say..well,it said something like:everything is fated..no use no matter how u tried..good deeds will bring good karma when i die...and i was praying for my studies..sigh..well,though i'm not THAT superstitious..a small part of me do believe in the super-naturals n stuff..ah well..din know that theres a tradition to tie the wat u cal that,fortune telling script to the bamboo shoots..

haha,by now we are really enjoying our impulsive touring around..next stop,food..my friend is a very..how to put this..have very good appetite..so went to Bangsar to find the Pizza Hut she wanted din have..so,i suggested to go sight-seeing the mansions of all the ministers at the Bukit Damansara nearby..as my mum's friend lives there so I dun really have any problems directing my now-very-exhausted-due-to-driving friend and show them around..they were as startled as i was the first time i say these mansions..amazed sounds more appropriate..well,as my friend is really the experienced drver,once out of damansara,he took us to the nearest pizza Hut available..of all of our lucky days,the air-cond at the restaurant was broken,and yea,had to eat under a very uncomfortable surroundings..ah well..well,enjoyed knowing my two friens better anyway..due to all the chatting along the journey..and no,the trip doesn't ends there..

next one was Lake Garden..by then,my gal friend was already exhausted and was sleeping like a baby at the back seat..haha.but alas,as my friend n i had predicted..the weather changed from scorching hot to heavy rain..so,we oni managed a few steps at the garden then had to scatter back to the car..wasted..intended to go tho the national monument just right opposite but was raining so..haiz,bird park,butterfly park n science centre..all cannot go di..and it was just so near..

after making all the trips,we went back to Times Square as the Starbucks cafe there is a really comfortable n nice place for chatting..saw my friend still working at Esarli so exchanged a few word n so on..really nice seeing him again..So,bought our drinks and settled down upstairs where the place is more crowded then usual..but the crowd soon dispersed and we made ourselves comfortable at the seat beside the window..our river friend left soon after,being a filal son i supposed,head back for dinner...i sat on with my gal friend for an hour then went n did a little shopping,not so convenient just now i supposed with a male friend around..haha..i even managed to buy a wallet for mum..haha..my friend,another top to add on to her "bought" list..haha..

the journey ends with mamak nearby mua's house..then head back home and after all the bathing and stuff..finally..rest..no,not for me yet..it ends HERE..with me finishing my blog..gtg lo..tmr hope to get my passport in order to go to singapore..hopefully can get..praying hard...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

~If U're in A go0D mo0d,DO noT pr0c3eD~

Seriously,this blog today is full of negative energy,so unless u are a really ardent fan/friend who is willing to spend the next 10 to 20 minutes of ur happy life reading my blog,by all means do not proceed any further..i mean seriously,wats there to read bout my blog anyway??just some routine journal-kinda blog which serves no purpose to the reader except to the writer who have no other means of releasing her stupid thoughts n energy,by blogging..oh yeah,n a friend (u know who u are,idiot!)even told me that my blog is boring..yeah,i know..i'm not a really good blogger,unlike experienced people with full of creative writing skills,i'm just doing like wat i have said earlier..writing a longer version of journal..

To get the ball starting of my recently,lasting negative energy..i'll just roughly,no screw tat,i will,blog in definite detail bout wat is the source of my negative energy for TODAY..(note:the word today is emphasized cuz theres lots more to come,so if u wanna back out now,its never too late)i guess,i am pretty down these days..due to exam or just in the mood for blue..i dunno..for sure today,i was kinda disturbed by a friend..its not something she has done,its something she has said(word are sharper than swords anyone?)..its part of my fault actually..the thing is i've heard from a friend of mine that my roommate wanted to shift out..i was suprised to hear of the news from others and not from my dear room companion herself,but seriously i was not aghasted..I mean,this friend i confronted was kinda close with my roomate u see,n yeah,she is well awared of my roomates decision..so,she told me it was not because of my ignorance of my roomate while i was too engrossed in my revision in the room..as she does not want to elaborate futher,i told her i understand..being caught in the middle is seriously not a nice feeling..But as i told her,i don't hold any grudge against anyone..even to my roomate,guess i am not a persuasive kinda person..she looked kinda disbelieved..Well,I'm not holding any grudge against her too for i know,its hard being the middle man..But then,if i'm such a vengeful person,i wouldn't be talking to u for the rest of ur life..trust me..i"ve done that before..So if I'm talking to u,however little,i seriously do treat u as a friend,just maybe i'm outta things to say or prefer staying quiet..yeah,i know,i sound like typing a hidden message to my friends who is going to read this but all i wanna emphasize is,I know holding a grudge is a tiring thing and to tell u the truth,i dun wanna pratice it in the present or future..so,peace??

