~Hard~

I'm acting like a child,I know.
It could be the alcohol I just drank.
I don't know.
I just don't want to go internship tomorrow.

The fear of not being able to produce ideas.
The fear of not performing well.
The fear of tomorrow's presentation.
The fear of the unknown.

I know they won't think that much of me.
I am,a nobody,to them after all.
Just a university student there for 2months.
But still I don't know why...I care.
I had the craziest longing that..
If only I can leave some accomplishment behind.
Even if I'm there only for 2 months.

I don't want them thinking I'm just there for the credit hours.
Or just a brainless girl trying to kill time everyday at the office.
But the sad truth is..
I'm hopeless!!
I know nothing about batteries.
I had to study about them when I'm there.
With the limited time I have,before they stash me with more information and work.
Every work given to me is actually related to the assigned theme they gave me.
There's so much to learn,yet my brain is not working fast enough.
I'm not even living up to my own expectations.
What more theirs?

Tomorrow will be week 1 of 6.
Hopefully I won't have insomnia tonight.
Wish me luck=(