~Late~

For the first time in my life,I woke up late for class.When my friend messaged me asking if I were to attend the first period class at 8.30am,I was surprised to find that it was already 8.26am.A check with my alarm clock found that it ran out of battery.So for the first time in my life,I skipped class because I slept in..Geeshh.Because I had no class for few periods after that til 1.35pm,I stayed at home and relaxed..

It has been a long time since I relaxed..Every since I found this part time job,I have been working from 4pm til 8.30pm everyday except..today(Wednesday) which is the day the shop is closed.Besides selling cakes,there's other things I have to do.Nothing is so simple as it seems..There's cookies to pack,floor to wipe(hands down to wipe the floor with cloth,not mop lerr),rubbish to throw,all the pots and utensils to wash,scrub etc.Well,besides the basics of remembering the names of about 20types of cakes,cookies,still have to remember the price,what box to use for what cakes etc..Really going crazy with all the memorizing..

When working there,it dwells to me that I'm starting to forget a lot of things and its scaring me.Maybe because there's so many things to remember at the cake shop..I can't help forgetting to do certain things,or remember certain rules to how things work..I'm really not used to this...I was always sure of what was to be done,what was to be said,what not to left out..Now,it seems like everything is in kiosk..Somehow I just miss out something..

Thank goodness school work is not effected with all my working..I don't know why,recently I just feel like I'm a walking zombie.There's no passion for anything,the longing for anything..the motivation to strive for anything at all..Is this normal?