~Last day of January~

its a monday and its the last day of January..a really boring day as usual..but had a smashing,ermmm...kinda great weekend..depends on how u really looked at it..it was Keat Yee's birthday and early morning after an hour of "PS, I Love You" by...i forgot the author( as usual)=p..dragged myself up to get ready to Times Square..went there just on time again (thanks mum!)and Chee Wei was already waiting..we went upstairs soon after we gave Keat Yee a call and she was actually already waiting at the IMAX teatre..so,got ourselvesthe tickets for T-REX,back to the cretagous or something that sounds like it,and then for another movie ticket of Elecktra at GSC which only opened recently..great huh??all was an act of spur spontaneousnity (is this how to spell it?)..well,met hell lot of ppl there..as the say,wen u have fate with these ppl,no matter how far u go at any time or any moment,somehow or other,if u do have fate u'll still meet up with these ppl..sound so thought provoking but its all plain crap,the thing is,its just me plainly bumping into,lets see..6 or 7 friends there..first of,Intan,Ayuni and Hafizah..next of,April..then on the way back,Choon Eng,Pei Ling,met Benn on the way getting Min's birthday,think he hardly recognise me,guess must be my weight gain,or was it because he's too engrossed in his conversation to his gal friends??met him twice already,once at MidValley,again,no sign of recognition from him,fine..two can play the game,like i care..then,there's Siew Teng n even on the monorail,from different stations,i can still meet Mun Ching,Pui Mun,April (again) and whats-her-name..

WEll,the outing was like any normal outing,but as i would like to put it,if u are with ur close buddies its doesn't really matter how many ppl,be it the 3 of us only or a huge big gang of us,any normal outing can be happy and fulfilling ones..though,i hereby announced that T-REX is SOOO NOT WORTH watching at all..my goodness,the show was less than an hour but for 15bucks!!that's outrageous don't u think..so what if its the 3D show??tha's plain robbery!!all to be said,Elecktra in comparison though in a normal (seems so small after the IMAX teatre) scree,its really a money-worth show..Jennifer Garner really kicked ass,and mind,all the work out she did for this show is 100% well worth it..she had a great BOD!!even i agree,imagine..well,to some,as usual,ppl have different opinions,the show might not be as good as i made it sound,but compared to T-REX,its hell n heaven..seriously..highly recommended.

Yesterday was sis' birthday,but theres not much of a fuss over her.the thing is,i bought her 3shirts,she went out with her friends on Sat so yesterday was just..dinner..felt kinda guilty for scolding her but she really is silly..the thing is,i already bought everything for Min,counting all the budget n friends needed to pay for the gift,and her trying to be a smart alec,bought another goddamn keychain for RM 17!!!i mean,yeah,so wat if u can put her name on it?RM 17 is way too much!!!and how am i supposed to collect so much money from the ppl who wanted to share when i know that we all are in a tight budget cuz the stupid,eejit JPA haven't bank in our scholarship!!what is with this government ppl,taking their own sweet time banking our money??don't they know its a matter of life and death?(not for me,but ,wel,ermmm..to some it is)the point is,my sister's-think-she's-so'smart act really pissed me off n i gave her a piece of my mind..can't she learn to respect my own things??argh..sisters...sometimes they never change..really

today..a drag iwould say..why can't i stop feeling sleepy in class??and i'm actually quite suprised at myself when i got back my weekly test paper results..i no longer really mind what results i get..not to say i don't give a damn about it,but unlike last time,i not so crazy bout it already..used to be a drama queen,at every mistake i made will make a hell lot of noise about it..now,saw my mistakes,learn,and let it be??what has happened to me??guess I just "opened" my mind about it,let everything takes its toll..i mean,i can't control everything can i?a mistake is a mistake,learn from it and grow up..hmm...i even tried advising my gal pal here,who like me is really psyched about results n mistakes..

She actually lest her handphone in school,and we went all the way back there,she climbed into the classroom to retrive it..haha..hell of an adventure..on the way to and fro,we made silly chats of our gifts for each other cuz our birthday is only 3days apart so..haha..it is funny listen to 2 gals squabbling over what each of them getting for each other,playing the guessing game..it was fun though..enjoyed it..haha..lucky i managed to zip my mouth shut,dun want to ruin the suprise ma..haha.of course,birthday gifts are meant to be suprises no??anyway,again,have to leave cuz..this is AGAIN a public pc and its time to go again..so,ciaoz...

