~Update~

Guess people have been tired of stopping by without seeing any updates.
I seriously don't have the time to blog anymore.
Recent events..
Nothing much.
Life has never been so monotone before.
Until I got jealous one day,and found out something which made me sleepless that night.

I got over it.

Nowadays,nothing and I seriously mean NOTHING could make me "feel" anymore.
After a phonecall with a fellow PPKTJ,I got panicked about my Uni entrance test.
But it, again,lasted only for one day.
It must be because of a friend I talked to.
A friend who made me realised that seriously,
No matter what,
Things you have to face you have to face.
Sooner or later.

No matter how much I study,
I'll always think it's not enough.
For better or worse,
I could only prepare what I can,
And give my best shot.
As long as I have no fear of getting into any Uni,
There's actually no pressure nor worries anymore.

Everyday,people struggle to survive.
To lead a life.
Even the most optimistic guy have worries.
Or have their own problems.
The optimistic side they potray to others,
Might just be a disguise.
Or something they want to believe they can do.
If it is for their own good,
And also brings a positive vibe to people around them.
I don't see why not.

Thing is,
This friend made me "see through" things.
Meaning,to keep an open mind for things to come.

I realised...
Its time I give my best shot.
Whatever the outcome,
I'll still have to face it.
I might be depressed after these 2months.
And might need another 2months to get back on my feet.
But I believe time could heal any wounds.
I seriously believe it could.
It will also brings lots of new things for me to discover.
I could be happy and elated after these 2months.
Who knows..
We'll see..

For the time being.
I'm going to do what I can.
Then I can say I did my best with no regrets.
Cheers=)