~MERDEKA!!!!~

~MERDEKA!!!!~A day where youngsters like mua,should spend the day outside hanging out with friends..but alas,like 18years of my life..I'm at home again..Rush back from school to stuck myself in front of the screen..sad case..should have stayed at the hostel insteed no?2 reasons why I'm back here..1,mum wants me to,2,to meet a friend whom i've never see for a long time..Well,as fate turns out we cannot go out for the drink we intended to under some circumtances and yea,here i go blogging..I'm not complaining but really,all the effort of coming back was waste totally..so sad=(..oh well...

this blog is just a day apart from my previous blog so can't really write much so..hmm,so planning to do something tomorrow lo..what to do,i can't just come back for nothing right?Oh yeah,1 more thing i'd like to comment about..friendster is really a cool website..seriously,if u know how to use it ler..Tetimonials,sometimes really can boost your confidence when you're down you know..through all those testimonials,i can see how people think about me,if they really care about me etc..Its kinda complicated to explain but al in all,i just love to receive testimonials,not because it contains nice things people say about me(well,part of it ler=p),but in a way,it shows that these people really take the time and effort to actually think about me and write the testimonials..So,like what my friend have said in my tesimonial..maybe I'm easily satisfied by small things?could be,but again,i love to repeat..I seriously DO cherish friendships A LOT!!!!

Another issue?yea,I've gained weight and I'm seriously trying very hard to loose some weight..can't help it actually..Studying in the University,our physical activity is very limited due to our tight study schedule and yeah,not much movements cuz we're usually in the classroom or our room in the hostel..so..was kinda down when i was told i put on weight though a little,but being the normal teenage gal..I care a lot..so instead of lamenting and complaining..I'm trying to find ways to exercise more even with my tight study timetable..hopefully it'll work..ppl,wish me luck....=p.Well,no serious thoughts again..more relax i supposed?well,have to shift my energy of complaining to more effective ways like studying more and shutting myself up..hehe..so,take care ppl..muaksss....

~Happy life?~

What have happened?Well,Its just a normal Saturday,woke up not at home like usual.Still stuck in the hostel cuz have to retake the Physics test though i didn't fail..I mean,if one is going to take the average marks of both papers and this paper is lots easier,why not retake right?The only setback is i have to re-study and waste one of my precious Saturday morning sleep only..Was not in the mood to study early in the morning so chatted with the clever ppl who retake the paper just to get higher marks..

The paper was not that easy but because the pupils who failed was given an "extra" class whereby they were told what structure the questions are going to be..i doubt they did as badly as i did.Oh well, i played it fair and square.Head straight to Mid Valley with friends after that..was supposed to join a group who invited me out in the end join my frens from school cuz the gang who invited me out was in such a large group i felt no point joining.. Anyhow,i dunno all of them anyway,just a few of them.

Had fun with my frens from U,played bowling..Throughly enjoyed the feeling of winning in the 2round..haha,Not going to mention the first one cuz that was just warm up..Watched a comedy after that though it was not THE movie we intended..sort of enjoyed it,except for the company of friends.As i said before,dun really know all of them so..no thoughts bout that..just another outing on a weekend..To be continue in the hostel cuz sis wanna use pc..ciao

~Life is boring~

Hello,another week another blog..event of the week..got back my Japanese test results on Monday then we were seperated into our classes..unlike the previous years,this time,they didn't stream us into classes based on our results..which means,yeah,I'm seperated from all my girlfriends.as in (ahem!=p)all the smart ones are seperated to help the weaker once..yeah well,out of the 5gals,4of them paired into 2 classes and *sarcastically*lucky me,i'm the only Chinese gal in my class out of the 3 classes..though my class has the most GALs compard to the other 2,still it doesn't help that i'm away from my gang..

Was devasted with my Physics and Maths results though i knew it was my own fault but still can't help feeling down about it..look on the bright side,at least i got high marks for my Japanese an English paper..hehe=p.The seperation of classes really is a test of friendship for my frens and I..U see,as we are now in different classes,not only we see each other lesser but the jokes and laughter we used to share in class is less..As such,although we do meet each other for lunch and stuff,we have less things to talk about and when we have less communication,the friendship bond loosens.