~ohhisashiburi~

yupz..i din managed to blog bout my 4th day in Sarawak because of my goddamn pc again..this time we actually asked the guy to upgrade to xp but hecks!its even slower n more virus n pop ups n god knows whatelse!!!all to be said,by the time i got back its on Sat where day 4 was long gone n its almost the end of my hols..

well,just blog about what i can roughly remember then..of that day..hmm..after a tiring day of travelling,it was pretty fast in fact from the KLIA to home cuz we actually took the Merz limousine..it was pretty fast n before u go,Merz??theres four of us so it was averaged out to be quite a comfortable pay considering the the fact that i'm sent straight to my doorstep n it took less than 45minutes..really cool huh???all in all,i only spent around RM 200 or maybe less for this entire trip..really cool..i mean,really have to thank Clements mum for providing everything from head to toe..seriously,she is one hell of a mother who really paid for all n seriously i meant all of our expenses for food travelling..can't thank her enough..i even had a suprise to find the money in the mug..long story..

well,the next day had to wake up early morning to fetch mum to school in order to get the car to fetch the gals to Kl sentral..drowsy me,drove all the way to n fro from school..then back for more sleeping.haha..managed to drag myseld n the gals up later had bfast then off we went...stupid me must be lacked of sleep,made a goddamn wrong turning n had to make a detour..sigh,lucky we left early..dropped the gals n did something even more unbelievable (to me lar)..i actually was sitting down wen i dreaded..i left my maths in the hostel..so,an impulse of driving back to the hostel came to mind n before i can even rational with myself...off i went on the hot sunny wednesday alone to my hostel..drove all the way,n seriously,i enjoy driving..what is with these ppl that find my erm..liking unbelievable??the truth is..driving(alone especially) brings a kind of serenity to me..cuz,i dunno,its the sense of control.i supposed..and i felt more focused then..sigh..no one understands..well,back to the hostel..oni managed to pick a few files to bring home n dashed off...the thing is,my seniors told me that they had just finisjh their monkashyo exam..so,i actually offered to be their driver for awhile,cuz threy needed a lift to Sg.Wang but then half way thru..they had left with a taxi..so i was like..whatever..dashed home,not back to the house,but stright had to be my mum's driver..pick her n bro from school..then sis..all to be said,reached home i'm flat out n suprised at my sudden adventure..gotta end here cuz once again i'm in the school pc lab..n time is running out..crossing my fingers that the pc at home will be ok wen i go back this week..to be continue.....

~Sarawak,Day3~

yupz,3rd day n last night here before i leave for KL again tomorrow..woke up feeling damn hot cuz the air-con was off,had to turn on again..then,another startled woke by Clement who knocked the door loud enough for the whole wolrd to hear,or so it seems when i'm so damn drowsy from my sleep..nobody bothered to answer the door so i did..Xin was like:"clement,would u please let us sleep til 10am n switch off the lights please??"haha..we were all so tired and it was oni 8am in the morning..again,after all the brushing up,breakfast..this time we had the most scrumptious breakfast..gor again different varieties of food,can never remember the names..got lar,the usually-can-be-found-in-KL carrot cake..the rest,i have no idea what are the names..we had lots,n imean,lots..got this another similiar to carrot cake dish.4bowls of noodles in some gravy(similiar to yee mee),a dish of kuey teow in sweet sauce,n another two sour soup(i think in vinegar??)noodles..didn't quite like that one..well,we were so full there n then,n swear we couldn't take any lunch(eventually we didn't)..

today is so much better than yesterday though yesterday was already great..first of,its the lovely weather..oh,i never knew the warmth of the sun is so lovely..made our travels way much easier..super cosy..if i'm not mistaken,(having short amnesia)we first went to The Cultural Village..ther journey was a very long one..as we just had our breakfast,we were feeling very drowsy and soon enough the 3 gals sitting behing were nodding their heads off..as for me,i chatted we Aunty cuz it was a long journey and i think its better to keep her company than to follow the others and nod off..well,quite enjoyed the long journey,saw various n pretty sightings of the city,tress n more trees,the Santubong mountain peak n the sea..was kinda shock to find that way before the roads were built,ppl have to travel (namely Aunty) to the sea by boat for 7 long hours!!!Imagine that,now in only take like..20 minutes??evolution..whoa...

