~Self-confinement~

Note that the previous blog I said at the last line:"I will change"..I meant..hell,I locked myself out from the outside world and gave myself some serious training..Yes people,I gave myself serious mental training..Know how?Forced my mum drive me back all the way to my hostel on Tuesday...Lock myself up in my room,become a hermit and...SELF STUDY!!!Yes people..I did just that..siao bo?

And hell,it was a torture..Dah-lar nobody around,got lar actually,some Malay gals stayed back..But I really locked myself up with no human contact til Thursday...They didn't even know I was in the hostel..Waseh..self study in room,easier said then done...know why?You have to be extra/super self discipline to not talk to a single soul and just read read read..non stop..Occasionally napping is already a very high form of leisure..Half and hour,half and hour is all it takes for me to get homesick and the urge to call my mum pick me home was already bursting to be set free..I MISS TV AND FOOD...that's why..But I didn't go back all the way just to get back home again no?SO,I tahan.....till today.Friday,the day where mum said she'll pick me up..Let's see..MY self-realisation...

Walau-eh,time flies ler..I spent 3 days to study Math and during this time.I had to supress the feeling of calling and sms-in more friends(where are they when you need them most).The phone is my only form of communication with the outside world..Every minute that passes by was like a minute stab of self torture..The mental torture of reading more but can't help feeling I'm not reading fast enough..How am I going to finish the syllabus at this pace??besides the occasional,die lar,next week got more past year papers to do,can finish bo?...loads of crap creeping up every minute and every hour there..As the mind seems to wander off,the angel and demon seems to have a comfortable seat upon my shoulders..

Demon:Read so much for what lar,Monkashyo,like SPM,the wider the scope,the easier it'll be..
Angel:You don't read,however easy also cannot do...
Demon:But no need spend so much time on one subject lar,go study other subject lar..
Angel: Read everything,if not how you can answer..Every point counts..

Scoreboard:Angel..1..demon..0
The result..Wasted 3 outta 4 days on Math..alone...sigh

Comes the sickening hour of the day..2pm til 4pm..The time where you just had lunch and felt downright drowsy,but you know if you sleep you'll waste another 2hours..2hours,can finish a lot ler,though not enough one chapter lar...comes 7pm til 9pm..shit!2more hours before bedtime,hurry up....and a mad rush for the next few hours..I made it clear to myself not to sleep late but wake up early..for many reasons including,for the beauty of my skin,for my health,for..err..not to pressuring myself..well,you know what they say..When the night gets late,besides of the weariness the sips through,there's another dose of...hallucination and imaginations running wild..so err..Zao sui zao qi(early to bed,early to rise)...=p

Demon:Sleep more,if not you'll not get enough sleep for the next day..Read til late night oso can't finish one lar..
Angel:Sleep more,for the benefits of your health,but don't procrastinate..

hmm..Angel sounds nicer..So..took half an hour nap every 3pm..for only...20minutes..

But of cuz,I did cut myself some slack..Breakfast is THE thing to look forward to..Had wanton mee the first morning(wednesday),chee cheong fun the next morning..and Nasi lemak and rendang ayam..*licks..sedap giler...this morning...(that is the only form of human contact..the ordering of breakfast)Lunch and dinner?Another mental torture...skip that part..You don't wanna know..

And thank goodness I had goodnight sleeps and enough courage to switch of the lights to sleep..haha.Never had a problem with "those things"..touch wood..Well,had enough stab of loneliness and made Chee Wei called me and arranged for a meeting tomorrow..New Years eve..My last year in Malaysia..I DON"T CARE!!I WANNA GO COUNTDOWN><...Chee Wei was such a sport,really called and we chatted long..Miss my best buddy here,used to chat everyday when I was working at Vincci..After I went into PPKTJ,and he,to form6,we seldom chatted.Nostalgic...He is one of the rare guys who can be a gals' bestfriend and one that can really pour your heart out to..Cheers to friendship with a guy like him..(makes me think,we says guys and gals can't be best friends??THIS..I disagree with you Uematsu Sensei..GALs and GUYs..CAN be best friends..)=p

This is creepy,why is it that self studying in my room requires so much self discipline while others seems to take their own sweet time doing so?I didn't even go back to class for tuition while the rest did..How can they finish the syallabus?!?!?!My time planning all wrong?Walau,and I still wanna go countdown..hehe..don't care lar don't care lar...The irony..It's is confirmed..The years of Chinese education has instilled a very high level of nicely-said "self-discipline" in me,or else better known as "kiasu-ism" besides the extra dose of "competitveness" and "comparisons"..3more lousy weeksss....3 more weeks of self-torture in the form of "self pressure"..sigh,I can't procrastinate as much as I have the urge to do so..I'm freaking myself out..yea,my new nama..FREAK!

