~Golden week coming~

In Japan,they have this one week holiday call the Golden Week..What is it for I have not actually 'googled' it so I have no idea.Like back when I was in Malaysia,as long as its a holiday,who cares what is it for..

I've been really looking forward to this holiday,even though I have just started class only 3weeks ago..Being a 4th year here means new challenges as studies gets tougher,now the syllabus are equivalent to University level studies.I know I have to go through this phase of life sooner or later,but as they say,you'll never know unless it really hits you...I'm really starting to feel grown up,even though I have long reached 21.I don't feel like one,what more act and think like one though I'm often told I'm very matured thinking before this..Until now...

First week of class,like what I have stated before,I feel pressured with work and studies.A sudden big leap in studies is not what I have expected.But the leap is what every classmate of mine have to go through too,so I couldn't and shouldn't complain actually.Now my life revolves around reports,doing experiment from 1pm til 7pm(6 sickening hours),creating some 'chemistry magic' in other words,create something out of Chemistry (chemical reaction etc).Like it or not,with all these works,there is responsibilty,and that's where I have the sudden feel of being a real grown up.

You have to take responsibilty as a member of the group when doing an experiment,or hand in your report,or when creating something which might be hazardous if not carefully treated.You need to learn to depend on others at times too,and also volunteer as a member of the team.In other words,within these 3weeks,I learned that my school life is no longer sit in class and listen to lectures,its time to use what I have learned and work as a team..Sigh..Grown up grown up..

Though I like my busy life now,pressure is always with me.I don't know why I kept on feeling pressured.Maybe its my old habit of doing everything on time and doing it to,if not,almost perfection.So ironic of me,I like my busy life,yet I keep on pressure myself to do well and suffer from mental stress..Haaa..

So this Golden Week,it's going to be all play and no study..But in order to do that,sadly,I have to finish my piled up work...like,by now and tomorrow???Isshhh...Reading The Star and the cheap airfares,how I wish I could be in Malaysia and travel all around again..Wishful thinking...