When i first started studying here,i never knew that we will have a situation that made us..how to put this..fed up with each others attitude..although they are in the same class,A and B dislike each other..not as in totally,but they seldom talk to each other now..reason 1,A is soooo totally good in her studies that made B felt pressured.B on the other hand,is a very pessimist person who like to say hurtful things to others..i dunno how to put this,all i can say,as a friend,i sincerely hope they can patch things up with each other..cuz after all we're gonna be together for 2 years,so why not make it a happy one..i dunnoo..i have to end here cuz out of ideas wat to say..so,signing off...

~back to reality~

This is it,the last day of my 1 week holidays..going back to where I belong by tomorrow.The place where have to work hard without doing any exercise..Geesh,all i do there is study,study,study..I vowed to exercise every weekend when i come home..haha..=p

About todays happening..well,woke up at 9am today ue to my brother's friends who called non-stop while he was out..went back to sleep after putting a stop to all the calls.woke p the 2nd time,at 12.30pm..terror rite?i mean,can't help it,was up late lat night,on9..hehe..Rush to brush up and head to Midvalley with mum to but groceries..dilly-dally,its 2.45pm,mum leaves,i stayed at MV,waiting for friend to watch movie..As i was walking alone in MV,i was lucky enough to catch the star of Table For Two,the Malaysian sitcom..based on the advertisement for POnds..Melissa Maureen was tall and pretty but was slightly chubby.. too bad i don't own a camera phone if not would have took picures with them.

Saw Catwoman today..that show..my gosh,who are they trying to kid?all they trying to show is that Halle Berry has a great bod..lame storyline,same old timid-gal-gets-supernatural powers-turned-action-heroin..lame..so not recommended..if one just wanna watch a movie for the sake of watching..this will be a great show..hah.its not totally bad,if u enjoy seeing the action and the usual-American jokes.well,wouldn't watch it the 2nd time.

Argghh,today's the last day of my holidays and now only i found out a lot people were free throughout this week..wasted.If i had known earlier,would have hang out with them for movies or something rather than reading comics at home,doing household chores..Too late for that now i suppose.Well,all packed for tomorrow..hotel,here come.(with not the slightest enthusiasm!)..till next time..see ya ppl..

~holidays~

Another day of my 1 week holidays..i can now actually sum up how my holidays would be without living throught them for the next few days..as usual,wake up late cuz there's nothing to do,fix breakfast,read the paper,do some house chores n become driver. in the evening,swimming..my holidays are boring..but its quite relaxing n i'm not complaining..contradict with what i said at my last blog?maybe..well,people do change right?=p

today's happening..around 12pm while i was reading the paper,i got a call from my roommate..it seems that she forgot to take her passport and went back to retrieve it from the hostel in order to head to Singapore..when she entered the room she was suprised to find that our radios were GONE!!yea,our rooms were broken into and our radios were gone,just like that..vanished,poof,gone,nothin,nil,nada..just like that..it seems that the culprit climbed through the window of my roommate n my room n went to her room as well through the toilet which link the 2 rooms together n stole our only entertainment (radio).Devastated?well,shocked really..my radio didn't cost much whereas hers..its the cd player cum radio kind..i dunno how to explain..in other words,more expensive?definetly..well,we'll see what happens on Sunday when we all head back to the hostel i guess..Which made me wonder..what are the guards for?Useless fellas,all they know is to scold us for not wearing our matric card and can't be bothered to take care of the security there.cis..

forget about the unhappy happenings..Todays main issue of the day..haha( now only start,after crapping so much..hehe..gomenne)it all revolves around me actually so..haha..went to MidValley with mum n pesky little bro today..as my brother shot off to find his own entertainment,i went window-shopping with mummy dearest in MV.Until we come to the Lancome booth where they usually have all the make-over and digital photo shots n stuff?ya,well,tried them today..well,actually,i wanted to do it long ago,when i was around 17 till..ahem,ya now..call me vain but i always wanted to try take one of those pics while i'm still young n...not pretty but this make-over thinghy can really changed a plain Jane to any Nicole-Kidman right?As usual,the catch is one have to purchase one of those above RM100 of their cosmetics as well..(the main reason why i didn't take this shots long time ago)

