~Lament~

I can see myself by lunch time,with heads dropping,shoulders down,walking back here to online again.Today,I will get the paper which I KNOW I did badly.No matter how much I'm prepared to face it,I'm sure the disappoinment will still hurt badly.Especially since I understood what the sensei was teaching during our one to one lesson.The fact that I cannot remember clearly for that part was all my fault,I was focusing on the other part,practising hard etc.Damn,that part only consists 22marks while the place I'm marked 'DOOMED' is worth 30marks..

I'm pretty sad that I won't be able to make the trip down to Kobe and meet up with May Ching and Kim Shing due to financial restraint.Spending 2days of my weekends here yesterday was already a bore after getting my errands done.Well,I just found a place to watch drama so I'll just go on leaving my weekends that way til summer..

Summer...what a nice word..

It never occurs to me yet that I don't have to pass a 'wall' to wait for summer.Exam,WAS a great strong wall for me to climb.However,now thatI'm the on the other side,I'm pricked by rough grass of financial restraint and todays' result.I hope I can reach the soft meadows quickly enough and reach the end of the rainbow where a pot of gold is waiting for me.I want to be a bird,flying all over Japan within my capability,but due to some irresponsible hunters,they inflected injury on my wings,locking me in my cage.Hunters,cruel predators they are...

Anyhow,its time for me to start walking on the prickly grass,I assume I'll get used to it after awhile.Wish me luck...^_^