~600~

My 600th post.
Wow.
I didn't know I can crap so much.
All these years.
Of complaints,
Of joy,
Of venting.
Wow..

Currently in lab,
Practised my presentation for the god-knows-how-many times.
Not perfect at all.
Can't even be bothered.
I just feel sleepy.
Tomorrow have to practise in lab again.
Ah well,at least there'll be badminton after.

I need a vacation,
Just go some place for winter.
I was hoping for Europe.
But yea,I don't have the cash to do so.
So I'll try Tokyo and erm...snowboard.
Yea,after 3 years of avoiding ski and snowboard.
I'm trying it again.
Let's just hope I'll have muscle aches and butt pains.
And limit to that.
No more broken finger.
One time trauma is enough.

Just a sudden thought.
Amazing group of friends I have here.
In times that I go through my busy schedule,
I still have those who would buy me a drink for tea breaks.
Those who stayed with me til late.
Have those to have dinner with every evening.
Have those whom I can call to chat for 30mins.
Play badminton with.
Not a bad life at all.

I'm lucky.=)

~Abruptness~

Rubber bands will break somehow if pull til its limit.
Things will rot somehow with the beat of wind and rain.
People will grow old somehow with the passing of time.
These..are the facts that could not be denied nor stopped.

Pasts could not be changed.
Stories,gossips and myths will always remain as history.
Reminiscence is the only reminder the mind has.
To review of what could be avoided.
To grow with patience for what to come.

To stop time,is by stopping oneself from the flow.
Even if it is just for an hour,one minute,one second.
By just immersing oneself for the time that is.
Amazing what the brain could do or create.
Emotions that might surged at the spur of the moment.
Tiredness that might hit out of the blue.

Quietness..
That even one was taken aback.

~Fast~

It's already December.
My dear SS and YY's birthday has just passed.
Soon it'll be MC's.
They are the few precious of my life.
There are moments that we shared.
Bond that we made that's quite indescribable.
Less contact due to commitments.
But nevertheless talked like yesterday when we do.

Joke as people may.
And usually I wouldn't care much.
Act like I do for drama and fun.
But yea, the mid-twenties is coming for me soon.
I don't mind when people joke about it.
For it's a fact that couldn't be turn back.
Though the night is always merciless when it comes to deep thoughts.Procrastination?Relaxation?Leisure?
They are just labels for time-outs I give myself.
They could be a bit of all three.
I do it all the time at night.
When I try my best to achieve more in the day.
A silly discipline which doesn't shows any benefit for me,myself and I.
At the end of the day,
It's just a silly routine of making myself tired.
And I still come back empty-brained.

The world is everyone's stage.
Petty matters of game scores,
Of what to have for dinner,
Of getting better results.
So insignificant?Or somewhat related?
To how the world works.

Another 2 years.
Of research.
What about my private life?