~Flu~

Darn,it's just one lousy week.
One lousy work where I work crazily on my research.
Well,compare to other people's lab,what I do might still not be enough..
But then again,compare to a lot of people,
I might have done more..
Hell,what am I crapping about..

It's not just the research part.
It's about meeting deadlines for other things as well.
Presentation on 28th this month
Presentation in November,December,February and March.
It's nothing,yea,really nothing..
Only an average of 1 presentation one month only..*sarcastic

Doing one simple presentation for that short 10 to 15minutes
Actually requires months of preparations and experiments..
To get certain presentable data,
We have to work on lots of Trail and Error..

I know I know...
I have been complaining too much.
But I just couldn't understand why I have to go the conference in March
While the other degree holders in my lab just sit there and chit chat..
True,I get to learn more...
But I do wonder if it's worth the stress the conference is putting me into..
It also means that my March holidays aka my spring hols is gone..
Sigh..

Just one week.
I got to know about my life in the next half a year.
Just one week.
The sudden change of weather and workload..
Made me down with flu and fever.

I need a break.