~Late~

For the first time in my life,I woke up late for class.When my friend messaged me asking if I were to attend the first period class at 8.30am,I was surprised to find that it was already 8.26am.A check with my alarm clock found that it ran out of battery.So for the first time in my life,I skipped class because I slept in..Geeshh.Because I had no class for few periods after that til 1.35pm,I stayed at home and relaxed..

It has been a long time since I relaxed..Every since I found this part time job,I have been working from 4pm til 8.30pm everyday except..today(Wednesday) which is the day the shop is closed.Besides selling cakes,there's other things I have to do.Nothing is so simple as it seems..There's cookies to pack,floor to wipe(hands down to wipe the floor with cloth,not mop lerr),rubbish to throw,all the pots and utensils to wash,scrub etc.Well,besides the basics of remembering the names of about 20types of cakes,cookies,still have to remember the price,what box to use for what cakes etc..Really going crazy with all the memorizing..

When working there,it dwells to me that I'm starting to forget a lot of things and its scaring me.Maybe because there's so many things to remember at the cake shop..I can't help forgetting to do certain things,or remember certain rules to how things work..I'm really not used to this...I was always sure of what was to be done,what was to be said,what not to left out..Now,it seems like everything is in kiosk..Somehow I just miss out something..

Thank goodness school work is not effected with all my working..I don't know why,recently I just feel like I'm a walking zombie.There's no passion for anything,the longing for anything..the motivation to strive for anything at all..Is this normal?

~静静~

喜欢一个人静静地听歌，
静静的唱歌。。
享受着歌词的含义
静静地陷入自己的妄想。。

自从来到这个大学以后，
已经好久好久没有一个人自己静静的想一想了
不知道这是否是一件好事。。
毕竟想太多，
往往会让我感慨说为什么很多事情
想试，想要
却力不从心。。
一次又一次的面对失望。。

自从从大马回到日本以后，
很多事情都想开了。。
不，说好听是想开了，
说难听是懒了，累了。。

从我有记忆以来，
我的生活大部分的时间就是为了要考好成绩
不停的读书，做练习等等。。
很幸运的也考到不错的成绩
得了奖学金到日本来深造

可是自从我去年考大学时，
不小心地进了这间大学。。
我整个人就心灰了。。
虽然说进了这间大学，
读书也没那么压力，
跟学长学姐们吃喝玩乐的时间也比较多。。

可是，
也可能是因为这样。。
习惯了轻松的日子，
快乐的聚会。。
让我有了不想再拼的念头
不想再拼命压力自己
非得考到一个好大学等等
累了，懒了，放弃了。。
原来坚持了那么久的信念是可以那么容易的放弃的。。

我不会笑以前的我很白痴，
我也不会批评现在的我没大志，
我只想一个人静静的，
快乐的过接下来的日子。。

~Small bits~

1.I found a part time job at a cake shop:) Happy sial..The people there are quite nice,hope I'll have fun when I start.

2.I saw a rainbow yesterday.Funny that no one else saw.People are so engrossed with their daily lives that they forget to look around them and enjoy what mother nature has to offer.

3.I burnt myself a bit on the face with the glass bar I was making yesterday.Lucky it was at a place where I can cover the scar with my hair.Hope the scar will be gone soon.

4.Had a very nice Satay Celup gathering with my seniors here yesterday.Lucky they helped clean up a bit,if not I sure die cleaning one.

5.Slept at 4am but woke up at 9am.No thanks to Jian for dragging us to the gym.Had a great workout,burnt lotsa calories..But after lunch and Baskin Robbins,total calories burnt= zero
=p

6.Having Silverweek hols now(5days hols),but staying indoors..At least got time to refold my clothes,bring out the long sleeves shirts as it's getting cold etc.Got lotsa time to read books Shengcui intro-ed,finish homework and watch dramas..yay..

7.Home alone at the moment.Enjoying the silence of the house=)

8.Missing the times where I can have long long talks with people..

The End.

~Fuji Q~

Back to Uni week number 2..For those who usually see me online would have noticed that I seldom online these days...This is due the massive amount of work I've had for the past...gosh,only 7days?!!?There's a lot of crash courses,meaning usually lessons finish in 10weeks(10sessions) but in these 2 weeks,we're have certain courses in 5sessions.These sessions are conducted by teacher from another university so they cannot be spread out into 5 weeks,thus,in one week we are forced to cram in 10weeks worth of information..My head was almost exploding..

Well,on a happy note,the bunch of us(10 chinese Malaysians) here went to Fuji Q last weekend:)Really enjoyed the rides,especially The Fujiyama and The Eejyanaika..The Haunted hospital was also superb..But I really HATED the queue..For the Fujiyama,we had to queue for 1 and a half hour,which was long,but bearable..For the Eejyanaika..it took us 3 freaking hours!!Although the ride was worth it,3hours really dampen our spirit a lot..

That was Saturday,on Sunday we went around 河口湖,one of the 5 famous lakes near Mount Fuji.Wanted to look for flowers but most of them were out of season..Still,the bunch of us had fun..Joking among ourselves,teasing each other with 'insiders only' jokes etc..Got back late at about 11pm on Sunday due to some 'technical errors'..namely the GPS,the navigator and the driver:p Really enjoy going out in groups like this..