Sorry for the so-not creative title..I'm just so not creative,so there..
I'm really damn frust about my finger,wondering why it took so long to recover..Now,I have been opening my bandage everyday when I bathe,and tried to move it,massage it as advised by the doctor..But no matter how I try,my middle finger still hurts and feels weak,I cant even lift it nor bend it,what more strecth it straight?
My palm is still swollen,the skin of my palm where my bone broke now is a vast difference from the rest of my hand..Its dark brownish black in colour.Its looks so scary that I sometime feel like breaking down,wondering why this freak accident happened..At first they say it'll take only six weeks to recover,it's now the 8th week,and I'm so nowhere near 'fully recovered'..
Even my classmates and teachers have been asking why I still haven't recovered..Am I being sensitive or they just take it for granted that within one month any sickness/bone-breaking will just automatically 'fully recover'?I guess they meant no harm,but everytime being asked,inside,I'm damn frust at my own bone for not recovering fast enough..I know these things can't be rush,but I'm starting to worry and getting impatient..
Because I'm turning 21.I can't celebrate with full joy because of my injury.I can't go karaoke with my friends because I cannot cycle my bike which is turning rusty.Hell,I can't even dress properly with finding clothes with huge sleeve opening..
Because exam is coming near.I can't erase properly,I can't draw lines with my ruler and I can't even open my book without preventing the pages turning over with my pencil box..I can't even write on pieces of paper cuz they will move..
Because I'm going back to Malaysia soon.How would I manage my luggage with a weak hand?I don't want to go back to Malaysia a handicapped person.Nor I want my 'mamak dates' or outings chat topics revolves only on my injured hand..Goodness,I can't even drive then!
Sigh,exam is near.I guess that's the main reason of my frustration.Studying not done.If I say because my hand needs extra care,I'll get comments like "what has your injured hand do with your brain?"Yea well,I get pissed off for the pages won't stay,the book flipping over,and when I need to do reference with another book,I can't open the other book without another huge effort..but still,I have to do it,I don't have a choice do I?I just feel like venting out,that's all..
歌如人生
5 years ago
11 comments:
ah moi, i duno where ur chatterbox went. i got pressies for u from india! dun feel depressed k?
wow.. 2months edi.. so fast.. didnt know thats its that mahfan. paiseh, lousy fren i am..
perhaps, u should take more vege, vitamins, milk.. take more nutritous food la..
a message to kelly's hand,
weih, dun merajuk d la. edi 2 months la. see, she got take good care of u in these period rite? pls serap more calcium, vitamins and get well soon!! eh, ppl got exam one weih!
love~
ur owner's good fren~
Dun get depress k! It will definitely going to heal. it's just the matter of time. Don't worry!
2 more days and it will be your 21st. Can't celebrate with you this year...and can't wish you face to face also...how sad! Anyway, have a great year ahead!
Smile always*
if u wanna recover fast,
eat a proper meal juz like others do,
not juz bread for lunch,
a healthy person can do tat, but not a sick person.
tats all i wanna say. take k.
Wow! 2 months ady.. Never realise that time pass so fast.. Perhaps u can eat food that is high in calcium, maybe the hand can heal faster.
If you are feeling sad and need someone to talk to, I'm ready to be the ear to hear it.
And yeah, Happy Birthday to you in advance. Too bad I can't celebrate it with u this year. Maybe wait till u come back to have a belated celebration, k?
u just took your pin out din u? don expect miracles to happen la. it's normal. massaging is good though. try light workouts but dont overstrain yourself. and as kim said, eat properly :P
Sayang, sakit sekejap onie okay? ;)
It takes time to heal. Doctors just estimate, but it really depends on the person herself also u know.
Don't worry too much, and stop counting the days.
concentrate on ur studies 1st k, score well and keep the grades up. Come back d i belanja makan for being such a tough girl. ;)
yup, a proper meal with proper nutrients is essential. take multivitamins also. can't wait to see u!
What 'gal' said is very true, just don't worry too much...
Forget all those massages, vitamins, eat this eat that advises...its brain over bones, you'll be ok if you say you are!
ahhaha come back and i'll share my bottle of "calcium" with u kkk? don't worry la.. it'll heal by itself. no point worrying also...
although u told me 'zhong yan ni er' but i wan to tell u this also.. eat something which provide u protein lah, it may recover faster.. :)
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