~Foolish~

I sound so foolish.

She tried to persuade me to get out of Japan.

With her brother.

I let her advise sink into me..

So I called my mum.

But my mum was rational,even though I know she longed for me to go home as well.

She know I have graduation next week,and if I don't hand in the paperwork for my Masters entrance,I might not be able to continue my Masters and obtain my visa to continue studying in Japan.

So she asked me to stay, or go to Kyoto where it's deemed safer.

I panicked and chatted on MSN with a few friends.

Two said to leave,two said to stay.

I went to talk to Abby..

And she is staying put.

Unlike her,

I don't let God decide.

I know some things are out of our hands.

But I also believe that we have to prevent whatever disaster that has been predicted.

But then again,

We have responsibilities.

I know I sound so foolish,

Opting to stay put when my heart longed to fly back to Malaysia.

I've tried looking for tickets to fly to anywhere,

As long as it's out of Japan.

Korea,Sydney,Taiwan..

But in the end..

I let my craziness and rational sink in.

I'm staying.

We'll see what will happen on Thursday.

I'm trusting the engineers at the nuclear plant.

I'm trusting that the Thursday prediction is just a prediction remaining at 40%.

I'm trusting my instincts to stay here.

I'm trusting my foolishness for once.