As she bits her crimson red lips,face paled immuniation by the pale lights.She faces her worst demon in the form of "her-self"....While listening to the pattering of rains,outside the window...like small little feets of leprachauns,meetin deadlines with hurried little feet..."Friends are to be made and to be broken only THIS you have control of it".she thought,sighing miserably..As she forces herself into the world of figures and formulas..forcing herself to get use to the maze of her brain,every nook and every corner of it.Putting up a formula for every corner,hopefully to retrieve it when she needs to..

Some crap I thought up..Highly exaggerated by mua,thought up when I had 2minutes before falling to sleep yesterday..THIS meant...go figure...=p

~Lamers ahead...~

25th December 2005..My last Christmas in KL before I leave for Japan..Like 25th of December 2004..It has nothing significant to it..I still remember last year's Christmas,I had dinner with mum,sis and Min Ley at Kaki's Corner..For the next day we still have to study for exam..And 26th December 2004 was the first time I felt the earthquake tremors from Sumatra,though it happens quite a lot of times to the residents living in the condos,here in Taman Desa..Fast forward 1year later..

I woke up with nothing to do...And a headache.Although I had had a splendid time the night before..Well,I soon have programmes..Involving sending mum to the restricted zone of Mid Valley at 12.30pm,along with my four kiddy cousins.As expected,the jam was...terrifying.It jammed up all the way from the mouth of Taman Desa to Mid Valley..Gosh..Lucky I dropped them off at the bus stop near the Volvo station.But hell,going back home was even worst..I have officially declare war to Metro buses,rich people with big and fancy cars..Metro buses thinks they own the road whereas the latter just zoomed in and out as if Mid Valley is the last Mall in the whole world.And not forgetting those fickle minded lady drivers who gives a damn about others..and book the whole wrong lane..And to make it worst,3pm,I had to fetch my sister and cousin over there again,and again go through the whole nightmare..wheee...what fun!!I came back with a majot headache and spent the rest of the afternoon sleeping and arranging photos..

Went to Emerson's Christmas party,went there empty handed so..paiseh and helped moved things.Met Ben and Ismail,and was warned before hand of their quirkiness.A pair of fast talking but funny guys.It was a pot-luck party and my the food was great.Had a little of everything.Lvoe the duck popiah,the spaghetti,the herb chicken,the fried prawns,the sweet sour fish,the yam cake,the curry chicken and vege,the fried bee hoon..Everything..it was perfect..Until errr...I had to spent 3hours?around there,in front of the Tv watching...endings of a few pogrammes,mainly cartoons too..Then played PS2,never won anything round,and had Katamari game,it was cool and addictive.Saw some cool gals and guys but as usual being the anti-socialite I am,I said nothing to them.Well,to the handsome guy...:"The TV is dead again"..when Emerson "killed" the Tv..To the cool gal:"Have a seat" and "hi"..that's it..hey,I'm not the host k...(not that the host is doing any better)*uh ehemmm...Then made a hasty leave and joined mum and sis for mamak..Nice party in a way,for i've never been to one..And the food was nice.Just,it was an adult party,not for adventure-loving teenagers like us...And the headache was killing and might be part of the reason why I didn't really enjoyed the party..no offence Em..

Today...fuyoo...Lots was done.Woke up at 9.30am..Rush back to the hostel to pass back the keys to the admin..They had the nerve to call me and ask me to go back all the way to the hostel to pass back the key to them,said:"you tinggal kat KL kan,bole pulangkan kunci ler"..shit them...Min Ley brought hers to Singapore so nothing cud be done..If I wasn't so nice I might just lied and say:"Saya kat Genting"..but pity the resident of room1-28 lar..=).Then went to Mid Valley with mum to exchange the Body Glove shirt my sis chose for me.Don't really like the design but me no fussy ppl,tapi kalau brother wanna change his shirt too....haha..took me half and hour to get a nice design I like and chose for my bro too..Giler siao,these ppl got nothing better to do is it..I reached Mid Valley at about 10.40pm..And hell the parking was almost full and Mv was already packed!Everyone was like.."it's not so early in the morning,and we wouldn't mind waking up to go shopping mood"...weird people..then had to fetch sis to Mv again,jam the whole way again and headed for super nice Chicken Rice at Brem Park..came back..suppose to study but slept the whole afternoon..I hate this kinda life..Makan-sleep-wakeup-makan..so when I woke up I went for a few lapse to kill some fat and guiltiness..

