~A fast pace week...NOT!!~

well,time always flies here in PPKTJ..there u see,today is already the last day of school before i head back home for the Chinese New Year..well,it has been a nothing-can-be-more-normal week,topped with a dose of sleeping spell i would say..Monday was alright n Tuesday was the day where we have one day of due to the Federal Territory holiday..had a so-so time at karaoke,again,have a hoarsed throat after that but enjoyed savying the dessert again at Pizza Uno..never get bored of it..well,head back soon around 4.30pm cuz the gang wanted to catch the serial on TV cuz its the last episode..though it was nice,hilarious n heart-warming..but to me,should i have the chance to go outside,i wouldn't want to rush back just to catch some TV programme..what's the point?it defaults the meaning of going out in the first place,don't u think??as i said,we had a so-so time there,after dropping xin n Min at Popular,we went off to some window shopping..(Mayching nI)..we had a great time window shopping,though it take us quite long before i finally remember the shop which sells the stupid crown for Farewell dinner..at last,i found someone who can walk without complaining that she's tired oledi kind..muakks,love u may ching..haha..the pervious night,Min was bored so summoned by the responsibility of being a good friend,had to accompany my dear friend to get a drink,and to reload her phone at the kiosk..so off we went,while i kept on receiving miss calls from Akmal..i was like,what the??..until,i received a message that there's a meeting..so off i went again..the whole night spent at the canteen discussing about the Farewell dinner,ending with me offering my stupid pea-brain to wrap the hampers n order the flowers..not that i mind but mum has been complaining lately that i care to much for friends then family..oh well...

After the outing that night,after all the guilt start ti settle in seeing Jenny working so hard at the desk while i touched nothing of relevant or close to any Japanese language which our sensei would approve off,i finally settled down to read soemthing..until,a knock,and of i go again to accompany Min to chat..she's been really pressured nowadays saying she has become more stupid etc..i mean who am i compare to her when it comes to studies and results??but there i was after presenting earlier her birthday gift,cuz i can already sense she's not in a cheerful mood that day,so suprised her earlier after getting the card from the boys..the joy was shortlived though,so off we went again..talked bout lot...bout her inferior feeling compared to Xin,her studies detiorating etc..and tat night i felt that i seriously have the potential to become a licensed counsellor or phsychologists..haha.really,i had advised,suggested lots of stuff that i deam too mature for ppl my age..it was kinda serious hearing myself saying all thoses things..well,does it really helped,i dunno..she really need to open up her thoughts and not take studies over seriously..does this mean i dun care at all??not to put it that way,but in a way,like wat i said before,i sorta "opened" a little and look on the bright side of things already..optimistic is good for the mind..in the end,due to my responsibility (which cost me an early bed-time),my mood dampened a little in the end due to lack of sleep the next day..haiz..wat to do,this is what i'm oni good at i suppose..

Lots happened after my previous paragraph which was done in school,now i'm at the cc after a long happening day at school..as usual,we had sakubun lessons and dokai..wat suprised me was during bunpo for Usui's sensei's lesson,she actually cried today..that was after her lesson wen we had extra time.we were told to do our own homwwork and lo-behold,with a dead serious face,she told us that someone had the "curtesy" to add an extra comment beside other ppl's name wen signing the attendance name list..as usual,these jokers of the class thought it was funny writing some lame nasty remarks for others to "appreciate".well,it really shocked Usui sensei and Nezu sensei for they thought these students must have some serious mental or emtional problem to prone them to write these stuff..well,usually i just ignore these rubbish,but i dn know it had so much impact to the Japanese sensei until she had shed tears because of it..seriously..whoa..i mean,not to say anything,but ppl,why do u have to do all thses so call "fun" by backstabbing or writing irrelavant nasty remarks bout others?it really is a waste of time and serves no purpose at all..bullshit oni

well,besides the drama,there's nothing much else that happened the rest of the day..as usual,study hard for the lame weekly exam..slept another half hour then,exam time again..finally,its over..i'm home at last after some lame music lessons by Matsuse Sensei again..not as fun as the previous Japanese affair..boring in fact..well,a suprise awaited me at home though,my sweet secondary school-sisters gave me an early birthday gift,and i was thrilled!!!!i received a crystal bracelet which i'm gonna wear it for as long as possible,and like what she promised,Yann Yoon carved a paper design for me..something she learnt from Denmark..it was delicate and pretty..really nice,along with it,a card,an a photo frame..so nice.and i received anoth suprise Chinese New Year Card from Su Fang..oww,so sweet of her to remeber me..unlike Ben,met hime thrice and still he show no sign of recognisation...great..guys..can oni remember pretty gals..

ah well,guess will end here..looking forward to spend my time in ayer Tawar,celebrating my 19th birthday there,so..cheers to 19!!!