~A busy life~

Besides going to class,we have experiments.
And for this first experiment,we have to give a power-point presentation.
And 'lucky' me,I was paired with one of the hopeless person in our class.
He's alright,just a bit irresponsible.
He's also known as the person-who-sleeps-throughout-all-lessons.
1 experiment done,10more to go with him...
Sigh,1st of May's presentation..
Have to do myself lo..

2nd of May's presentation on my research.
I might not be able to come up with very complicated chemical structures,
But at least,I have something and my preparation is done.
But staying up til 8.30pm from 3pm almost everyday in my sensei's lab,
Completing the slide shows,
Makes me panic and I realised I really have to find time to study soon.
Else,I have to say goodbye to Japan by next year.

2hours per day of studying is seriously not enough.
Sigh,means I have to start giving up lessons and study in class?
Worry worry.
Keep on counting the days
Not enough time d..
Sigh..
Sorry for the numerous sigh-ings..
It's just a phase I have to go through,I guess.

ps:thanks for the card Em,really meaningful.Don't worry,after my exams,I think I'll be back to normal.


From this to this..3 years celebrate birthday with him d.My only member in this kosen of my batch.Tukar banyak eh??Nice to have you around=)

13 foreign students this year..9Malaysians..One taking pic,one never attend birthdays..For fun put up..=)

~ITC~

It stands for International Training in Communication.Its a group formed by English enthusiast which is said to have members all around the world.I'm not sure if its true or not.But anyway,Kamarull,Afifi,Tang Yii and I were invited to introduce Malaysia to the members of the club(all Japanese).All the meeting minutes,introductions and presentation was done in English.



If I'm not mistaken,this is my first presentation in English.I wrote 2 paragraph for my slide show,but in the end decided to try to speak spontaneously following the slide show I made.Using the simplest English I know,and speaking as slowly as I could,I intro-ed to them about Malaysian culinary. It took me 19minutes and 36 seconds,according to the timer=P
Some members went back d..Not so little people only one...


It feels good to be able to present something and people enjoyed what you showed or tell them.To me,if you were asked to do something,its either you give your 100% or don't do it at all.I'm glad the 4 of us managed to be good ambassadors for our country(according to them,we're like tourist guides=p)We brought our own laptops to show our slide shows,TY and I brought our Baju Kurung,I brought the catalogs of Visit Malaysia year to them(in English and Japanese) and Kamarull even brought Malaysia's 50-year anniversary collar pins for the members.

Me,Kamarull and TY high up Marriot Hotel of Nagoya..Nice view(Its opposite Midland Square)


At first I was pretty reluctant to go because I really needed to study.But then again,coming to Japan,life is not about studying only,I realised.We are after all,small ambassadors of our country.If we were given the chance to promote Malaysia,I don't see why not. After that we were treated to high-class dinner at Marriot Hotel somemore.

So though tired,had fun.Tomorrow,do homework lu..

~Selfish~

Was depressed the day before yesterday..

I was said to be selfish...

I broke my friend's CD case,a Simple Plan CD..

It was one of his favourite out of the 3 he lend me some more..

And that triggered him to tell me his thoughts,in a very direct way..

About another issue which happened 2months ago..

Something about me being selfish and didn't really noticed other people's feelings..

I got sad..Not angry at his frankness,but instead grateful that he chose to tell me..

Japanese is not known for their frankness,and I'm glad he chose to tell me cuz he treated me as a friend..

But still,that doesn't mean it won't make me depressed..

I thought I was OK..

Not perfect but OK..

Until I was reminded I was not so..

I thought of returning to the quiet and closed-up self when I just came to this class,

But thought better of it..

He told me because it was for my own good..

I should learn to change..

and I will...

PS:in the meantime..searching high and low for the new CD to return to him..sigh

~I have a friend~

I have a friend,who was good in everything.Studies,sports and very gentle yet strong at the same time.Unfortunately,this 'perfect' friend of mine has a illness.Which cost him to repeat fourth year again because of his absenties for his visits to the hospital.He was well the whole year last year and thankfully managed to come into 5th year with us this time.

But his illness(something to do with the blood cells) strikes again...Quite seriously,I heard.Til the extent that he has to stay in the hospital for the whole month of April.Truth to be told,I AM worried sick..He is one of the close friends I managed to make last year,me being the foreigner,and he being a ryuunensei(repeat student?)Until now,when is he coming back,no one knows.

Seriously,we do tend to take things granted in our life.Especially our health.We tend to complain about others,nag non stop etc.Until something bad happens,an omen or should I say a wake-up call in our daily lives that we should be grateful with what we have.We tend to brush off the thought,that what if you knew you were going to die tomorrow,what will you do?Because secretly we just don't want to think about it.But think,what if you were to die tomorrow,will you still complain that my neighbour is the devil from hell?My classmate is such an a** etc??

Be grateful is something we should do everyday,in my opinion.Losing the sense of gratefulness,you lose the sense of seeing the beauty in our daily lives.The warmth of friendship,the excitement etc..

The pics are of my 3rd and maybe last Hanami in Kansai..

Never knew that sunrise could look so beautiful in a city too..

~最近~

最近一到晚上难免会感到感伤
是读书的压力吗?
不见得。。

只不过总觉得闷闷得。。
好像少了些什么，
少了一种动力，
一种充实感。。

不知该怎么办才好。。。
开始慌了。。。

~In Love~

Fell in love with her voice... Listen til the end,if you have time..It gets better..