We arrived after a long n bumpy ride of 45 to 50 minutes??(the road was straight but pretty bumpy,like roller coaster ride)After sorting out the payments n stuff,off we went to the Cultural Village..first of,the Rumah Cina..yupz,the olden days look of the Chinese occupants..the guide there(in the house) told us how pepper was made n etc..more pics were taken..then we rushed off to watch the Cultural Dance..it was pretty fascinating..as usual n expected,all the dancers were donned in the traditional costumes..there were some fast ones followed by some slow ones..there was one prettty neat one was that the performer had this long blowpipe..(sumpit,o think)n he can actually shoot from a pretty long range..that show was the best..he even got an audience upstage to try out some moves n the blowpipe..was pretty hilarious,n the poor gal was even smacked at the buttoch by a parang..haha..that show really got the audience excited i should say..the rest of the dance was pretty cool too,n i even manged to get a few shots n videos..evn went on-stage to dance too,but of cuz without proper training,we look like Humpty Dumpty with foolish dance moves..haha..

Of cuz after the show,we had more sight seeing of long houses,Iban houses,n even tried the bamboo dance..very super cool exercise i would say..we really had fun then..and eugghhh...at the place where they show us how to get sago,James n Teck Soon actually ate those squirmish maggots ALIVE!!!U know that kind where u see in Fear Factor shoes,the squiggly white fat slugs???Gross,Xinning actually wanted to eat one and was actually chewing one while Chin Leong was about to get one to eat..until they were told that these slugs can't die..haha..well,i didn't watch them eat actually,i was far away exploring the Tanau ( i think)tall house..the steps were pretty steep n i went up pretty cautiously..nearly had a hard time getting down,but i knew since no one there would be around,i gritted my teeth n climbed down slowly from the 2nd floor..the rest was still watching the disgusting slugs when i went to find them..euuuggghhh..thne,more house visiting n i took more pics..can u believe it that ppl were still living in this houses??cool huh??really got the feel of living there..we even tried to shoot with the blowpipe n it was pretty fun..the things,namely pots n pans and other stuff there were still well intact n preserved..cool..Min again was in her silent mood,had no idea why,she oni cheered up wen we had the bamboo dance..haha..soon after,we were laughing crazily again..she really have mood swings,guess she's too exhausted,she can never travel or walk too far or sleep late..oh well,o just have to get use to it n adapt to it i guess..

After that,we went for a few short stops at Holiday Inn n Damai Beach Resorts to have a look at the magneficent view of the sea..however the waters were pretty choppy at that time,reminds me of the Tsunami attack..i was like" usually the tides are already this high wen the winds are rough n this choppy,how distrastrous Tsunami is..i dare not think"..i said to myself..well,then next we head to the Cat Museum..this time around,i too,was dead exhausted n was snoring away in the car,but vaguely i can still hear May Ching talking on the phone..haha..guess i'm half-asleep..the cat museumhad a lot of exhibits of cat history,myths,n LOTS of decorations..usually are those ceramic cat models n stuff..pretty neat..the cat museum was located at the DBKU,on top of a hill..Tariq again smsed me..argghghghghgh..can;t he get the que??he called yst night n Min was like told him that was not my number,yet he still sms??HAH!!yeah,friends have been saying,if i'm so exasperated with him why try to act nice to him??i know i sound so much like a pretender,being nice to him in front and talking bad bout him at the back but hey..i didn't ask for him to like me right?can't he just stick to being the hi-bye friend n not ask for more??n why can't ppl accept that i'm SOOOO NOT good in declining ppl's wishes??its just me lar,n yeah,i talk pretty loud,if u can't accept it..by all means,DON'T!!!!arrgghhhhhhh....hate to abide ppl's wishes yet can't help doing so..gotta learn my lessons n stand up for myself do n not drag these so call friends who complain bout me being a burden..HELL!!!

By then it was 3plus n our hunger starts to kick in..so we stopped by for some snacks..at a famous shop which is popular because of its rojak n desserts n fritters (tohu made)..and i dare say it was great!!!!really!the place was pretty packed n we had too wait quite long before we finally get a place to sit..we had rojak,cuttlefish with spinach,fried fritters of tauhu,yam n prawn crackers,ABC n ohhh..the chicken wings..eveything was super nice n again,my stomach was well satisfied..tummy growing since i came here..ate non stop,but seriously can't help it..we were praising the food there non stop..really crunchy lar the fritters,the ABC's beans were superb,the chincken wing delicious..haha..then got the boys tickets to Sibu..

