~Today~

As I was doing my correction for my thesis,
Feeling down because my first draft was full with red corrections,
I had no idea why,
The song Melody by David Tao sounded especially sad today.
And suddenly there was the urge to find someone to talk to.
Anyone would do..

And then it downed to me that this sudden surge of emotions,
Are sometimes meant for myself and not for others.
Not everyone would lend a sympathetic ear
Nor understand what you are going thru..
Some might think that you're just trying to gain attention,
Or otherwise try to give some pointless suggestions.
Sometimes..
All we need is a person to listen..

Today,
I read my sister's blog..
Found that I missed out a lot..
I also found that I've been thinking a lot about my trip back home next month..
It's different with travelling to other countries..
But funny,I'm more worried this time..
Worried if I could get used to...a familiar surrounding..


Nevertheless,I'm looking forward to it..
The anxiety,the excitement,the worry..
Hard to describe..