~BORRRREEEEDDDD~

yupzz..bored is the word for me right now..i am currently AGAIN,at home sweet home..blogging..yupz..no plans for the day..wanted to go mamak..but dun have the car..so i am stuck..thought of watching a drama i loaned from my Sensei but alas,the whole cd must be badly scratched or something,lag non stop while i watched on tv..spoilt my mood,moved to my pc..GREAT!!forgot that my speaker is no longer in service...haiz..wat a day..so..again..in front of my pc...why no one on9???sien like hell...ya i know,broken English all the way in this blog,but i'm lamenting my current situation here so..what the heck..this is wat happens when i get too bored,the birth of "rojak" blog..the Malaysian style..with all the Manglish,frequently used slurs..etc etc..

had a break from all the usual studying today with games during japanese affair today..was quite fun though the games we played are actually played by the primary school kids in japan..still it was fun with all the cheering n shouting..really nice,we won!!!wooo hooo..again,had another damn fu*king boring exam,spent so much time on 1 lousy paper..hopefully can get full marks this time around..every time..at least one stupid creepy little glitch will just turn up out of nowhere...seriously sick of it di..

which also reminds me of something..found that ppl cannot be too close for a long time..we tend to get sick of each other sooner or later..or so i think..had the feeling that my best pal is giving me the cold shoulders nowadays n getting more impatient... pre-exam stress??PMS??(hey,the two actually had the alphabet p,m and s)i dunno..oni time will judge i supposed...oh well..i think i'm like her too..it is,by the way,the reason we are so damn close,cuz we have a lot of similarities..being born 3 days apart,just that i lack her brains,her charm,her athletic skills,her aggressiveness...the list could go on..the point is,like her,i think i tend to get bored easily,ever wanting to have new things in life...hate routines n the feeling of there's a safe net..i dunno...again,like wat i said before..oni time can tell..n being the impatient aquarius..i can only look forward while trying to hold myelf from bursting..from wat??BOREDOM i supposed...

Oh..funny how things turns out huh???ever got the feeling that,there's this guy/gal that exist in ur school so cool n gorgeous/handsome but u'll never dream of talking to him or her??and if u do u felt like beng in cloud nine??hehe..i am being cheeky but as u would have guessed by now..i did talked to the guy whom i deemed well enough as in...by looks lar..(come on i AM still a teenager)and talked to him not for awhile but all the way back from lunch..so wat if he already got a gf??talking to him right then was like...wow...YES I AM EXAGGERATING..who asked u to believe??it is not a total white lie..i did talked to the guy,n yeah,this guy exist..the oni lie i told was the feeling...notice the word..FUNNY at the beginning of this paragraph?well,that's the main point...the thing is...i felt nothing while talking to him..just like any normal guy..SERIOUSLY..guess this is wat ppl said,(i dunno in english but here's a loose translation of a chinese proverb in English)u won't know wat is it until u get it,n u won't appreciate what u have until u lose it...something like that..haha..guess,its just normal teenage hormones..blah...crap oni..no feeling,just no feeling lar..

and o...been trying to burn away some fats around my oh-so-clearly-visible-there's-fat waist and cheeks...oni managed to do so to my waist..felt happy...but i know its wrong..i'm now oni taking a very light breakfast,partially full lunch and a beggars dinner...no,not the dirty food...as in,eat VERY LITTLE*_*heard from somewhere..have breakfast like a king,lunch like a queen n dinner like beggar..as for me..dinner is the hardest part..though i really dun feel hungry..its the disciplne that counts..i just have this guilty feeling of not taking dinner at all..so took little for each dinner...now my stomach dunno wat is hunger anymore..really...its not that hard,just the temptation to eat to satisfy my lust than my hunger..so far so good lar...will try to mantain..haha...wish my luck..can see results di..waist,no, my tummy flatter..really..yea,call me vain..but i do this for myself..not for anyone else..so there..

oh well..guess gotta end here..not going to blog till 2 weeks later..by then should be new years eve di..cuz..AGAIN we have to face judgement day of exam mar...die lar..i dun care..(speaking out of frust oni,who doesn't?)new years resolution??non i supposed,the world isstill round n life is still ever-changing..so..get a bf maybe??NAH>>>