Next stop,pottery factory..we were suprised wen we were allowed to try to make the pots but alas,sad to say after a few attempts..Xinning n i managed nothing..except getting clay all over my jeans n our hands were pretty like the model of clay hands..it was really hard however easy it looks to be..really really hard,we can't even get the shape of it..hmmpph..had to wash of all the clay on my jeans,what a nuisance..my legs were like so heavy n clod then..that doesn't matter what i afraid was all the inconvenience caused to his mum's car..scared it'll dirty the car..felt sooooo guilty..anyway,we head home straight after that an seeing my state..of cuz i was the first to dash in to the bathroom to cleanse n bath..after that,dinner again..But not after some tug-of-war of money involving Clem,Xin n i..that fella,no idea why he just won't let us pay the damn cake??his mother birthday tomorrow mar,so we thought of buying her a cake after all the inconvenince we caused n all the food she paid n the places she brought us..n no,he just won't accept our money..i was practically screeching,no scratch that,i was SCREECHING n SCREAMING for him to accept MONEY!!(thats' the problem with me,gets too agressive n gets out of control n turned out pretty loud sometimes,have to learn to control d)great huh??ppl wanna give him money he don't wanna accept..well,we didn't get into any agreements n soon head for dinner..

Again,dinner is like usual,an event worth mentioning cuz the food is always that good..really..n by the end of it,i would have gained another 2kg i suppose..we even ate sea food,n her birthday cake..a happy event..back home,dunno waht happened to to us gals,we were joking n laughing hilariously,this time all 4 of us,at some lame jokes again..haha..our laughter was so loud till can hear all the way downstairs..haha..so in the end,we saw the boys off to Sibu n the day ends here again..so,leaving tomorrow..gotta think where to bring the gals..n going back school on thursday to(finally) get my Spm cert..great,hve to prepare myself to accept critics that i've gained weight..sigh..so,till tomorrow..yet another day

~Sarawak,Day2~

The air was crisp cool not from the morning breeze but from the air-con of the room..had a little tough night sleeping in an air-con room..woke up on the middle of the night with running nose,in fact i dun intend to wake up so early..But shikatanaku,Xinning had pull me up cuz we really have to get ready to start our 2nd day trip here..drowsy or not,i was suprised i ,anaged to drag my legs all the way to the bath room n washed up...Soon we found ourselves in a nearby coffee shop trying out the Laksa here..it was not hot at all,just the gravy was thick n with a lot of coconut milk,taste more like curry mee to me then laksa..

First stop,the World Life Rehabilitation Centre..where we WERE supposed to see Orang Utan's feeding..why do i say suppose??cuz we DIDN'T see any Orang Utan thats why..dunno what's wrong,the Orang utan just won't give us KL ppl face n just din turn up..great huh??yeah,well,n after i strictly abide the rules of no loud talking,laughing or giggling while waiting for the mammal..great,just great..well,after all the jungle trekking,we soon left as there soon was a dteady doenpour..sad to say,this is the weather here for the past 2 days we've been here..it can rain from day till night..serious..sad case huh??

WEll,after the dissapointment in the Wildlife Centre,we head to the Sunday market as the downpour gets annoyingly heavier..well,there we went,rain n all,shopping for souvenirs,the umbrella,of not much help,made us even more drenched then we could have been..well,got a few shirts n pens,that's the problem,i have no idea who to give or not to give what kind of souvenir..choices,choices,choices..after,the "Rain Shooping",more food.can really gain lots of weight here,but since its part of the holiday,can't help it..talking bout the restaurant we went,it took us 5 minutes to get a place,another 5 to order our drinks..but 15minutes later,to get our FOOD ordered..and another say..30 minutes for the food to arrive..the place was small n humid n cramped but we enjoyed our meal anyway..it was pretty nice except that i dun wat half of the things in the bowl containing parts of pigs..oni took the meat,not the stomach,intenstines nor liver..gross..

