~On 2/10/2007~

Yesterday was my tutor's birthday.The girl who was my guide to kosen for the first day,teaching me things I needa know although she's younger than me.Cute and adorable yet matured for her age,I'm really glad she's my tutor.What I like her about most is the balance of her character.She's no all-study no play kinda nerd,she's funny and enjoyable to be with.But when it comes to exam,her no-nonsence study mood is what make her produce excellent results.I'm impressed with her being so calm and collected at all times.In short,I'm glad I can have her as my tutor.

We gave her a suprised party yesterday,buying puding and creme and cookies for decorations.Presents of course,were the norm,I hope she liked the bracelet I got her from China.Seeing her wearing it to class today,I was really happy.She even mentioned me in her blog and I was happy that my presence here in Japan means something to someone.That I'm no just a foreign student but a pal to them..

Had another 'counselling' session with Mr.Lawson.I called it counselling although it's just a normal chat because I go to his office almost every week now.And our chats could last for..2hours..He's very interesting to listen to,and he cares about what happens in my life.Giving me advice like a father should.(A good practise since he's a father to be,congrats!!)Of course speaking to him means I have to learn to speak carefully,language wise but otherwise,I'm glad I have an adult to talk to.As usual,he persuaded me to go for a PHD,and tried to convince me I have the ability to do so.He also made me realised that although I know I'm a worry-wart,I should learn to adapt to it,maybe,because worrying might just be someone's natural characteristic.He just told me that although worrying is alright,I should not feel pressured by the things I worry..I guess the thing that interests him most is my future boyfriend,if I could get one.Haha.He kept on analysing me,and kept on making inferences through my character,what kind of boyfriend would suit me well etc..Usually I just kept mum when it comes to this topic,or just answer him by saying 'Maybe','we'll see..'=P Thing is,these things comes naturally,no point worrying about it,and when the right time and right person comes,I guess I can accept him even if he doesn't meet my so-called 'high standards' by Mr. Lawson.(I don't have really high standards btw..=P)

After a great day I had yesterday,I have no idea why I felt so moody today.I got back 2 100marks today yet it doesn't make me jumping with joy.I guess seeing my classmates starting to study for University entrance made me feel guilty for wasting my time,I guess.Time to buck up again,I had enough rest..Jyane