~sebelum berlepas~

For yesterdays outing..please visit Eli's blog for details,no point writing the same thing over and over again.After parting with them,came home rest for awhile then went to Steven's corner again.Then found out that Alex Kim said Sze Yin dunno the road so we planned to go Nathans'.Went there and mamak-ed til 12midnight(Rosalind there too) where mum,nagged me!(she bombared my sms...=p)I mean,its not my first time I go back late right??Last time 3am oso got ler???Weird weird...

So then,what I have "observed " from these outings is that,there will be the same questions..

"Go Japan excited hor?"
"Packed already?"
"Ready liao mar?"
"How many of you going?"
"Go there for how long?"

These are the questions that are frequenlty asked and I've often answered without thinking twice.Like all programmed..(it is in a way..)I don't mind anyway cuz not everyone can't actually remember every detail or know about every detail of my life-soon-to-be(for I can't too)..

There are also the same statements..

"Go Japan can find Japnese boyfriend lo"
"go Japan di dun want come back lo hor..."
"Go there get married,get a PR then stay there"

And when told that I'm actually worried adapting there...

"Don't worry lar,take it easy and besides you look like a Japanese marr.."

What has things that I look like a Japanese got to do with my ability to adapt?I'm still pondering...

So then,the next "obeservations" are..

That after every statement,they'll go look at me with a tinge of envy.No need gua??!!?I mean wherever you go,as long as you can do well,its alright already correct??

And also,for the time being..only 1..outta all I've go out with,actually said she wanted to come to KLIA to see me off.But I asked her not to,seeing that its early in the morning.Thanks Keat Yee,your gesture really moved me.The rest?Well,seeing that they have transportation problem and they have to work,they'll just come over on sunday for a small chit chat.I'm wondering what should I do..After all,I'm not used to be the centre of attention,I prefer standing behind and watch that kind.

Some other close friends,actually said they'll miss me with sincerity too.And I'm moved(cuz that included my male friends)..And some gave me gifts which I greatly treasure and will use my best effort to cramp it into my luggage to take it to Japan.=)

I used to "visualise" that I'll have a huge group of friends seeing me off at KLIA on THE DAY after witnessing my seniors leaving last year,for being a KL-ite,who is more nearer than me?And when we were told to leave on 1st of April the last time,I was secretly thrilled for it was a Sat=friends would be free cuz even if they do work,it'll only be half day as the flight was a night one..

But now come to think of it,I prefer to leave just like that.No friends seeing me off is the best I suppose.Especially teary friends.It'll just melt down my icy-cold heart to see them cry when I have to leave.And it'll be quite a hussle for them to spend the time and money to go all the way to Sepang.So yea,I guess its a better option for me to meet all of them here.However much I have to go out.I mean,its not like I'm not coming back anyway...

I'm reminded each time I go out,either by them or most of the time by myself..

I will not be around to share what will happen in May,June,July and so on...And I'm leaving on Monday,11am flight...