Next stop,Museum..haha,i even managed to took several pics before being warned cuz actually we were not allowed to do so..i mean,come on,here i am,maybe just this once n only visit to this museum,what can a few pics harm to these beautiful crafts n artifacts??well,went to the Museum Islam,and some 2 more museum which i can barely recall the name..that's the problem with me,i'm sooo not good at memorising names,especially long n complicated ones..well,was really ompressed how well preserved all these things were..i even started imagine how ppl those days were using them,n can picture them using all the stuffs exhibited..really cool stuffs,though i admit i'm not the History lover kind..it really is cool seeing all the beautiful carvings n creation of our ancestors n ppl way back then..really cool,n i seriously wondered why i thought Museums are the lousiest places on earth n the last place i'll visit on earth..haha

Travelling in Kuching can be pretty inconvenient without a car i should say..the public transport here is so totally poor but the road structure n stuff are pretty neat,for cars to use anyway..n ppl here actually travels pretty fast i should say too..on the way,i msg my fren who asked me to fulfill a small requirement of my senior in school..a pretty small favour i should say but errgghhh..all my hair was practicall standing when i got the reply..it went like me typing:all the best in the exam,may all of u all sempai will pass with flying colours.good luck"or something like that sort..can't pretty recall what i wrote....well,the reply i got really was too much for me,i think..say like,:really happy to receive ur msg,was hoping that u will sms..felt happier(better or is it merrier)to receive ur msg hope to con't msging u.."gross..and all i said was good luck..sheesh..

We then went to an Orchid Farm but sad to say it was close..however i do enjoy the cheapest ride i had of 30cents on a sampan..the boat was practically bobbing up and down..was glad i din felt nausea or seasick..was really renjoyin the ride cuz it was my first time seating ina boat like this..like those u see in TVB movies,the old n raggy type n can almost topple at the hit of a wave..so..it was a cool experience..

Enough of that,next was Civic centre where we had the most spectacular view of the city Kuching..it was pretty much like a view from KL Tower in KL..the view was definetly breath taking..the breeze there actually reminds me of the breeze at sea..really felt so carefree there n then..no worries or whatsoever..even the ppl here who usually are the tops scorers,seems so harmless then haha..guess i pressure myself too much..haha..well,on the way back,we saw some Wushu competition..the children were pretty goos..really enjoy watching them showing of their skills..really impressed that the can show of with full of energy n aggresiveness n confidence..really impressed..

Home at last,after a cooling shower,had a few games of TV game..u know,the battling against 2 characters ones..really enjoyed n it was pretty nostalgic cuz i used to play all these games as well..Dinner was next,this time joined by our host's father..really enjoyed this meal as well..very scrumptious this meal.then we had a few long talks while i had a game or 2 with May Ching..then we sudden;y heard a small outburst from Chin Leong about helping Teck Soon n the rest of us AJKs were not helping out..i was of course pissed off by that remark..cuz it was TS who din ask us a favor or to ask us to help out..so how do we know he needed help??we psychic or wat?May Ching n I was like..defending ourselves,whole TS told us his side of story..i was indeed a little too agressive i admit n seriously hope i din hurt his feelings or whatsoever...die lar..well,after dinner,here i am..blogging again..not before a crazy ride in the car while Min, James n I went wild playing silly games and laugh or heads off we silly remarks n more tickling n bashing..haha..another memorable moments as we laughed hilariously at the only-funny-tthen-jokes..haha..k,gotta end here..play games luu...

~Sarawak,Day1~

Yup,i am currently in Sarawak,enjoying my hols here..(hopefully)..The journey started yseterday,n seriously,i can't believe it has oni been one day,like it has been ages..satrted of from yesterday k..went to Pudu,n petaling street yesterday to get domething for Clem's mum cuz can't come here empty handed rite??after a long walk,had Ipoh Hor Fun after the shop i intended to bring Min to was close down for renovation so had no choice..thank good ness she likes it,was afraid she doesn't cuz we had been walking for ages and sweat was like pouring n dripping non stop from our bodies..Saw Idris,Azizol,Azlan n Nizam on the way home..as usual,they asked for omiyage..so did Khalid,Look n Saniy..haha...i really like these ppl,though can be a little bad mouthed..thier attitude,i like it cuz unlike certain Chinese they,like today's proverb in the News Straits Times wrote,might look or sound friendly but its not what it looks to be...seriously,ppl have always ben acting as if they dun really mind or give a damn bout wat decision u made or said but yet,just turn around and they go bad mouth bout u..love to hate these ppl..

