~Suddenly~

I once told a friend that we should take sometime out,put everything down on our hands and stop to breathe in the fresh air,take notice of the weather,and just be at the moment.The friend told me,that he didn't have the time to do so,and there is no need to do so..At that moment,I was shocked at how people can be so busy that they have no time to take note of what surrounds us..But today,when I finally have the time to actually sit down and watch my drama and actually think about what to blog..I suddenly realized that it has been quite a long time since I've actually sit down and just let the sound of the rain outside calm me down..

I suddenly realized that I've been pretty occupied myself.Aside from doing my research in the day,my part time job in the evening,even at night,when I thought I have the time..I sometimes ended up working overtime at my part time job place or spending time on Facebook before heading to bed early in preparation to wake up early for another round of research the next morning.

At times like these,before I sleep I even think about what kind of life I'm leading,where I am heading,what is the purpose of this all.I suddenly lacked motivation to move on.I wonder why..I have some doubts recently and sometimes I even doubt if I should share it,even if I do,to whom I should share it to.For fear of bringing them unnecessary inconvenience,which they are too polite to say no..

Oh,in another turn of suddenness..TS,HC,CW..you guys might not be reading this (well,maybe YY and TS does=P)In two more days,it'll be the one year anniversary since I met you guys in Sydney. How fast a year has passed eh?How I wish we could all go find great food again,sight-see and enjoy each others company..Only one year,yet so many things have changed..Oh well, Happy One Year anniversary to our friendship in advance.Thanks YY,for introducing these guys to me=P

Sudden abruptness again..I have the urge to watch drama again.Bye