Actually i dun really give a damn if i was to live in a room alone,im used to it anyway.its just that I dun want people starting getting ideas that I'm like some kinda freak forcing my roomate outta my room.(selfish thoughts huh?)Well,it does made me ponder though,do i seriously have problems?Seeking advise from my best friend is of no use cuz like wat best friends do,they stand by ur side..so,i dunno,we are going to be here for the next 1year and 3 months,why make the situation so serious n awkward??i have no idea..Oh by the way,this paragraph and the few lines of the second paragraph was written on another day,so all the moody thinking n writing seemed to diminshed a little..haha,guess its a good thing.well,its saturday..had a crazy night before..

Was on9 as usual on a normal Friday night blogging halfway thru,then found a friend who was also as bored as mua..so impulsively invited this friend of mine for a midnight movie at MidValley and know wat?WE even got good seats for it,yupz,we went..Watched One Miss Call,haha,seriously watching a horror during midnight is ecstatic..Just can't stand the woman at the front row,gasping at every startling(not scary)part of the show..A loud one too..sigh..control lar lady,its a public cinema..the movie is cool,best,i should say among all the japanese movies available.After that,drove wth my friend in seperate cars,(cuz we live far apart mar)went for the usual mamak..for the first time ever,i was out late (2am kinda late) and drinking Teh Ais till 3am..haha,was kinda fun,n lucky me,i was not scolded..Mum even waited for me around 2.45am till 3am at home(promised her will be back by then n i kept it),was kinda touched n secretly vowed not to repeat this late kinda activity again though fun as it is..an experience i should say..So had a 3hour sleep,woke up at 6am,in order to get my passport done..

Everything was done within,say 4hours?went home for another 2 hours of restless sleep,and yupz,homework..Thats the life we go thru,homework and more homework..moodswings were there the whole day,guess it might be due to my own fasting..(only had 3 quarter of a roti planta for breakfast,skip lunch).Had a Buka Puasa dinner u see,went just right on time as my fellow UTM mates reached the destinated place.Oh suprise (not!),i was the only Chinese gal who went for the function,and felt so out of place.its not like i don't know my Malay counterparts but still,awkward and out of place is the more suitable word than anything else..Dinner was fine,had the usual after-dinner-chat session with my Chinese male friends while the rest went for praying sessions..Had a hard time conveying in Japanese to my Japanese teacher who was also around,but it was merely small talks so,it was fine..wat made me uncomfortable is the Malays who usually love to tease me because of my so-call "beauty".(rolling my eyes).Everytime if i'm paired up with a Malay guy for group discussion or presentations in class,the whole Malay gang will give their trademark hootings n grinnings..sickening is all to be said from me.They even cheered out loud,clapping their hands when they found out,my friend and i are the only 2gals in the class..the rest,Chinese or Malay gals were divded equally to the amount of 7 in one class and 8 in the other.Can u belive this?2Gals in my class n 18 boys,and i can get soooo lucky.+( thank goodness changing of classes happens every 2 months...And so,yeah,received compliment from them on how i dressed today,just sometimes wish they will keep their mouths shut?And don't they understand simple English?When i said i DON'T wanna take photos with them,bug off lar!!And i believe my command of BM is not that bad till they cannot understand the word "tak nak"??geeshh,I'm just a normal gal,so please stop treating me like some kinda royalty or a fragile glass that needs lots of love and attention..

And wat is this lar??All my testimonial in my friendster are gone!!And if I comprehend it correctly,EVERYONE's gone..I seriously can't help swearing when i first found out,i mean...ARRGGGHHHH..all my nicely written testimonials from friends throughout my 18 years of life..gone,just like that..gone with the wind...sob,sob..nobody really understands how much it means to me that my friends are actually taking the effort to think about me and typed all the heart and soul-warming messages/testimonials for me..And it was all gone without a warning!!!!Really pissed la..so,after 6 hours of insufficient sleep..i'll have to end here..Weight gain problem or not,my priority now is to get rid of my Panda bags,though still worrying bout my uncontrolable weight gain..(the vast difference was shown today when i took my pics for my passport)Reality sets in,gotta exercise more from now onwards..sigh..netai desukara...jya ne..