This is gonna be reall long , mite end up boring but read it till the END n keep an open mind bout this ya..coz wut i wana say today mite really affect ur life.
k , where shall i start..like i said , i wuz in ur shoes once..wondering bout life , n guess when wuz it... when i wuz onli 12...yupz...young leh.i wuz wondering ..is life all about studying , doin ur best in school , den go out , get a good job , get rich , den die? ..isit all about living , getting married , dying , living , dying , living dying? is life juz a routine? a life cycle? as of a butterfly? there were times wen i juz couldn find the answers to all these questionsla.. n i began to be afraid of death.. wut would it be like after death? is that the end? anyways, i go to church n all , but i din feel any .. u kno ... satisfaction in life.. i couldn find anything to fill my empty soul... i called myseld a christian . but i din relly kno wut i wuz believing....well ,dis state went on for quite a while la... until wen i came to form3, i joined christian fellowship. but things werent really changing anyway , still seee life as a cycle.. but then at a christian fellowship rally, yea, i gave my life to Jesus once again .. n i began to have a purpose in my life again.. n my purpose was for Jesus. i was created by God to live for God.. n i kno , i will be with Him for eternity. life will not end where it is. i would live forever, mayb not in my flawful physical body , but i will dwell with Him in his kingdom in spirit.pls dun tink tis is crap n stop now k .. now the important part is coming up.
wen God created man , Adam n Eve.they sinned against God by eating the forbidden fruit.n man wuz doomed to be separated from God.so no matter wut man do, no matter how man tried to reach god again . man could not.. because sin has entered man...(man as in us k ) because of wut our 1st father did, we're all filled with this sinful nature.. a nature of wanting to do bad..im sure if u look back on ur life.. im sure u will see there are points in ur life where the things which are bad are so much easier to do than the things which are right.. this is because we are born sinners. me n u ..its been passed down from generations to generations.sumthing like a curse... but God loved us too much to see us all end up in a place called Hell..Hell is real.. and thats defnitely a place u dun wana end up.God sent His one n only Son to die for our sins.for our wrongs.so that we do not need to face death.because in God's laws, the punishment for sin is death.n death here means eternity in hell. God wants us to go back to Him... to the relationship that we were made for.Jesus , by living a holy life , was able to die for our sins because he did not sin. dats y , because he died for us, we belong to Him. He is our purpose of life.He is the reason we live. If we believe in Him , and surrender our lives to him , things and life would have so much more meaning.its like u kno, dying isnt the end. i am 100% sure that if i die today , i have no regrets, except the fact that i havent told many of my friends bout this good news.coz i kno where i will be goin after my death on earth. i will be in my rightful home. in heaven.dwelling forever with jesus.
the next part is a muz read k .. its how i kno God is real!!
i duno whether u would take this seriously or juz tink im sum zealous , religious fool , i duno.. but seriously , christianity is not a religion , its a relationship with God. its the regaining of the relationship that we lost wen adam sinned. truthfully i tell u , my life has changed a lot sinced i gave my life to jesus. there were times i felt that life was no point living for n there wuz also a time (this was after i became a real "christian") i felt that God wasn real , serious, this happened last year , i began to deny God.. feeling hopeless all over again .. but the very next day , i went to church ...God spoke to me.. yea, i told no one bout my probs n suddenly wen we were praying , my youth leader said he wanted to pray for me n God spoke to me through Him, God was telling me ," in all your troubled times , i am WITH you! i will be there right beside you thru all your troubles" i juz cried n cried n cried...juz couldn hold back anything... God was sooo real to me from that point on ...coz i tell u la.. eventhought i see me happy happy, my life is full of problems la.. not minor minor probsla..relly relly big probs, even my youth leader said that about me, that i was wearing a mask.. coz i may seem happy on the outside but on the inside, im a depressed soul la..so thats wut "behind a mask" means... but God changed that. he gave me hope , joy , n love. all i ever need is Him.
thats my story.. or shall i say , His story in my life. u dun hafta believe wut i say, but this is wut i believe n nothing will change tat. u can choose to accept Jesus into ur life now, and have a meaning , a purpose , a goal in life.im not forcing u or anything but juz keep an open mind bout this la.. n tink about it
歌如人生
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