recent happenings...

Well,no deep thoughts this time around..just some recent things that happened,i begin with things that happened just 10 minutes ago..it was a normal thing,as usual,i went out for dinner with a group of friends.As there were no parking,we were forced to park at a very dark alley..Enjoyed the steamboat dinner,with some usual lame jokes..all went well until we went back to the cars..one of  my friend left his bagpack in the front passenger seat cuz he thought there's nothing anyway,just some pirated CDs and some water bottle.Well,as one could guess,the front door's window was smashed and the bag was gone..The owner of the car was devasted as he was sure his father will give him a good lesson along with grounding or should i say ban him from driving for a very long time..i was so shocked,to see all the smashed glass...imagine if that was my car,i will die straight away.well,had to do something anyway,the neighbours there told us that it happened quite often in that area,but they always din manage to catch the culprits..so,we can only help clean away the smashed glass on the seats and head home.Really made ma thought,gosh,there's nowhere safe in Malaysia man..

Next,I'll continue with todays happenings..early in the morning,i woke up excited cuz I was gonna see my friend whom i've never see for a long time..In the end,all the cherry mood dampened..not oni i waited for these ppl for 2 hours,i had to wait ALONE!!!I saw my 2 seniors in UTm there too,and they asked me why i waited for 1 hour( they went shpoppin n saw me standing like an idiot at the same place playing with my handphone)..damn malu!well,the other annoying thing was, didn't managed to watch movies as planned,went bowling instead..oh yea,i was the only person of the opposite sex of the gang that went bowling...lucky they didn't abandon me like some ppl do wen they out-number the ppl of the opposite sex.Saw a lot of ppl i knew,but its quite sadening that they don't remember me..well,its ok,at least some ppl do..felt left out in the conversations that arose when they talked about what happened in school but its ok,i was not the only 1..

Last Saturday,i was sent along with my felloe classmates to a motivation course at Dusun Eco Resort at Pahang.some talk it was,all the facilitators were our seniors returned from Japan and currently working in Malaysia..We were given very,extremly,terribly hell of a time.not only we were being shouted at,scolding like nobody's business were not suprise that befalled us.The only thing that i enjoyed was the outdoor activities which occurs on the 2nd day of the course.The jungle trekking was superb along with the flying fox..too bad it rained after that and our obstacle course was cancelled.still,enjoyed crossing the One-wire-only bridge.I was like:"ok,u can o this,depend on ur hand..everyone can do this,so can u..."damn scary,imagine,u are crossing a bridge between 2 hills..whoa,glad i made it through, to and fro..hurray.

The course bagan at Thursaday and ended at Saturday morning..and that Saturday,we went to the Bon-Odouri festival in Matsushita Sports centre in Shah Alam.it was my first time to the festival though i intended to go there since i heard about it 5 years ago..Had the time of my life!not only i got to dance the Japanese dance,took pictures,even enjoyed the food..really had fun there,met all sort of ppl and got a taste of how my life would be in Japan,in 2 years time.looking forward to go there but at the same time worried how my life would be once i get there...ah,don't wanna think about it till the time reaches..take a step at a time,no point worry about things which is not certain yet..signing of right now,gotta get some beauty sleep,pimples are all popping up right now due to insufficient sleep..tata!!

The Cruel Reality Of LIFE

This is it..I have to face the cruel reality of life.Nothing big actually,its just that there's always another person better than you.No matter how hard i tried,i can never ever beat the gal next door..she's good in everything,a state volley ball player who can really excel in her studies too really made my shoulder all tensed up.Which is what really happening to me right now.I never knew that the stories of people getting migriane because of tension and pressure can really happen to me..i was really pressure by the whole study atmosphere in the University,not only i have lots to memorise for Japanese language,there's Physics and Mathematics testing my ability to apply the formulas.In my case,its also a test to test my limits of handeling pressure before i really go haywire.Everyweek i have to recharge,and my mental and emotional energy gets boosted with the company of friends.Its seems pretty hard that life have to be in this form,kepts me wondering is this life all about?Friends told me i only have to suffer for 2 years before enjoying life in Japan,but often i wonder,what if i really tried my best and yet fail to get through the entrance test?i shiver at the idea and dare not think about it..even the sensei agrees that we don't have a "life" studying there,with the maximum of 9 hours of schooling hours,we have less time to relax and rest much less to pamper ourselves. Sometimes i do envy the boys at the next block,playing basketball and soccer,enjoying their life having good clean fun.But as for me and my roommates,the only leisure time we can afford is the 6pm to 7pm slot where we watch TV while having dinner too..the rest of the time?One can easily guess,yes,studying or finishing up our homework..too much right?As i am typing this I can't even believe that this is the life I'm having right now.Study and more studying.Of course the results of our test that we manage to achieve during our weekly test is sweet but hey,the guys are not doing that bad as well. A week by a week time flies,things are getting tougher and more complicated.It sounds nice,that we are PAID to STUDY but hey,it does comes with a cost.The mental energy drain and emotional pain can sometimes be too much to bear.It always seems that this negative energy is passing among the 3 of us who is not up to par with the 1st gal i mentioned.WEll,anyhow,life have to go on,I'm trying my best and struggling to juggle my 4 subjects.i receive a call just now,from a friend I wanted to meet up with but actually found it quite hard due to her over-protective parents.As she also got a scholarship to join the teacher's training in Ipoh,we both talked about how life can be so unexpected.By receiving scholarships,our lives are planned hereafter,where we are going to be for the next 7 to 8 years. We both agree that it will be hard to keep in touch with all our sisters and that some people will be forgotten but whoever that really kept in touch,are those who really cherish the times we all have been through and will be a part of our lives for many years to come.The cruel reality of life is that,TIME WAITS FOR NO MAN..i just have to take a step by a step and face "LIFE".We both laugh as we sounded so matured and serious as we'e only 18 right now,but we were left in a situation where we can get a glimpse of our future life and therefore all the thoughts of how our life will turn out to be and where we are going to head in time to come.It actually brought tears to my eyes just thinking about it,silly me huh?Anyway,18 is just a mere number to me right now.But i do belive,"somewhere ages and ages hence",i would look back and regret for not enjoying my sweet 18 and yet,smile with relief that i had choosen a right path to lead a "LIFE"...