Tmr...we'll see..

Accomplishments:NONE
Failures:1.Ate too much
2.Touched no books..
3.Wrecked my face due to insufficient and unstable sleeping patterns..
4.Spent 4hours in front of the TV..

tomorrow...I SHALL change...no,scratch there..I will change

~Merry Christmas~

Merry Christmas everyone..What's the big deal about Christmas...That's what has been on my mind for the last 12 hours before.Everything is so damn commercialised nowadays that I really don't know what is the true meaning of Christmas,but now I know...

True,its about sharing and exchanging gifts..The carols and the decors..And in my case,I'm thankful there's Christmas,for..without it,I wouldn't have had a great time of my life barely 2hours ago..

It was a small scale party,with plenty of gifts stacking up(even though half of them are lame stuffs) and friends gathered together after graduating from secondary school..It was great,superb in fact..We had the games,where everyone was laughing and cheering,jeering at each other at the lucky ones and not-so-lucky ones at rolling dices to "ransack" other people's gifts..And the pleasant and funny suprises when the gift wrappers,unfold..I would have love to upload more pictures here..but it'll have to wait..the suspense,killing..

A lot of us turned up and well,Shengcui had Linges while the rest chattered away in Mandarin and canto..Felt guilty for dragging Linges into this,but hopefully he too,had fun..Funny watching him trying to fit into that pink top.*grin..Lester they all came late,or it wouldn't have been so bored for the 2 guys.Chee Meng well...He blended in easily..Me??Let's just say...swell...I'm a monalizard,just don't throw me with Hui Gia,Sharon and Rosalind and I'll do fine..No,not that there's anything particular wrong with them,we just don't have ANYTHING in common.=p.Amidst all those,I found "makan gang" compromising,MUA(din take dinner k..)The 3 musketeers, and Keat Yee..Apricot fresh from Australia was not to be missed,love those.

After this gathering..I REALLY REALLY have the urge to throw a birthday bash at my condo here already...Should I?Should I not?cuz it was really nice seeing everyone again.But I also realised that if there's NO GAMES,it'll be hell boring of a party..serious..Decisions,schmisions...I conducted a little "small survey" and the feedback was..."Last year in Malaysia,besides birthday,can also treat as farewell party.."well,I don't want to have a bad memory for my 20th birthday and farewell party....walau!Until then lar...people...help me decide????

Ps:I'm so good at persuading ppl...I have managed to persuade Linges to blog too...another super blogger and another site for me to visit..yea yea..

~Ding Kong..~

Current status:Panda eyes,with a huge pimple on my right cheek,tired out after watching King Kong and a week of exam...

After goodness knows how long I've not blog,I'm back...at last..Its like I've been shut out of the world these past few weeks..Updates bout recent news..Boring spell ahead...

Yesterday was Winter solstice day..supposingly to take the traditional glutinous rice but ended up with stuff crust pizza with Min Ley for dinner..We had a lousy day for dokai,Uematsu Sensei came out with a dokai that even the other senseis can't do,so in the end stuffing ourselves to soothe our mood.Partly also because Clement suprised us by giving the gals Peppermint Christmas Candy and Min and I thought it'll be nice if we give something in return.Didn't took us 5minutes to decide and change and head straight to Carrefour..Had a great time eating RM1 ice-cream,buying wine for him..Sim tia with the price but fine lar,its only once in awhile thing..Funny,last exam yet I didn't really studied for Japanese...

The rest of the days was exam,studying for exam and living a fast pace study-makan-sleep-exam-sleep routine..end of lame-ness.

When it comes to having too much time..amidst all the studying..I start again with my old silly habit of thinking useless stuff..haha..I find that I notice small stuff like err..The light outside the window at my current room(shift back yesterday!)change light..meaning it's white light then gradually change to orange then...padam..fuyyoo...nice ler..and then hor..I noticed that when people study too much or have too much time hor,people like me hor...expects loads of sms-es from friends..and get dissapointed when you'll have to sms them instead...Well,had a suprise receiving a call from Yeng Yeng asking for a gathering,I want ARRR!!but I have the lamest exam again...sighhhhhhhhh

ooo...on the eve of Chemistry paper I had this thought and kept on pondering about it..