Where was i??oh wateva,played a lousy game of tennis yesterday n actually hit a ball up the balcony of a PPD boy's room..now have to figure out how to get back the ball or repay one to my sempai,imagine how flushed i was yesterday n had to appologise non stop to my senior yesterday..geesh..anyhow i finally got onto the van that drove us all to KLIA yesterday night..was seriously really happy cuz 2 of my dearest friends actually called me to ask me wat i want for my birthday n 1 friend whom i've not heard for a long time actually tooked the effort to sms me yesterday..n another friend ave me an early Chinese New Year card..can u imagine how ecstacised i was??i mean,wow,wen i least expected it,all my friends suddenly contact me..as my horoscopes will put it,little things makes me happy especially wen it comes from my friends..had this warm feeling in my heart,n i do realise my friends (real friends) actually do exists..

Well,after we arrived at KLIA there was not much to do actually so we took in more food n realised on horrow that we were supposed to stay obernight at the benches there..well,before there we wandered off around n went to see the track n aeroplanes..made us thought of switching to aeroneoutical engineers..haha,but this is serious,we can't just make the decision out of the blur without weighing the consequences..sheesh..well,had a tough nite at the bench,woke up several times due to the anouncements n the loud advertisements..the rest was ok..it has been long since i took a flight and seriously i was a little too eager to get on the plane..haha..finally got on the plane,and was impressed with the view which was such an amazing gift from mother Nature,really cool..very nice..too bad couldn't stay up long enough to enjoy it,was fast asleep due to exhaustion,but managed to shoot a few photos before i fall into dwwp slumber..n oh,the air hostess was really good-looking..in a way,if oni they wouldb't apply that a much make-up..

We dashed to the first stall available once we got out of the taxi wen we reached the centre of Kuching cuz we were totally famished!!!the noodle was so-so,but cuz we were hungry,so it doesn't reall matter..Min was tired again after food n we can't actually go anywhere cuz Clem was not around yet n it was raining so..we went into one of the complexes n made ourselves comfy at the foodcourt..seeing that Min dun intend to budge anymore,after seeing her asleep n left in safe hands off James n Teck Soon, i soon made a venture of my own..wandered off cuz,luck was by my side,the rain stopped just as i made my own exploration..i wandered off to a few complexes nearby n there was actually nothing much to see, cuz its really a lot like KL,it IS a city so whatcha expect??n soon,have to rush back to meet thr 6 of them cuz they decided to kill time by warching a movie while waiting for Clem..so off we went,luggage n all,creating a scene whatsoeva,at the cinema..can u brlirvr it??at the first half of it,oni the 7 off us dominated the WHOLE cineplex!!!oh, we watched Bridget Jones sequel..bot bad,but the first half was damn boring..the second half was was too good til i can't helping yelping with glee n even shouted a remark in the cinema,(though i doubt any1 heard given i'm born with a soft voice,hehe)it made us felt realllllyyyy good..

That was just the peak of the noon,then it went downhill after that..they went for more food at KFC while i was debating for half n hour to or not to get myself a meal of KFC too..cuz i was not hungry at that moment n the food look good..so in the end,i managed to control my impusive act n not oni saved a bunch for myself,saved myself from all the guilt of eating too much n gain weight..i wandered off again as they sir down to wait til Clem touchdown..read half of the book di wen they called n say he's comin,in the end,the joker wasn't even out from the house yet..great huh??we were now all exhausted n can even sleep standing,no joke..anyhow,at last we manged to settle down n head for dinner..it was SUPERB!!!very nice,wen i first arrived i planned on eating the delicacies here which cannot be find in KL,and my desires were totally FULFILLED!!!! had a very full dinner,n was twice glad i din take KFC if not would have no appetiete for this wonderful meal!!all in all..that's the summary of today's trip n errrrmmm,a few thoughts..haiz,cc,is always not the best place to pen my thoughts,so till next time..

