~Quiet~

There's no storyline,just some sudden thoughts.

Thoughts which happens every time I come to school on a Saturday.

People adapt to changes, even when they thought they couldn't do so.

It may seem impossible in the eyes of others,

But sometimes, it just a matter of taking the first step.

Who would have thought after so many years in Japan,

I would still juggle so many stuff at one time?

All the random rants on my blog last time,

Hasn't change one bit.

I'm still tired with piled up work.

Work, no matter how hard you try to end it,

Is a never ending task.

It's a fact.

A fact that could be really saddening if you let it sink into you.

Just doing it without treating it as work might be a better motivation.

Or so I tell myself.

I guess unless and until I manage to find a job,

And end the ever so pressuring job-hunting process in Japan,

I would be restless.

And de-motivated.

Part time job at the cake shop, or conference work which requires me spending more time on experiments aren't really helping me in my job-hunting process.

My peers are talking entry sheets, SE, 適正テスト, WEBテスト..

And I am looking at nothing at the moment.

Even my SPI2 book is collecting dust.

This, is a period I hate most.