~That's the way uh huh uh huh!!~

I've been online 3 times already and was busy blog hopping and chatting and finally got myself to do this today..Yosh,my exam..THE final one is finally OVER!!!!!..My plans??going out on outings with friends..(loads of them)Most of them would love to do CNY shopping while I..like in today's case..I spent the WHOLE DAY at Mid Valley..and got..A bracelet..for my friend's birthday gift..Wanna know what my kaki shopping got?total of 4shirts and a jean..Superb no?They even bought more yesterday at Times Square..Respect giler...Me?dunno lar,so not in the mood to get something new just yet..Guess I'm thinking about getting more practical and good quality clothings which will make me drool and "make" me bring them to Japan..So far,found nil in MV...hmmm,where else should I go then?-__-""

The last day of the exam I was ecstatic and went giler with Ayuni and Ain..running through that song(read title) over and over again,doing the jiggly and "peace-ing" and Indian head-move dance...haha.That's when I noticed that every minute seemed like a drag..It was a very very very long one hour,40minutes,20minutes,5minutes and yes,the last minute was the longest of all...Made me realised at that moment that,we often take things for granted and unless we pay attention to it,it will just slip through our fingers just like that..hmmm...How often we have taken thing for granted and never take heed to its little but nevertheless impactful significance?Sigh,enough of this sudden pang of melancholic feelings...I'm on holiday am I not?

Forget it,the nagging feeling is still there..Might be the disagreement I had with my mum in the car..I cannot understand the way she won't let me drive after 2 and a half years..and I couldn't understand her way of thinking:Is it that hard to give way to others at times while driving???Does she have to show her temper when the staff at the cashier ignored her when she chose to jump queue even though the line was short?....What is wrong with her?I hate it when I have to argue with her,she say I follow the book too much but if its possible to follow it,I don't see the NEED to actually go against it no?Is it wrong to be right?

Well,since this is not really a happy entry,I shall keep it short..Hopefully I'll cheer up by tomorrow.Some thought in my mind right now:
I hate being down..
I hate feeling restricted..
I hate getting myself tired..
I hate my aimless and random thoughts..
I hate feeling ironic and being miserable..
I hate myself for being so arguementative..
I hate seeing my flabs in the mirror..
I hate caring for others too much..
I hate not being good enough..
I hate being left behind..
I hate brainless me..