~Qing Ming...~

yeah i've done my qing ming earlier,just tat its the actual day today so..what?i'm so darn bored but cud live like this forever and not trade it for anything..yeah,its the laziness n relaxing-ness creeping in already..who wouldn't get used to this kind of life?(workaholic maybe) i mean,seriously i cud live like this forever,be a couch potato,pig..whatever names u can give it..at leadt i've done my packing ler..yeah,tmr,the day finally arrived..to go back to my prison,my gym,my mental-torture cell..in other words,my hostel..

Not that its that bad but the thought of going back to the stressful days,the ever routine days of drilling endless lists of Japanese words into my now-rusty brain isn't really appealing though..Yeah,yeah life has to go on,and we have to be responsible and play our parts in life..crap..the thing is,things are not as bad as its sounds to be just that,u know,the great mind can make u imagine and worry lots of stuff and..i dunno..maybe it really bothers me a little that if i go back,will i still be able to perform like the days before hols..how will the roommamte stuff turns out etc..yeah yeah,i DO admit,i'm a worry wart..seeing the seniors postin all positive remarks of Japan really make me wanna go there this instantly but as usual..its all day dreaming..wake up gal,look at ur own nihongo power lar,x sampai boleh cakap lancar lagi nak kata pergi nihon..cis..

my days of on9 at nidnight is over..yeah,reason one..school starts,second..the goddamn pc,is DOWN AGAIN...exactly 3 weeks,fixed wen i start my hols,rosak wen its ends..and i haven't even save my pics..now where i gonna put them??somebody..help me burn cd?hehe..and can anybody..tell me where to get a good laptop,desktop?schmtop..really hate all the names,to some it may not be complicated with all the RAM,bytes..something,something..to me,i'm as good as...nothing,dunno anything..pc illiterate,or plain computer idiot..call me anyting lar..i'mused to it already,can't be bothered too..anyhow,just glad to have friends who is ever willing to help..thank you ppl..as for me,i'll live on being ignorant..

And,anybody read the article in The Star,speak up session?really loved the Double Standards..yea,its really unfair to judge the fairer sex but deemed acceptable for their masculinity of the male..its so unjust..the article talked about marriage wise,off going out late at night,of roles of women in the modern society..how ppl prone to think that women shud belong in the kitchen and stay there etc..women are treated to unjust no matter how high their level of education are today,or how high they can actually climb the coperate ladder.well,todays articles are about ppl supporting the idea of Linda,the Double Standards' writer..and i really loook up to this person,Bulbir Singh from Seremban,who throughout this long has given really positive and just comments in all speaking uop sessions..even in this case,he asked the ladies to fight for their right,cuz the thing is,no one is allowed to set the rules that women should be treated unfairly etc..so,u go man..uhh,and fellow women..

so,the end of blog..nothing much to type anyway..been reading a lot these days,my eyeas are getting sore and my brains are all cramped up with ideas,facts,news..gonna go cukoo before school even starts..but til then..i've lots of cleaning up to do tmr..so..until..next time.(won't be able to blog often di..)