The Disavantages of Being short..(my version)

Always looking "so cuuuteee"><"
Always so frail and small...
Always need people's help in moving stuff..
Always need to prove others wrong..
Always need to wear higher/taller shoes??
Always have to get use not to be taken seriously..

Have to act as if I'm so damn proud of being who I am,
Have to laugh along with jokes about being short,
Have to look at leggy gals with matching-super-tall boyfriends,
Have to fold up the leg of my jeans,not once but twice,
Have to bear in mind that Japanese are no longer short people,
Have to worry living in Japan amidst tall people..

So what if I have super positive attitude?
So what if my friends HERE don't mind how I look?
So what if I look "forever" young for my age?

Fact is..I'm SHORT..and I'll look sucky like some shrinking walking doll in mni skirts..

~Weirdness~

The time stated in my blog right now is the time I start to blog here..I've been online for almost an hour now.Time is just ticking away this...It has been long since I can stay in a room myself,blogging.Since shifting,I've never tried..My sister will be back soon,and soon things will return to "normal",the time where this room belong to the 2 of us,sharing the queen size bed.Gone were the days I'm solely in my room,with locked doors and typing in the dark like this..I love to reminisce about my past,as people love to look forward to unpredictable futures.I've read a few blogs,and I found out that things are not always what it seems.Beneath some faces,you never knew that they can be in a depressing mode,LIFE,is a stage where everyone plays "pretend"..

After my previous blog,I had been dwadling.Taking in more food to "store" for the week..*ignore this statement if you don't know what is means,if you do,please spare me the nag..and pacing around aimlessly.It might sound extremly silly,to be so precise yet so blur.I have been(and still am)precise about my usage of time,and made sure that up til now,I will enjoy my moments til I go back tomorrow to start my "last fight",yet,what is the difference,if I start studying now instead of dwadling around here..The irony,I sound blur huh?I always complain that I lack sleep once I go back on the weekdays,yet,I'm giving it up to blog,what's the point?My priorities are all haywired,yet,I can be damn precise that I WON'T online next week.What am I talking...I'm blur,yet I'm not drunk.(unless they spiked Starbucks coffee??=p)

I've experienced the thrill of driving again.Weird place to go though,I went to Mid Valley.Was stuck in the jam,yet I was having fun.I didn't know that I can be such a daredevil too.But I made sure my timing and everything was PRECISE,that I can manage to get into that small crack and loops in between the slow drivers.I can almost see myself sensing their changing of gears and at the same time,I can alomst count how long it will take them before I beautifully curve in the "slot"..I'm not boasting,this was how I felt at that moment.Hey,I'm no pro,I just felt superb at that moment.Well,if you have been a real follower of my blog,you'll know how crazy I'll go when it comes to me driving.Ecstacy..

I could really work on my muscles though,the turning of the wheel is really tiring,without power steering..And this idiot is really stupid..It took me about 10minutes to get outta a tight spot at a parking lot,the fella parked at an exit to the shoplots,giving me a hard time reversing,yes,even to a Kancil.Lucky there was this nice Samratian who helped check the back while mum checked in front.I practically turned the entire wheel 5times left AND right before I can get out of the parking space.No thanks for that illegal parker.1780..Go buy 4D..Still,I was amazed again,how my day was so damn lucky.All the way to and fro,the traffic lights have been green,and I managed to find THE parking space almost instantly.I'm just so damn happy...

Anyhow..it's just a day out at Mid Valley,I'm tired out and going to conk off now.so I shall see you guys later.23rd fastest.Wish you all well..Have a nice life..

~Last fight~

It has been like...Ages since my last blog.Not that I have nothing to write,trust me I have lotsa crap desperately begging to be set free but "discipline" as usual,have gone too far to let "temptation" to get in the way.Last fight...Yeah,this is it people,my last fight to ensure I will have a place in Japan,however much I start to talk about the country fondly.Ironically,it never hit me that I will be going to join the gibberish-speaking actors and actresses in the Jap drama,yet now,I'm going there for years..Meaning now,I have to concentrate on the next 38days,with full throttle,til the extent of driving myself up the wall...But can I?

I might be able to bring my laptop here,back home and refrain myself from the temptation to on9,but still,WHAT can help me to speed read and gain super absorbant memory,keep it there,fresh and warm until its time to pour and serve it to the Monbushyo people?I'm still wondering...In the meantime,desperado me is taking small steps of reading whatever test that is coming first.Meaning,testo for this stupid Thursday and along the way trying to shoot answers in the Japanese university entrance Physics test,which is actually only an exercise but enough to kill my ego that I have nil idea how to solve questions.Sometimes,"shooting" the answer base on my instinct is better than my vail attempt to get a correct answer. Lame...Really lame...

