~I'm ok~

I'm doing fine,I guess.Thanks for all the concern,messages,mails,mocking etc..Of cuz I can't say its no big deal,but like all things that happens in life,I have to accept the fact and move on..No point wailing over it non stop right?

My motto was always this,got a problem,find a solution.

No matter how much you loathe it,lazy to work on it,the problem could never,however we wish it could,solve itself..Complain along the way,brag about it along the way,if it makes you feel better or if you need it on your journey to find a solution,but by the end of the day,you still have to work out something...

Now my situation is this..I have an injured hand.Yea,I have trouble doing things efficiently and easily as I would have with 2hands.But still,things have to be done.So though slowly,I still have to feed myself,clothe myself,bathe myself..That's the basics.No one fetch me to the hospital?Take a bus.I can't live on other people's help all day,they have their routine to go on,I'm not their responsibility.

Funny as it may sound,my worry now is what to where to class soon.Having a huge bandage on my hand,it hurts when I have to squeeze my hand into the narrow,long sleeve shirts.So I resort to short sleeve in my room,cuz there's heater.But go to class?haaa..I am outta idea what to wear..Its damn freaking cold outside now,6degrees is the norm,so how??Next prob,the next check up is on a weekday,I have to skip class,which if possible I want to avoid..How????I want to take full attendance for a good record to go into a good University.Erm,not to say if I could get a full attendance I could go to a good U but..its a good record thing..and if possible I don't wanna skip class..

Sigh,anyway,class is starting on the 9th,sooner or later I still have to face reality and go to class with everyone staring.I'm so gonna miss the time where I can wake up late,watch drama non stop etc.I shiver at the thought of the small test I have on the 11th,3 on one day..I'm so going to die..Since when has study become so difficult anyway???