After my mum convince me that she really needed to buy the blusher n stuff,(cuz i dun want her to spent so much just to let me take the photos n fulfill my desires)i finally agreed to have the make-over n photography session..hurray..as usual,this sweet-mouthed promoters told us it would at most,take 40minutes to complete the whole session.and so i took part,whereas mum had to wait..but then..it took 2solid hours cuz one of the make up artist had to go for a break,and there was lots of people taking part..so,the other 1 had to coope alone..i especially love the hair dressing part..it made me looked so..different.with the make-up n stuff,i felt like a princess.The only part that i do not enjoy is the photography part.I had to pose exactly how the photographer asked me to..though professionaly done,it made my muscle all tense up cuz i really dunno where to put my hands n stuff..wonder how the professional models can handel all these stuff..but then again,they are professionals..=p

after all those stuff,there's this lady who help to alter my face with the PC.Clear away my blemishes n pimples,make as if i have perfect,smooth n silky skin..oh yeah,she even altered my eyes n made it this tiny changes to make it look slightly rounder..maklumla,i have single-eyelid,so my eyes look small n less energetic.then,she help me made my cheeks slightly not so.. how to put this,round?ya,a little touch up here n there but can see there's difference..after the whole process,i bought the CD in order not to waste all the shots..obviously the other shots were not as good as the altered one but what the heck,my mum spent a bunch on it and i dun want it wasted..so,all in all around 200 bucks?gosh,felt so guilty.But hey,I'm gonna do it once n for all already ok?Who am i kidding?these things are too costly for me,once is enough..Anyway,really have to thank mum for spending so much on me money wise n time wise ..MUM's THE BEST!!!Cheers to all mums of the world..

~Shiken no yasumi~

Again some long article from a boring person..Its my 1st long holiday since i started studying at UTM..Was hoping i can hang out with friends,do some interesting stuff..but just as I had predicted,everyone was still busy with homework and their school life..Thank God one of my best friend was on a holiday for 3 days so can hang out with her today before she head back to Singapore by tomorrow.On Saturday,we went out with a jerk who drive recklessly and smokes heavily..we didn't know that he had changed so much and made a silent vow not to go out with him anymore.Anyway,this jerk was suppose to send us home and he did only ignoring my protest to send me home first cuz his house was near my best friend's.I knew something was wrong cuz this guy,i heard had feelings for me 2 years ago..I've ignore him since i knew about the so-call crush and idn't keep in touch until recently.Fearing for the worst,i was holding my handphone tightly fearing for my safety,so that i can call for help if anything should happen..As in turned out,I found out he intended to take me to the park and talk to me..mind u,its 11.30pm..After telling him about how worried my mum would be and said i was expecting a call from my "boyfriend" he sent me home without heading to the park..That didn't stop him from his confession for me which sent goosebumps all over my body..I mean,come on jerk,u had 3 past gal friends and u are telling me u are waiting for me..right...I was not born yesterday u know..i thought to myself.oh well,thank god i made it safely home,and quickly gave my best friend a call in order not to worry her..really creepy.thank God its over..whew.Never will i go out with this creep ever again.

Today is Monday,the 1st day of my 1 week holiday..early morning got ready and waited for my bestfriend and the both of us headed to our former secondary school to meet up with friends.as i had already expected(again) all of our friends are scattered around school at that time cuz its recess time.some bump into some,sai hi and exchange a few word then went on..everyone had been really busy and its saddening to know that some people are actually stabbing you at the back when u r not arund..cruel reality of life.Anyway,nothing much after that..because my so-call friends told me i had gain weight and since I have absolutly nothing to do for the week,I decided to cut some weight by going swimming.Well,there goes my holidays..while my friends are having fun I'm stuck with nothing to do,so ironic...I've been looking forward to this holiday so much and now this..great..signing of now,if not writing longer will only make me sound moe pathetic than it already is..