~Fr13nD5hiPs~

Homesickness happens to everyone that somehow or rather have to leave the comfortable nest of home provided by our protective parents..In my case,it's happening every Monday.going back home on the weekends after the last lessons of the week is something I've always looked forward to.However,I don't know its just me or what..Once I'm back here,i felt that there's nothing really big-a-deal.Friends are busy with their own life which obviously I'm not a part of it.I can understand that its too much to ask if i come back every weekend and ask them to accompany yours truly..just can't help sighing that life still have to go on and the world..silly me,is still round.Its not that i do not get along well with my current roommates or classmates but people back here are the ones whom i've been through thick and thin with for the past..5 to 6 years.Being emotional is no use i guess,friendship are bound to be made and sometimes forgotten..A friend once told me.No matter what,I will try my best to keep in touch with whoever i knew, be it that they have a big place in my heart or just merely the guys who said:"hi!" in school..Its such a saddening thought that the loads of friends that we have now might not be the loads of friends we will have in the next 5 to 7years..guess we only appreciate our friends during our teenage years no?Adulthood will be,sigh,chasing for our so call material wealth (but essential right?).But as my mentor once told me,we are only spending only a small part of our lives,exploring the world namely Japan for 5 years..but as i said before and the possibilties are there..what if I decided to stay putt in Japan?I shudder at the thought right now because i know i will definetly miss the family and friends here but hey,again, a lot can happen within the next 2 weeks what more the next 7 years?Thinking to much is so not good..guess have to take one step at a time.To be a person who have to be good in everything namely a perfectionist is also a very tiring thing..Living in a hostel with people of different personalities really opened my eyes,but as usual,its only 3 weeks,people here are still very..how to put this,polite to each other.We'll see for the few weeks to come.the only drastic differences is the pace one can catch up in the lectures right now,sadly,I'm the few that is lagging.No matter how hard i tried there's always a gap between myself and my class's worthy opponentS..Which is why,*sigh*the supports of my friends here is so essential but its ok.I know they will be here if i really needed them,i think i should really give in my best shot and try my best.everyone should,in order to so-call succeed in life. Well,i'm blabbering nonsense again,guess will end here..cheers to friendships..