~3more DAys~

Hurray,3 more days before i head to Sarawak for my holidays..though its qutie a short one week holiday,but i will make full use of it like what i did with my previous holidays..n oh,i din blog for this long cuz my modem is down at home n the pc here in school is not available til today so...i actually drafted already and its in my pc,couldn't post it here then..sigh..i drafted a long n saddening blog last Sat n sad to say,there's nothing really much in there...might be the longest blog i've ever drafted cuz long time din blog so..all the negative energy was let go in that blog..

recent news,i mean news since last Sat..Monday,yesterday in fact was my roommates birthday...the whole night she has been recieving messages...wish i would have that much on mine..hehe..then,no idea why,i was hyper in school the whole day...was VERY blabbery,noisy n Min was like...:"what is wrong with u??"haha..well,all the bickering n chirping from me stopped wen i got back my Chem paper..expected to get low marks cuz din really study well for a part of Naming The Compounds...but stil can't help feeling sad wen i received my paper...cuz as usual,all the Chinese students managed to score very well n me?HAH!well,i was better after that i supposed..we had dinner for pizza n yet we went out for more dinner...My friend managed to get a car so,him,min n I went out for another dinner...cool huh???but Min n I was like kinda full d,so..why am i giving details??sheesh..not like anybody like reading this

today,a goddamn sleepy day for me..dunno why,i can't practically opened my eyes throughout lessons!!!started in the bus this morning,i was dead asleep...sheesh..gonna catch up so sleep if not i'll look like a skeleton soon..anyway,hopefully my modem will be fixed by the time i reach home after the hols to post my previous blog..but for now,i look forward for my hols..hope to take plenty of pics...hehe..see ya

~Happy NEW YEAR!!!!~~

yeah,its the new year..n i'm currently at a cc nearby my house,blogging...its kinda getting into me,these visits to cc...its not really that bad actually,not like wat i've thought...the place is kinda nice lar,no ppl smoking,just kinda loud with ppl....expected,TEENAGERS gaming non stop...n this is my second visit...the first one,imagine that,during my exam week...cuz the next day exam is an oral test so..haha...exam week,is always the lowest point of my life..mood was downright bottom of the pit with oni drilling n more drilling to my already saturated brain..but alas,its over..i knew it would sooner or later but the process of studying hours...for that 1 hour paper is ...too exhausting is all i can say...really in a gloomy mood lar..and like the usual after exam syndrom..lots of discussion after every paper,and it always did n will give u the sudden feeling of cold wen u found out.."there it goes,another mistake"...just couldn't,sometimes overcome the feeling of sadness?exasperateness??guiltiness?(for not checking n thinking wisely)dunno...exams..love to hate them

Well,last night was New Years Eve..due to the Tsunami attack,all celebrations were tone down,so the visit to Sg WAng after exam is kinda boring...in fact most of the day was,yesterday..started of with some lousy Chemistry paper,though studied like hell...as usual..MISTAKES..AGAIN!!!!!was again feeling the bitterness in my stomach n tried hard to forego it but again,i AM made of flesh n bones...the feeling tag along for the day..well,until the Kung Fu Hustle movie sorta,cures it all...ya,ppl said it was cool n i've been longing to watch since,no,before its out..so in a way, i finally made it to the cinema in KLCC..oh,(sheepishly)it was my first time going into TGV cinemas...lame huh???n they cal me KL gal..well,to me...the movie was so-so..yea,managed a few laughters,hilarious at some part but,..ok lar,no BUTS..the movie was cool...but not my really feel-good kinda movie,in a way..too sickening,the killing parts..mind u,i'm n bothered if i see real flesh n blood n all those in movies..but i just dun like to see killings in a COMEDY!!!!arrrgghhhh...spoilt the mood

well,as i said b4 the rest of yesterday was not the perfect outing cuz we lacked places to go..done movie,done bowling,done with all the expensive cuisines n coffee...where else?the thing is we have too much time to spare but limiting cash..thats a MAJOR problem..FOR ME!!ah well,din managed to stay till midnight cuz the three of us was like,exhausted from all the walking, n dun think the countdown was on so...home sweet home..really comfy,after taking a warm bath...talked to my best friend on phone,went mamak...the rest of the 10minutes b4 greeting new year,busy smsing...as usual..

this morning...life as usual...NEW YEAR??wat??life is still going on like normal weekends thats all i can say..find friends??nah...after some thought provoking talks with my friends yesterday..really made me thought..do i HAVE REAL FRIENDS??dunno...New Year thought...sigh..Happy New Year...to anyone who even bothers to read this..ciao