~more thinking~

This is the time..Where I start thinking too much.Realised from May Ching's blog that I'm starting school next week..Just that i'll be in Japan next week.It occurred to me I'll be in Japan next week but starting school next week?I don't even have time to actually settle down..Goodness..and what about the Speech I have to give to introduce myself?(in the hall facing hudreds of Japanese some more?)I might as well just pretend to have a heart attack and get over with it..Lame,but you guys know that I can't be serious..or can I???

Rot the whole day at home.Funny,when I don't go out,I get a headache,when I do,I just get tired from all the walking.I guess they say your body can't take it when you suddenly rest too much eh?So I slept the whole day,hoping my headache will disappear but to no vail.Went to get a haircut again.Bob short.Nice I think.Just nice..Had a Slurpee after haven't tasted it for about 2 or 3 years.Nice nice..The headache is killing.Something happy,I managed to get the Sudoku in The Star done in half an hour!!woohoo..My first attempt?half a day,2nd attempt,2 and a half hours,3rd attempt which was yst,1hour,now I'm down to half an HOUR!! I'm so damn happy..guess when trained anything can be solved easily.Guess I shouldn't worry bout my brain functioning in Japan or not huh?

8more days..How well do you think can one say,8days,nicely used?How well planned do you define as well planned?Spending everyday with friends and family?Snapping as much pictures as possible?I really get this headache whenever I want to go out with the girls,they are either busy with work,or think the place chosen is too expensive or far.And we always ended up in Mid Valley,a place I love to hate right now.But I've realised since ages ago they are dear to me and thus,I shall have to give and take,understanding their situation too..But sometimes,I can't help feeling hopeless..For once,can't we ALL go out instead of leaving one to work or home?

To much time spent at home,too much time to think about these nonsense,I could've joined Vivian they all to the sports day in Bkt Jalil but had a headache and with the weather killing everyone with migraine or overexposure,I prefer stayng indoors.Gain weight I suppose after not studying anymore and with school starting next week,I'm worried about irrelevant things like,what do I have to wear to classes,do I have to bring a bedsheet and all those crap..Worry so much for what lar??I used to say to myself,what is there is there,what is to see is there for me to see and lastly,what have to be faced will have to be faced,sooner or later..So why not just face it with bravery and anticipation?I'll do just that...With a slight worry of cuz,I'd be lying if I say I have none at all,so,Japan..here I come..