~Mess~

My life is in such a mess..I have a rough idea of what my research is about,but I'm not sure if I'm learning fast enough.I have a test on Monday and I'm still online..

And yea,I'm still single.
So what?

Today I had a shocked when I went into my lab today.
A few of my classmates who were there suddenly asked me if I were single.
So I said,Yea I am.
They went on:Do you have a boyfriend in Malaysia?
Me:No.Why?
Them;Nah.Just wanted to know.Why you don't have a boyfriend?
Me:Cuz I don't need one?><
Them:Don't you plan to marry?
Me:(sensing something fishy already)Yea,but NOT to a JAPANESE
Them:Oh..*silence..Then,that guy no hope d lar..
Me:What guy??!
Them:Oh,he told us not to tell.
Me:Oh ok..

After awhile...
Me:So who is it?=P
Them:Erm,we not sure if we can tell.
Me:Actually I ALREADY know who..
Them:*shocked faces..So who do you think it is?
Me:Erm..He is in XX lab one right?
Them:Wow,how come you already know?
Me:Duh,cuz he kept on messaging me though I didn't reply lo..

And the conversation drags on..

You would expect them to support their friend.Who would have thought they help me shoot him?Japanese are such good back-stabbers.Yea well,in the end,the conclusion was,tell the guy to give up hoping lar..I'm not interested in Japanese guys.Weird fella,I didn't even talk to him more than 5 times in class and already he likes me.Weird..And when I didn't reply his email he gets down..Haiz..I mean,I cannot control people liking me,but doesn't mean I have to give him hope right?

Already I have to find time to rest,
To earn more money,
To study and to do research.
And I have to handle unexpected crushes?(No offence,but I'm SO not enjoying this)
Sigh..
MY life is a mess..