~Study~

People don't usually blog about how many hours they study,
either because they don't or they just don't find the need to.
What's there to brag about how many hours we have studied?
Many hours of studying doesn't mean that you are good,
that it'll guarantee success.
In fact,sometimes I think,in my case,because I'm too slow at absorbing facts,
that's why I need so much time.
Or maybe because I'm too much a perfectionist,
that I have to cover everything from head to toe,resulting time consumption.

University entrance test,
doesn't mean you have to get 100% to pass.
This I know,
But it never hurts to put in 120% of effort,
For we will never know what type of questions will turn up.
Even with 120% effort,
I still might fail.
If I panicked,or the questions is out of my league.

Sometimes,I wonder.
Will my brain fry-up due to too much work?
Will I be a hunch-back by the age of 30 due to my sitting position everyday?
Will it be worth it to spend so much time on this exam?

For the last question,I asked myself back..
What would you do if you weren't studying?
Instead of studying,the thing you might do,will it be worthwhile?
Somethings are meant to be and some not,
I believe I'm meant to be here at this moment,
Studying.
Because that's the way I chose to be.
Because in the end,that's the only thing I'm good at.
I can't sing,I can't lead,I can't draw.
So,though tiring...
I can only study.

Time,
can really slow down if you want them to.