Just came back from Klang,after a night and a day at May Ching's place for her birthday party.Her birthday was last Tuesday,6th to be exact but her party was held yesterday.Woke up early morning to secure tickets for Narnia with Min Ley,window shopped for sports shoes while soaking up the Christmas atmosphere Mid Valley is ever-so generously giving;The Christmas songs were there,so were the counters with cuddly teddy bears and not forgetting the Christmas decor.Everything was beautifully set up to make visitors empty their wallets.Mid Vally is really owned by one-hell of a good planner.=p.Narnia was splendid,will even go and watch for the second time if I have the time and right company.The queue at 11am,was already unexceptionally long and killing,however we were lucky to be able to get it.After Narnia,we were ever so willing to get outta Mid Valley,for we were not the ones who is there for shopping,but was there to kill time before going to Klang.The party was alright,with the usual party food.

We had approximately 20plus ppl,mostly girls for May Ching was,after all,from a gals school.Too bad James,Clement and Teck Soon didn't get a chance to go and know them,haha..After all,the girls were shy..and we were busying with our "card game"(not gambling,according to Clement)=p..Food was alright,and of cuz there was leftovers,I really love helping out,though there was nothing much I could do.Min Ley is officially a certified papaya skinner!hehe..She can skin a papaya,extremly thin skin with no flesh wasted..Using a blade!superb,or maybe I "cha" only?=)..But after we finished cutting the fruits,we vowed not to eat any of them..Muak d..stayed up til about 1.20am,then I conked off tired.All this while what I have been doing was,take pictures,play card games and ps2,watch,stand,do nothing.How I got so tired,I have no idea..Today,had a marvellous "bak kut teh" for breakfast made by Mr.Sia.It was again,splendid!Can't get enough of it..The only con of it,I came back with a bloated stomach..gross..haha..

Through this party,it reminds me of my party when I was in Form 1 and 2.All the hustle and bustle..Next year,should I throw one too?My mum have already asked me earlier,for now,moving to a condo,have to book pool side in order to be able to throw a party.But I have some tiny little worries.Who to invite...Don't get me wrong,I can invite a lot of people but then they will group together according to their own,errr...gropu and not all will have fun.And to me,it loses out the point of inviting people to a party just to let them get bored.On the contrary,this will be my last birthday party before my go-to-Japan-mission"^^...Dah-lar,I'm really a fickle minded person,it really kills me to make this kinda decision...Might as well just forget it..

Anyway,this will be my last blog until 24th of December,by then I'll be going to Yann Yoong's house for Chrstmas Eve gathering.Hope I'll look fine then,cuz studying for exams seems to bring out the worst in me.Not only physically(with pimples and blackhead ever-so visible to the naked eye) but also mentally.I hope I'll not be too tired..I just hope I can enjoy on that day without the nagging feeling of not studying for Monkashyo.By the way,it's a little crazy but this is sorta like some notice to those in Malaysia..err..my phone credit will be out on the 14th,and I don't plan to reload it til 23rd at least,for I'll try not to use my phone for these 2 week,to concentrate on my 19th~23rd December exam..Creme of the lamest I conclude but yeah,that's what I'm going to do.Sms me all you want but no guarantees for replies.."-_-..The end

~Time out~

Yeah,got a time out today after a tiring week of more self studying and mental drilling.Notice all week long my blog has been REALLY depressing,well..I had finally found myself some time out and pamper myself and throw away books for once..Had super fun today...

Nothing much actually,I visited Mid Valley again..(so??)To meet up with these bunch of really pretty girls,haha..Yeah,they are the one in my previous blog,though Sze Yin said she'll turn up,but no,she had to work.Sim Yee almost quarreled with her father to gain permission,so...sad case..Still,today we had Camilla to join us too..and we had quite some fun.Well,not the typical fun you people would say,but pure,window-shopping-and-chatting fun...It has been ages...

We really talked from anything to everything.First we went to take pictures at those lovely christmas decorations at MV,it was really beautiful!Really has the Christmas feeling in it.Reminds me when I worked there the previous year,I ended up on a shoppping spree cuz everything was so nice.Err,that was the first time I spent RM150 on a single day.The centre court was so nicely decorated and it really gave me the magical feeling when I first caught sight of it.Can you belive it,it actually made me smiled my whole way when I went to meet them up..Crazy huh?Well,we almost had loads of pictures if its not for my stupidity of not recharging my batteries first..Aww..But still managed some great shots..Later post ya..gomene..

