No matter how you try to hide it,some part of you which you deliberately wanted to hide will come back to haunt you.No matter how hard you try to deny it,it will always be part of who you are.And when it comes back to haunt you,you can scream,sigh,or cry in desperation but it will not disappear,no matter how hard you will it to.
When the cycle comes around,you can only let it be.For trying to defend yourself or salvage what's left would only make it worse.People would pass judgment,as they always will.To live with ones own consent,hardly works for the spectators who would enjoy every detailed drama.
Bless the old memories,but never forgetting the future.For what has been done could not come undone,but what's available is the what-could-be-done.Ponder with ones might,but never let pondering refrain or fright.
*ends this with a cynical laugh..
~Parts of Past~
~Score~
The busier I am the more crazy stuff I would think.
The busier I am,the more people will kena kacau by me.*sorry
Some might think that I'm sick if I say I really like taking exams.
Or should I put it,
The feeling of accomplishment when you can score.
Truth is,
I'm not really good at anything.
The least I can do is study hard.
And score..
Did wonder what will happen if there's no more tests,
Even wonder what can I do after these routine of lectures-homework-exams ends.
Can I really put to use what I've learnt?
~Exam~
I have 16subjects.
12papers to take,
4 reports+presentations in place of written test.
Can you not expect me to be busy?
Sigh...
Until the end of June,
See ya peeps..
*Sighs again
~The curse of iPhone~
So then,seeing that my phone contract has ended and everyone is so into the new free iPhone,
I joined the bandwagon and got myself one..
Guess what?
Mine couldn't take pictures.
It's not on the icons,not in the settings as well.
Pissed off,I restore the settings and still it didn't work.
Well,I guess I have to live with a camera-less iPhone.
What are the odds huh?
Guess what again?
The iPhone bad luck didn't end there.
As I couldn't didn't know how to transfer my contact details from my old handphone to my iPhone,I had to type in my contacts 1by1.
Darn it,I couldn't message one of my dearest friends because his e-mail was accidently wrongly keyed in..
As in,there might be an extra . or I've mistake O with 0 or o..
Did I mention that the lousy lady at the Softbank shop also mistaken my e-mail address I written for her??
I wrote very clearly kellyti@i.softbank.jp
But it ended up kellgti..
Geesh..
And oh,
It doesn't end there.
Although I've changed my e-mail address at my lab so that in case there's any meeting I'll still be informed,
Mails haven't been coming in..
Because my seniors didn't noticed I've changed my e-mail address.
And now,I've already missed 2meetings before I realised what went wrong.
The troubles of changing e-mail address..
So there,
A lesson to be learned.
Sometimes,don't do something because someone does it.
Even if its very tempting to do so.
Learn to say 'no' sometimes..
Sigh