~Reflect~

On a Sunday morning like this,

I use to wake up to prepare myself to work at the cake shop.

Today,I had a break from work but ended up in my lab instead.

A good thing in fact,for it gave me the chance to reflect.

Truth to be said, I was lost.

At what I want to do or what I'm supposed to do.

All these hustle bustle sometimes make me forget who I really am.

What I intend to be or do.

The further I go,the more I realize this is not something I have passion for.

I don't go to the library seeking info for my research.

I don't do my experiment 4times a week.

I rather go work to earn money than use my brain.

I don't have the hunger for knowledge like others do.

All I do now is work at the cake shop,

Complete my homework.

Do research once a week.

Sounds so simple but why do I feel so tired everyday?

Somehow,

Working at the cake shop kills my time for reports.

So I do them at night.

Which resulted me having no time for leisure at night.

And I end up tired,sleeping early,but still waking up tired.

And then there's this mental stress of not doing my research enough.

The cycle goes on.

And I continue feeling tired.

I really need a vacation.