~Fast~

It's already December.
My dear SS and YY's birthday has just passed.
Soon it'll be MC's.
They are the few precious of my life.
There are moments that we shared.
Bond that we made that's quite indescribable.
Less contact due to commitments.
But nevertheless talked like yesterday when we do.

Joke as people may.
And usually I wouldn't care much.
Act like I do for drama and fun.
But yea, the mid-twenties is coming for me soon.
I don't mind when people joke about it.
For it's a fact that couldn't be turn back.
Though the night is always merciless when it comes to deep thoughts.Procrastination?Relaxation?Leisure?
They are just labels for time-outs I give myself.
They could be a bit of all three.
I do it all the time at night.
When I try my best to achieve more in the day.
A silly discipline which doesn't shows any benefit for me,myself and I.
At the end of the day,
It's just a silly routine of making myself tired.
And I still come back empty-brained.

The world is everyone's stage.
Petty matters of game scores,
Of what to have for dinner,
Of getting better results.
So insignificant?Or somewhat related?
To how the world works.

Another 2 years.
Of research.
What about my private life?