~Slacking?~

Am I slacking?No idea why,yesterday as usual,I found myself with ample of time to finish up my homework.Yet,after dinner I spent 2and a half hour shopping with Soo Sing for summer clothings.Today,finished class early,and I found myself shopping for a full length mirror and a fan with my Vietnam senior.Now,having one hour free before dinner,I find myself sitting in front of the laptop typing craps.Before my first exam,these are the times I catch up with my homework,and the rest of the time,revision...Now???

I got to know my class position today.For the first time in my life I felt so happy.It has been ages since I'm anywhere near the top 3...Not since form 2.I've always felt envious of people who can be the top few.I'm lucky that this time,my hard work paid off a little.I shared the second position with my tutor.I'm so elated!really..I think that's why I'm slacking.I'm a damn egositic proud fella for sure..

But I find myself very tired..I can't wait for my rest,in the form of my summer holidays.But I'm going to Taiwan,homestay and another homestay in Hokkaido.Will I have enough rest for myself by then?After the hols it will be the next exam.People used to say,don't get extremly good results in your first exam so as not to worry about losing the place in the next exam.But I beg to differ,why restrain yourself from performing your best at all times?If you have given your best shot in the next exam yet fail to mantain,then it's meant to be.You gave in your best shot,so have the rest.Sometimes its down to pure luck.Fatigue and last minute study can always make an excellent student perform at their worse.I think...