~Long long week~

I have the urge to list down my schedule for the past one week,the coming week,and the following week and beyond...up to 7th of December..The deadlines for reports,small tests,meetings,homeworks,major exam in December...Endless...

Everynight,its the same routine.Getting homework done,study for small tests and finishing reports..Tired?Maybe..I'm not exaggerating when I say I hardly have time to think.Which,might be a good thing as weird as it might sound.As you guys might have realised by now,I tend to think too much given the time.More often than not,I worry too much.Nowadays,thinking equals to sad memories recallation and future-worrying..So,getting myself busy,or correctly put,the situation gave me no choice but to finish things on time=busy,might be a good way for me to stay alert and be comfortable with myself after all.

In other words,I'm not against having a busy lifestyle.

It made me realised how much things I can do and learn.
It made me realised how important life is and that I should stop wallowing.
It made me realised that in between the 'busy-ness',the short quick breaks are so treasurable.
It made me realised that I should not mind too much about things I have no control upon,but instead work hard on what I can do and have confidence in.Be it human relationships or studies.

Today for example,is the busiest day of this week.I have one term paper because the teacher is going to America during exam period,the paper is brought forward to today.Studied til 12midnight yesterday,woke up at 6am to do more studying.After that exam,another small test for Inorganic Chemistry plus a 2page report.Next up is a small meeting with a sensei from TIT(Tokyo Institute of Technology) and listened to him intro-ed about Tokoudai,while I figured hard to ask question.Figured hard meaning,to ask the proper questions while using the 'right' Japanese language.Spectrums explanation on the homework I have done throughout the week was next,struggling with my Japanese again.

Last was a foreign student's event with the graduated foreign students.The graduated seniors came back to give some talks about life after kosen.Be it in University or working life in Japan.Those information were pretty important but one thing that really mattered to me was the grasp of Japanese language.Again,the seniors said watching TV is the fastest way to learn.If only I have the time..Today might be the last event my tutor could attend as my 'tutor'.We were pretty moody after the event ended.

2years passed by just like that..Time really does flies.I was happy she said she wished she could be tutor for another year.She didn't precisely said being MY tutor,but I guess it was understood.Read her journal in Mixi,a Japanese blog-like community,I guess we did share a bond that goes beyond the friendship bond I have with my classmates.She was the person I could turn to when I talked about my relationships,my homesickness,my Japanese language problems..Though younger than me,she was much wiser beyond her peers.I'm really glad it was her that I can rely on through for my 2 years here.Next year,she might not be obliged to teach me since 5th year students don't need tutors anymore,but I don't think our relationship would change much,I surely hope not..

She would definetly be one of the person I might miss most when I leave Suzuka..

Gosh,gotta wake up at 6am tomorrow.Nights

Ps:Good luck sis on your STPM,and bro for your SPM...