We had lunch at Kim Gary's where I realised the nice thing about going out with a bunch of chun girls.We were treated well,really well.Usually it'll take you a few minutes to get a waiter's attention and well,to actually clean up a stain on a table.But no,this handsome waiter(best looking among all),straight away cleared the stain,took our orders etc.Super nice.He even greeted Yann Yoong happy birthday just when we were about to leave.Talk about "charming" someone..haha.True what,out gang really pretty ler.Serious,I will post picture..Then we walked around(They went to Education Fair while Kar Yee and I went to the-house-where-ic-is-required),chat around,walk around until.."Cannot lar,let's go foodcourt rest...Legs tired d".I cannot belive it ler,thre's this mum pushing a pram into THE HOUSE and you know what happened??"Sorry mam,your baby still under 18 so you may not enter."I was like,wha???As if the baby will grow up 18 years later and say...

"Know what,I beat you all to come into this "house".I saw it when I was 5months old,believe it or not?"

Anyway,at the foodcourt,we managed to let Kai Mei and Wan Hong did some "shopping" and after waiting for like some 20minutes..we had a chocolate cake for tea!yea yea..We had suprised YY by bying that cake and it was nice.Small enough to let everyone had seconds yet tasted nice and not cheap skate.Meidi-ya cake,not bad at all..

More window shopping then it was time to go..Really had fun,though I can't help saying Mv is really a boring place if you have nothing to shop,but still I HAD FUN..But seriously,this sore throat cum cough,now with a new-packed FLU,is really a dread man..I had such a hard time talking!At least I had a bit of my voice back instead of the husky voice 2 days ago..If not,damn susah..=p
The cacated member of the public took picture for us..Dunno how to take the picture with the cake one merrr??Dong...
Back here,had steamboat for dinner(what to do,cannot eat fried stuff or else never get cured) and now,after staring at 2kyuu for 5minutes..open page...*type.~Time Out~...hi..I'm online..tomorrow 2kyuu?Let things take it's course..The End..

~one month and 15days~

Exactly one month and 15days left for me to prepare for Monkashyo.I've been brain-washed by Eikawa sensei today,with him stating how much time left we have,and what kinda of lessons we shall soon take part in etc.I can't believe it,the thought of it actually sent down shivers to my spine.(or maybe its because I'm sitting facing the air con and shivering with cold?=p)It hit me that not much time is left and like it or not,if I don't start picking up my books(and memories),I'll fall out soon enough..And so today I stayed back for my own mind-grilling "tuition" again..

Got back at last the result for our previous exam.Its the position/ranking that made Din asked Sensei numerous times for it.Well,we got it.Though I've mentioned earlier I've improved in every subject except the cursed-M subject,my position remained the same.Guess everyone improved too,or is it that this paper was easy?Let's just say though I'm a bit dismayed I cannot get into top 10 like I hoped to return to but still I'm satisfied with what I got,after all its not much of a difference.I just hate getting D for the cursed-M..baka...

The weather is really cold and wet nowadays.I know if I say this my "good" sempaiS will soon "bomb" me with comments that the weather here,though cold as it is,it'll never be as cold as in Japan right now where some part has already turned to Winter season.Still,I got to say this,the weather is chilly!!And with the extra "cool air" from the air con,you'll hardly see me without a jacket or a sweater nowdays.But what I don't understand is,how come its so cold and wet(been raining EVERYDAY,without fail!)that instead of getting a cold,I'm currently getting a sore throat and cough?Weird ain't it?Well,I have no remedies to cure it right now so,I shall just ignore my now turned-to-deep-hoarse voice.Really sounded funny,should here me when I read out sentences in class.Imagine the faces...hehe...

Oh well,to kill some time while waiting for my hair to dry so that I can just plop down to bed,I shall blog another paragraph.Since "Crapped" says I blog depressing stuff all the time,I shall try not to blog another here.TRYYIIINNGGG...




BUT...no happy thoughts comes to mind for the time being.So how?Routines?Will just bored you people to death k..I seriously don't know what to blog so I shall..go on a Testimonial-spree!!yeah..I can't help it,I'm tired out yet I vowed not to sleep with my hair wet..silly huh?For one,I'll get a headache the next day...and two,don't laugh but,my hair will get outta place if I sleep with them still wet..so there..laugh all you want.I shall hear no evil,see no evil and TRY not to speak evil of those who is currently laughing at my silly wet-hair mentality.Have a nice day..