~Sayonara..~

Sempai,sayonara..those were the words I shouted out to some of my seniors a few hours ago..yes,they're gone now,on their way to Japan..the atmosphere was,as wat i have expected..grand..with lots of ppl n loved ones sending off my seniors..well,May Ching and I reached there around 7.45pm,dunno wat to do at first,havin to take the Transit all the way from KL Sentral..well,managed to say a few awkward hi then i dragged her to dinner..i was about to say,"we went all the way to KLIA just to eat Mcdonalds" wen i found how pathetically stupid we sound so summoning up some courage to build some thickfaceness,i soon start taking photos with some of the seniors..(cuz have to pull them away from their family for awhile is kinda like...weird)and well,even said some good luck,have a safe journey to some Malays sempais cuz we were like,seriously some lost sheep or something,waiting for someone to lead us or simply in this case,talk to us..ah well,at last we managed to see some familiar faces and began more picture taking and let the conversation flow at more ease.

How exactly did i felt right then?seriously,i dunno..(my favorite quote)all i did was trying to take more photos,as if they can keep some memories of the seniors i have barely spoken to for the past 9 months or so..well,lucky Jeremy they all came later cuz they took a flight from Penang Airport so they are like,came without families..managed to hang out with them and more photos taken..at the last few minutes before their departure,all the formality came up,they,playing their role as seniors,advising us to do better in 2nd year,and us,wishng them a safe journey,good luck and stuff..Suprisingly more of the male seniors were crying then the females,and the Chinese,lesser..i duno wat is wrong with me,i felt not a single urge to cry at all,just a little lost amongst the tall ppl around me..haha..blame my height..well,guess this is what will happen to me 1 year from now,with all the huge group of ppl..maybe lesser cuz we only have 61 ppl this year..saw Usui sensei too,and conversation with her made me felt weird cz having not to touch any Japanese texts,i felt a little struggle speaking..guess i'm just too tired?i dun have the urge or feeling sad at all..well,like some of them said,its not like we cannot see them anymore,just lesser only right?so did i cry?cuz not..no need to anyway..and well,the sempai i'm closest with?might not be as strong as he looks,din meet me at all during the last minutes..some ppl are like that and i respect that,meaning in this case,he don't want to say goodbye and dread the feeling of the seperation and thus left quietly and as quickly as possible,trying to avoid any family or friends tat might trigger his emotional button..and so,they are on their way now..reaching at around 7am Malaysian time..goodluck to sempai..all the best..we'll meet again..

Tokorode,May Ching n I watched 2 movies today having to cancelled our plans to ice skate..Sepet n House of Fury..both equally good though from different genre..Sepet,a real warm-hearted show,really good n touching..House of Fury,a better-than-usual story line n action..all in all,both worth my money again..again,who will watch Miss Congeniality with me!!haiz...k la,gotta sleep,been getting less n less sleep these days,gotta recharge already..so,goodnights..